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jax | he/him | 30 | prev demonmojo

[deathcoremoshpit]

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[cordspaghetti]

lighting them on fire because im scared

[thirdwheelravi]

in season 10 buck and eddie should meet a pair of girl best friends and start dating them (it's so convenient and great because they can all just hang out together!) and then a few episodes later they both get dumped on the same night because it turns out their girlfriends are in love with each other and one of them finally confessed and then buck winds up at eddie's door and eddie (in his underwear again for some reason) lets him in and they drink beers on the couch and theyre like ha ha just our bad luck. and learn nothing

[annakarenina]

Did you know that the very first assembly of photographs in sequential order to create a motion picture was a two-second clip of a Black man on a horse? Yes, it was. Yes, it was. Look it up.

NOPE • 2022, dir. Jordan Peele

[boysofdogtown]

Nintendo Gameboy Color

[sunsetbuddie]

the problem is that many people want buddie to be like destiel. it's like. guy who has only ever watched supernatural: wow this is like destiel. Well no. not even a little bit. have you considered branching out and watching more television. and this is where many grave mischaracterisations come from also like every time someone tries to make eddie diaz dean winchester the rest of us should be compensated

[queerstark]

Several Sentence Sunday ✍️

tagged by @soupfic 💜

A light in the hallway flickers. Eddie turns towards it. There’s another door, just on the other side of the hallway, with a metal sign in the middle that reads: Vending and Ice Machine. And Eddie is sure that wasn’t there either. Except, maybe he’s not so sure. He hadn’t really looked down this way when he’d first gotten to the second floor. Cold sweat gathers along his hairline, his lower back, behind his knees. His breath comes too fast, too shallow. His heart pulses heavily in his throat, too close to the surface. A hollow, ringing noise fills his head. It’s been years, but Eddie hasn’t forgotten what panic feels like. How looking at it head on doesn’t make it go away. Eddie closes his eyes, takes a slow, deep breath in through his nose and out through his mouth. The sound of the air leaving his lungs gusts down the hallway. He counts to four. Does it again. When he opens his eyes the door is still there.

ghost tagging everyone who wants a lil push to work on their fics 🫵

[sunsetbuddie]

this is all so much funnier on the back of that supernatural convention

[sunsetbuddie]

tim minear: i can't do that it would be queerbaiting

ryliver: well anyway let's do a little buddie canon roleplay

[pyrolysisfan]

[bucksbeagle]

severe things happening to me

[perlaret]

literally all that it would take to eliminate queerbaiting accusations forever is for eddie to have a feelings realization and then it IMMEDIATELY is just pure “will they/won’t they” tension between a guy who has rocked his own world with the realization of feelings he never considered possible and another guy who abjectly denied feelings were even possible because the first guy was sooo straight it would be ridiculous to want that like COOOOME ONNNN embrace the tropes this is what peak tv romance is made of

[laracrofted]

and if maddie was the one who called eddie, eddie definitely thought the call was about buck for the first few seconds because why would buck’s sister be calling him in the middle of the night?

[laracrofted]

anyway

[911onabcbts]

literally don’t talk to me

[desertdinerbuddie]

If we ever get someone flat out confronting Eddie about his relationship with Buck, I’d love love love for it to be Helena.

Can you imagine? She’d be so passive aggressive about it, insisting that he doesn’t need to LIE to his PARENTS, and what does he think they’re going to do? Does he think they’re homophobic?? That’s so HURTFUL! They LOVE him, they just want him to be HONEST! And won’t someone think of poor CHRIS? What does HE think is going on? He must be so CONFUSED!

And Ramon would be there trying to peacekeep, but at the same time being profoundly uncomfortable with the entire business, and just absolutely wishing it’d stayed as something they all low-key knew and just didn’t talk about, actually.

And maybe Pepa is there too, and she’s defending Eddie (because he’s not gonna defend himself) and saying it’s his choice who he tells what when, and it’s his life, he’s allowed to be happy, and we love Evancito, he’s good for Eddie, mama thought so too (god rest her soul).

And Eddie’s just standing there in the middle of it all having an absolute fucking breakdown, because he did NOT know any of this stuff that’s being thrown around about him, and he denies it but no one believes him, because they all think he’s lying to Helena, and Helena’s there setting out her casebook of evidence (“you’re raising a child with him, for god’s sake.” Etc), and that’s his MOM saying all this stuff, so he can’t just ignore it or dismiss it, because it’s his MOM and she Knows him, really knows him, so… what’s he supposed to do??

It would just be the most delicious drama, and I would be absolutely seated.

Sorry Eddie.

[gayeddies]

buck

[heller-castiel]

is the wolf in love with the sheep | i know it is