Meow

i have like 69 bazillion themes sorry not sorry

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INTRO

You can call me Niku (You didn't see me change my name a few times)

you maaaay know me from my past incarnation... but that's in the past, I didn't create a new account because I need the attention and it's a pain to gain it.

I'm 18 I go by she/her

I'm taken!! I'm very in love with my darling so do NOT try anything (it has happened before, we were both mad lmao)

I like crk, project sekai, genshin impact, fatal frame games, homicipher, drawing, nine sols, milgram, i listen to music almost 24/7 (yes even when I sleep) and fashion.

I'll just block if I feel uncomfortable

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I hate when I feel tired and sad for no reason I want to be silly again

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Sorry for not posting lately I no longer know what to post😭😭

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I was stalked a few years ago and it's not fun at all, i'm was terrified to be alone and was scared he'll see me when I was outside

But i guess some ppl like that...

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MIKOOOTOOOOO

And john is fucking gone for real i'm going to cry now goodbye

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They made me attempt and still think we're best friends and nothing changed

Wake up

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So they're venting to me about their boyfriend after he told them they should have died after they OD- and i don't mind them venting- but then suddenly they send me pics of their blood and saying they cvt themselves

and now their boyfriend came to their house without their permission, so they're complaining about it to me so but you go from suddenly hating on him to "that's so sweet🥹"

and they are ONCE AGAIN going to forget about me until the next time you get into an argument honestly I blocked once again i'm so fucking tired

I should just delete messenger so i don't unblock them again

I KNOW their unwell and i tried to help them but they refused everytime

I no longer even consider us friends after all the other shit they've done in the past

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EVERYONE IS PISSING ME OFFFFFFF i'm gonna crash out and summon a meteorite on them

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Mother has forced me to go to some stupid ass gathering with ppl my age and i'm away from my darling

They all can break their legs and fall in a hole and get stuck there I don't like anyone here

I prefer spending time with my darling

I hate being away from him

I don't to be friends with these people he's the only one I need

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When we die, I want our bodies to become so distorted to the point where they can't tell us apart and have to bury us together

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It's nap time. I'm gonna lay on my darlings chest so he can't get up and has to nap with me.

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Anyone who hurt my darling watch out this is happening to you on october 4

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I wanna sew our hands together so we will never be apart.

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Everyone who says i'm "weird" about my darling is just jealous they'll never feel the love we have for eachother

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ur theme is gorg

Thank you! Yours is so pretty, too

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I have two blogs where i post about my beloved and that's normal

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So deeply in love i won't mind if our bodies fuse together