The worst thing about being depressed is being at that point where u don't give a shit about yourself anymore.you could live or die and still not care. And no one would suspect the girl who cracks jokes and makes other people laugh lies in bed crying to one but herself,and the thought of getting out of bed seems almost pointless now.isolating becomes a defense mechanism.the highs get shorter and the lows are taking over.I'm going to leave this world alone and that sounds really fucked.but i just don't care anymore.











