Cherry Doctor Pepper

[deersmydears]

Fellin like baby Rory Gilmore when she started Chilton bc I'm convinced everyone in my class will be against me and I'll be alone again, and i won't fit in

[swiftlyeurydice]

[fairydiary555]

[insideininsideout]

[deersmydears]

Going into my first year of highschool, i realize that I'm lonely.

I do have friends but I've never felt like anyone's first choice, just an accommodation.

Always the one to ask people to hang out, and even then i feel like most people would rather be elsewhere than hang out with me.

That's why at an even slight friendship i feel like i have to overcompensate everything, even through all my compliments are sincere i feel like they're not really appreciated as much.

I don't know what to do anymore, or if there's nothing to be done and I'll be this lonely through highschool too.

I feel like I'm an awkward extra in the background, and i don't know what's wrong with me. I feel like I'm missing a crucial experience in my teenage years being sad and pathetic.

Most people dismiss whatever i say and don't talk to me unless they need something.

School makes this worse, that's why i want assigned seats and assigned people in a group project, because having no one to partner with when the group is in 2's is the saddest shit ever in school.

[deersmydears]

I always feel so bad asking my parents for anything even if they ask me themselves what I want first.

It's this overwhelming guilt..

[tearstaineddangel]

i love when someone confirms we're friends

[deersmydears]

I hate when people complain about spoilers of a show that's like 20 years old... If you don't want any spoilers don't interact with media of the show you're watching until you finish the show, damn

This is mainly about "comment spoilers" under a video, but it applies to videos too

[bunnioats]

[fakhliya]

[charcharslidee]

me everyday

[unicornperson]

[deersmydears]

[deersmydears]

I'm getting tired of seeing a follow and instead of a girlblogger it's a grown ass creep #blocked

[alitoocool33]

[pinkmary123]

I hate it when gross old men use tumblr, like please just go on facebook no one wants to see your racist rants

[deersmydears]

More lake pics why not