Efflorescent Euphoria

I'm Kara. Living in the 24 hours and tasting every experience to the utmost

[freshsounds]

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[mishproductions]

Neil Young // “Heat Of Gold”

[dem-ise]

Reposting again because this song makes me feel things

[dem-ise]

When I was younger, I wish there something I could have said or done to prevent you from completely changing as a person. Instead, I held on to who you were before you married that asshole, and my stubborn mind caused me to detach myself from you and allow unnecessary rage to affect our relationship. I could never accept the idea that your suffering mental health and addiction to prescription medications caused your personality to completely warp; my immaturity and limited knowledge resulted in blindness to what was truly happening to you. 

I wish I knew what I know now; I would have accepted that you were ill and you needed my support as your daughter. I allowed my anger to affect our relationship, and I cut you from my life as a result. I wish I would have accepted that you changed and fucking helped you because maybe my support could have helped your condition and emotional state. I’m so sorry about everything I ever said and did to you, I didn’t know how to realize or accept how much you changed and how sick you really were. I miss you and love you so much, and I wish you could have heard me say that one last time. Maybe if I called you the night of your death, you probably wouldn’t have had your fatal accident.

I hope more than anything that you knew I truly did love you regardless of our differences. I’m so sorry your life went to shit, and I’m so sorry that you weren’t able to see Heather one last time. I’m so sorry for everything, I feel tremendously guilty for watching your world fall apart and doing nothing to stop it, and I never thought I would have to be a pallbearer for my mother’s casket at such a young age.

I love and miss you too much, Mom. 

[refiningfire]

[heartbreakhur]

[heartbreakhur]

:)

[dem-ise]

I hate how I'm so jealous of you and I'm letting it consume my life

[mypubliclands]

[sokopodo]

Tigers Jaw - Chemicals (x)

[kylexshepherd-deactivated202308]

[bogzoi]

I love my yelling goblin child

[ghibli-collector]

More Art of Hayao Miyazaki’s Laputa Castle In The Sky (1986)

[zelda]

[dem-ise]

I'm absolutely, grossly in love with you. I knew immediately I wanted you when I first saw you, but I never thought I could possess such strong emotions for another person like this. I'm pretty much scared everyday I'm going to lose you because you've also become my best friend. God, I hope you're my last.

[filmsandfights]

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[triforce-princess]

[boy-so-pale]

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[stckwll]