This is a DARK CONTENT + MONSTER-FRIENDLY anime fan blog where I post my writings, art, and occasional meme. I create for Fem! Y/n & feature animes: One Piece, Jujutsu Kaisen, Demon Slayer, Fire Force, MHA... will add more to this list.
âCONTENT IS 18+. MINORS + BLANK BLOGS DO NOT INTERACT. TY BBâ
WHO IS THIS DEMON DADDY? àż 22 àż BUFF MIXED CHICK àż HOPELESS ROMANTIC âïž PISCES đ AQUARIUS â LIBRA àż STRESSED, DEPRESSED, ALWAYS OVER-DRESSED àż BABY GIRL TO ALL THE ANIME MEN àż
kind of insane how beauty school (went last fall) really challenged me and helped me in overall accepting discomfort and making a home in it. just like how my entire mid 20s has been thus far. iâve had to be a newbie constantly learning and absorbing knowledge and realizing we all are together just figuring shit out even in work and thereâs always going to be the opportunity to be a student
and ever since graduating and getting licensed iâve had to overcome extreme burnout (again, just like my fashion degree) , overcome a fear of being seen thatâs a new angle to my imposter syndrome that I never knew iâd have, and have new challenges in not comparing my journey to othersâ. itâs hard. i always compare my beginner self to the successful professionals whoâve been at least 5 years in the industry and have to realize things can be a MARATHON. and that i can choose to NOT specialize in certain things i DONT WANT TO DO !
also gonna try to enforce better boundaries not just in work. and pricing my work properly.
anyways
should i also start making spicy art anonymously and selling it? would be kinda fun right bruv
itâs kinda insane how many versions of myself iâve slightly moved on from externally yet i honor within myself internally. certain habits that do not serve me ive let go of / am trying to move from. other versions that were trampled over during my survival mode / traumatized state, on the other hand, iâve brought back when i thought such sparks were gone. self work is fun. okay i really need to get back to cutting my fabric. my caffeinated / penjamin hitted đ state is a-ticking heheh đ€
been trying to make vietnamese iced coffee at home because its heart palpitating anxiety inducing amount of caffeine seems like the only way to resurrect me recently and at my third attempt itâs so good. might add a pinch of salt next time to compliment the chocolatey buttery strong coffee bean flavor..
I bloomed some medium coarse trung nguyen grounds in boiling water then slightly cooled and slowly poured over more grounds in a chemex , pressing the grounds to mimic a french press, then poured over ice in a cup with sweetened condensed milk to taste. yummeyâŠ.
Thanks so much for the tags @sheerxfiction and @ye-old-hermit-woman ! Haven't played this one in a while - and its always a treat getting to know you all better :3
last book: Untamed Shore by Silvia Moreno-Garcia
last song: Take it off - Ke$ha
last film: LOTR Return of the King extended edition
last series: Primal by Genndy Tartakovsky
last video game: Stardew Valley :3
sweet or salty: always sweet!
coffee or tea: coffee or hot chocolate
working on: fixing my window shutter frames and loose crown molding; various chores around the house; my WIP At First Sight; currently - a blunt!
@swampstew I see that most recent film!!!! extended edition is the wayyyy đ„
yay I got tagged by a mutual I havenât been posting properly for years this makes me so happy you havenât forgotten about me fr đđ
last book: Opening To Channel: How To Connect With Your Guide by Sanaya Roman and Duane Packer (an interesting spiritual book I skimmed for half a chapter a month ago)
last song: Matul Tribal Cult by Fulci
last film: Van Helsing (2004). had bi panic the whole damn time and had my boyfie replay the part where draculas brides jumped down, multiple times
last series: Hunter x Hunter (on season 2 ep 30something rn!!! Itâs sooo good so far. hisoka is such a creep ewwwh)
last video game: Resident Evil Requiem / RE9 (watched my man stream it for me bc I donât have pc :(
sweet or salty: salty. bonus if cheesy/spicy/rich/savoury. but also I have sweet coffee almost everyday too
coffee or tea: coffeeeeee because it has more caffeine which helps with my insane burnout . love matcha too though
working on: currently stepped away and got a tad distracted from: making costumes for a film. spooky cann!bals from ancient times
tagging: @meowzfordayz @monaukah @ask-dancing-fox @sukunas-play-thing @thehouseofmaple @tomiokas-lunchbox @yofukit (if you feel like itâs weird iâm tagging u ignore đ«¶đœ or if youâre a mutual of mine and i did NOT tag you Iâm so sorry I love you itâs just been so long and iâm going through my spotty memory)
Hii !! đ Itâs been a while. đ Hope youâre doing great; hereâs to 2026! đ„ł
Hey you đ thank you for reaching out!!! Itâs been EONS!!!!! Iâve been thinking about your sweet self and hope youâre also doing great. Excited for what 2026 can bring for us đ«¶đœđ
psa. if weâre mutuals, weâre automatically friends. u donât need to say things like âsorry to botherâ or âsorry im annoyingâ bc ur not. ur my friend. u can come to me for anything. u need help? im here. wanna chat? hmu. just wanna gush abt your muse? go for it. weâre friends. ily.
BTW i see these posts all the time like "ohhh i dont know what to comment on fics.." and every response is "keysmashes! or hearts!! anything works :3" and thats GREAT!! thats helpful!!
but: consider. if u genuinely like analyzing writing.. do u know ur just allowed to go through and quote your favorite parts and ramble abt what they mean to u and the author will LOSE IT WITH HYPE?
genuinely. i felt SO WEIRD the first time i did it.. but like. holy shit authors love it. its crack for authors. the first time i did it, it was on a fic that hadnt updated in half a year, give or take, and the author made 3 updates that month BECAUSE OF MY COMMENT.
LIKE. as an author every comment is INCREDIBLE!!! but also, dont feel like your comment has to be short or otherwise ur invasive or smth!! authors ADORE long comments more than ANYTHING.
Youâre right it is like crack for us. Even just whispering in the tags. I promise you wonât upset us (unless you come across an author who prob has a stick up their arse) and weâll prob be thinking about it for months , maybe years đ€
"well i like this post but i'm worried my followers might not" fuck your followers. The entire point of tumblr is to cause irreparable psychic damage to your followers. We are locked in mortal combat on the astral plane. You must win. You Must Win. You Must Destroy Them.
