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Dear Diary, at least I’m winning at losing 🏆

[a-mind-in-ruins]

Not one scar on my heart came from an enemy.

They all came from people who claimed to love me the most.

[seaphine]

[demonicdivinity]

Pssshhhhttttt

[demonicdivinity]

Dear diary,

Last night, as I hit

The floor, I realized

I should run.

As fast as my size 8 feet will take me,

Walk out the broken door of our home we built

Together and never EVER look back.

Yet here I am,

After the scathing remarks,

And bruising skin,

I’m in your bed.

The door is even disappointed in me.

It says “I’m broken, but I still open myself to it all,

Bitch at LEAST stand tall.”

[demonicdivinity]

I’ve decided I hold the power now. I’m not scared of you anymore.

[drunkoflove]

A love for all life

[demonicdivinity]

I want it

[poemwav]

– Catherine Pond

[demonicdivinity]

But I lost myself somewhere in that icy place.

[autumnoiir]

[putaind3merde]

[demonicdivinity]

I see the moon

And I know

The moon TRULY

Sees me.

[demonicdivinity]

Dear diary,

Caught my real face and it showed me how lonely and detached I am from myself. To me, that’s not me. It’s like a different person that I can look at objectively, that’s why pictures freak me out 🥲

Dissociation is real.

[4mtns]

[demonicdivinity]

Maybe he will, maybe he won’t.

[remanence-of-love]

[demonicdivinity]

Am I an idiot for still hoping it’s love after all of this time?

[thekashishverse]

I wish I could be normal about affection but my love language is merging souls.

[demonicdivinity]

Same but i think my soul is too damaged to ever merge again

[goth-queen]

[ruhaniya]

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Margaret Atwood, The Blind Assassin

[putaind3merde]