De.Nill

genderfluid,bi, Neurodivergent ,kid trying to live while quoting sappho poetry alt- Nill NLD

[denillxoxo]

Hej I'm gay

✨️I'm Nill but you can also call me Dee!✨️

✨️He/she /they /key✨️

✨️poetry alt - Nill NLD ✨️

✨️16✨️

✨️Genderfluid 💅✨️

✨️Might be posting about sth or not .Send me stuff bc why not .✨️

⚠️DNI if you post strongly sexualized/18+ content ⚠️

✨️Be gay do crime and "Hymenaon, Sing the wedding song!

—to poets of other lands."✨️

[capnsoapy]

always remember that chell is canonically* a transgender woman

[capnsoapy]

Transition timeline; 99999 days on Aperture Science homebrew œstradiol

[capnsoapy]

POV you used the phrase "transition timeline" on [tumblr] post about 20-year-old video game models

[jennthe]

The Snickers™️Ending

[ampervadasz]

[bumblebeerror]

THE CASUALNESS OF THAT COLLIE SLIPPING RIGHT OUT OF THEIR COLLAR. That dude is a Willing Participant of this walk and by god everyone else is going to follow the RULES.

[roach-works]

im a fan of the moment where the husky is like 'wait you're not authorized to do that' and the collie is like 'THE FUCK IM NOT'

[spacelazarwolf]

unstoppable force (border collie) vs immovable object (husky)

[alltheconstellationssayyourname]

Confession of a young camper/A love letter to change

I always wondered about you. The teenagers sitting at campsite desks, spinning in rickety chairs while a fan strained itself just to blow your sweaty hair around. The girls in lifeguard chairs at green-tinted lakes, watching kids in t.v show bathing suits swallow far more fish-flavored water than any one person probably should. The boys in supply shops, peddling colored fire rocks and s’more ingredients, barely looking me in the eyes while my dad dug in his wallet for cash. I wondered about you the most. Not a crush, not always; something deeper than that. I envied your flat shirts and cool hair and the casual way your voice rasped when you laughed. I watched how you moved not because of some childish flutter in my stomach, but because I was so sorely curious. You felt so foreign to me, the budding little girl still too awkward to know what having a body really meant.

Now I am older and grown and sticks crunch under my boots as I traverse the familiar path between park and campsite. My voice rasps when I raise it in greeting, the forest green of my uniform loose and unrestrained by my bound chest. Now I am the one hauling wagons of equipment past docked RVs, the breeze fighting the brim of my hat to cool my sweaty, sunscreen-slick forehead. I get to be the one catching the eyes of awkward children while their parents ponder the trail map, smiling and waving and growing nostalgic over the familiar sight of a sunhat against the back of a head, only the string around a soft throat to keep it in place.

We are not entirely the same, those boys and I. I praise air conditioning instead of fans. I answer more questions about hiking and animals than waste disposal and water spigots. My testosterone comes in a bottle, the instructions for my every change drowning in a sharp alcohol-based gel. But now I get to sit here, spinning in my chair, and I don’t have to wonder about you anymore.

[yuttikkele]

hey gamers I’ve started watching star trek does anyone else see the romantic tension between captain kirk and mr. spock

[self-made-purgatories]

watching the realization publicly dawn in real time in the comments is fucking amazing

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[yuttikkele]

I DIDN’T KNOWWWW

[trekheritageposts]

star trek heritage post (March 14th, 2025)

[itsabeautifulmayday]

Haymitch: That’s my dead best friend’s kid and my dead girlfriend’s relative so I must protect her at all costs

Katniss the unreliable narrator: I don’t think the guy who’s job it is to help me stay alive is actually trying

[lucygraysmockingjays]

The show’s not over until the mockingjay sings. Commission made by me, art by @byvegab on instagram.

One of my many favorite things about The Hunger Games is that it doesn’t romanticize revolution — it humanizes it. It shows, again and again, how much work, coordination, sacrifice, and unbearable loss it takes to build something strong enough to challenge an empire. Change doesn’t happen because one brave person volunteers. It happens because countless people — many of whom never see the victory — choose, over and over, to resist.

Katniss Everdeen often believes she is alone, but she never truly stands by herself. Before Katniss ever raised her bow, others were planting the seeds of resistance in quieter, more fragile ways.

Lucy Gray Baird challenged the Capitol not with weapons, but with performance, defiance, and survival on her own terms. She exposed cracks in the system during its formative years, proving even in its infancy, the Games could not fully control the human spirit. Her story lingers despite Snow’s attempt to silence her song. She was never erased.

That legacy echoes generations later in Lenore Dove Baird, whose unwavering bravery and hope for a better world inspired Haymitch and drove him to be brave even after risking it all to no avail. Lenore Dove’s spirit carried forward Lucy Gray’s same refusal to be owned.

Through music, memory, and quiet rebellion, the Covey girls remind us that revolution doesn’t begin with armies — it begins with identity, culture, and the stubborn insistence on remaining human.

So many people, in this world or the next, were behind her in every step Katniss took. She carried the flame, yes — but thousands of others kept it alive, even the family she never knew about. Together, the Covey girls changed their world.

That’s what makes the story linger long after the final page. It isn’t just about survival. It’s about solidarity. It’s about the cost of freedom. And it’s about how no revolution is ever the work of one person — it is built, piece by piece, by many hands willing to risk everything.

[waterandsilver]

"isn't it unrealistic that every time some rebellion shit goes on in District 12 it's someone related to or connected to Lucy Gray" no because Snow committed the cardinal sin of dating someone from a big family in a small town

[maysilee-s]

that scene in mockingjay where they made katniss singing the hanging tree to pollux into a propos hit different after knowing the ballad of songbirds and snakes, and sunrise on the reaping. imagine! snow watching that and hearing that song again! and it catches on, the rebels in the movie singing it while attacking, while fighting back. but mostly, the haunting it must make to snow, who thought he had killed the girl who made it, only to find that thru her song, she's risen and with her song rallies the districts to fight. when near the end of mockingjay snow tells katniss he was in fact about to surrender when those bombs came, i used to doubt him. but knowing now about lucy gray and her songs, knowing about leonore dove and how covey girls don't just die, they stay with you. lucy gray was haunting snow this entire time with the mockingjays (both the bird and katniss) that just wont stop singing her songs. snow had no choice but to finally accept it's time to surrender.

[animals-riding-animals]

frog riding fish

[deertwoheads]

I'll take your word for it man

[crippled-peeper]

“people won’t be friends with you if you’re mean to them” is something you have GOT to learn in adulthood if you never learned it as a shut-in internet-socialized youth. you can’t just go up and say to ppl to shut the fuck up and kill themselves all the time and then expect people to genuinely care for you.

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

I need tiktokers to understand that ao3 has been home for the freaks (affectionate) ever since the day it was created. the entire site was created because “dark and fucked up fics” were banned and removed from other platforms, so us freaks came together and created a site for other freaks — a site where nothing is censored, a site with no algorithm, no capitalism, no ads, and again, absolutely no censorship.

this has been our house for decades. you newbies don’t come into our house and tell us how to arrange our furniture. either be nice and respect our house, or leave and build your own house elsewhere.

[vorchagirl]

They'd fit right in over at fanfiction.net 🙃

[pixelrenaissance]

Yalls house sucks and is full of allegations and is sus af and should be investigated lmfao

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

if you report fanfiction to police and tell them they should “investigate this because fictional children are being harmed in these fanfiction and I don’t like it!!!!!”, you will get either of these outcomes:

the police will laugh at your face

they will investigate fanfiction, and while they waste their time investigating fanfiction and victimless “crimes”, real children are being hurt elsewhere, and you are taking the police’s time and resources away from these real children. so instead of doing something to actually help save real children, police are too busy trying to protect fictional ones that exist only in fantasies

also ao3 abides by american laws, so actually everything that is posted on the site is legal in america. and no, it’s not “child abuse” or “rape” or “csem” if the “victims” are fictional characters who were harmed in a fictional world (I believe that’s why it’s legal and allowed).

you don’t have to like it. you can find it extremely disgusting. but whether or not you like it, your personal discomfort is not law. for the record, anything that involves (fictional) children in sexual situations makes me super uncomfortable. so I just… don’t seek out fics that I know will make me uncomfortable. it is in fact that easy.

if you are allergic to peanut butter and you swallow a spoonful of peanut butter, knowing damn well that you are allergic, then the one who’s to blame is you. peanut butter alone will not and cannot hurt you unless you shove it in your mouth.

again, having no censorship is the entire point of ao3. you don’t have to like it. no one forces you to use the site, with all the donations ao3 is receiving, it’s doing just fine without you.

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

if you comment some demanding shit like this on fanfic writers’ works, you don’t deserve the privilege of getting to read fanfiction for free

[madsciencepottery]

You have been visited by the twocumber. May you receive twofold luck in the coming days

[kale-of-the-forbidden-cities]

I'd like to be immortal actually. I'd want to keep one or two friends immortal with me but other than that I think I love life enough to want to be here forever. Whatever happens after is scary. I'd want to have all the time in the world

[charminglyantiquated]

Coexisting With The Fair Folk Who Have Taken Up Residence In/Around/Beneath Your University: A How-To Guide

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