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What I image eating my favorite snack son acid would be like

Universal Cry

Do you ever just want to pour your heart out into the world and hope someone holds their hands out to receive it? I have so much love to give. I don’t know who or what to give it to. Yes, myself and to my work... but I’m on the verge of bursting. It’s emotionally overwhelming. To not feel connectivity in this generation i am a part of. I just want to feel connected to something or someone. I wish to the Universe to receive signs as to where to go with all of this. This transition i am in is beautifully painful. Going from one dimension of thinking into another. Detaching myself from my old values and conditioning myself into the new ones i want to value now. I hope the more i let this out of me, the more relieved i will feel. Because i am sitting in this office, emotional over the fact that i feel alone. I feel so alone...

#alone

Grandpa style

It’s incredible how little it takes to be greatly affected by another human being. He did nothing but be himself or be the version he thinks he wants to be. The point is, it is what he wants and not what the world wants. I find that to be admirable and courageous. Also, it helps that he is magically beautifully, whatever that means. It isn’t about how he makes me feel, its how I feel when i think of him. It’s different this time. But as with all tales of love, I am stuck here and he is out exploring the world. We won’t ever be. *fade out*