This demoness is depressed

"I don't do drugs, I am drugs."~Salvador Dali.

[depressed-demoness]

Introducing myself, because I have now come to the realization that I am visible to you people :>

She/Her, Bengali, Muslim. I'm neurodivergent as hell (in one too many ways to list tbh). I might be a little bit insane, but we can talk about that later. Anyways, I love art, poetry, music, cinema, literature, and fashion (basically any/all possible forms of art) and I enjoy and partake in multiple genres of each.

I'm going to be using this blog as a glorified mind-dump, so do not expect to see anything short of an absolute mess. I am unstable in every sense of the word.

If you know me in real life—no, you don't.

My platonic wife: @dizzys-not-dead

I'm proudly (ragingly) progressive and extremely feminist. So, fascists, conservatives, misogynists, and bigots DNI !!! Like, with all due disrespect, stay the hell away from me.

If you're gonna be rude, you're gonna get blocked because I refuse to engage with the inferior members of society :/ sorry, not sorry.

Self advertising under the cut :>

(I'm an aspiring artist (of all the fields) and I share some of my work on my other blogs @nazia-art-blog, @nazia-writing-blog, and also on my Wattpad acc Nazia_Azma, and my AO3 acc depressed_demoness)

[sunlit-mess]

i feel like a child

[jessaerys]

hate when im reading and theres a word i dont know so i search it in the dictionary and its like: beuperer. noun. a person who beupers. i'll fucking kill you

[depressed-demoness]

My four year old brother just ran up to me in his favorite fit like "Hey, apu, look!" and I'm like "Aww, what a handsome boy!" and he frowned at me and said, "No, I'm a pretty boy!"

I'm so proud.

[purr-in-ink]

The sound of meowing 🐾

Monsieur LeFlouf is almost saying goodbye. 👈 🐾

[depressed-demoness]

platonic kisses should be normalized

[depressed-demoness]

"It's not that deep."

Maybe. But a book isn't useless just because the words in it will fade one day. A poem isn't gibberish just because the page after it is blank. A song isn't unintelligible just because it ends in silence. Why would it be that life is meaningless if someone else, somewhere else doesn't remember it?

Since when did we start measuring meaning by memory?

[depressed-demoness]

…It is, actually, that deep.

[depressed-demoness]

"It's not that deep."

Maybe. But a book isn't useless just because the words in it will fade one day. A poem isn't gibberish just because the page after it is blank. A song isn't unintelligible just because it ends in silence. Why would it be that life is meaningless if someone else, somewhere else doesn't remember it?

Since when did we start measuring meaning by memory?

[mynqzo]

these all give the same energy as this meme unfortunately

[commandersheena]

In one of my film classes last semester we had to tell a story in 3 pictures for a mini assignment so my friend and I did this

[depressed-demoness]

Ways To Respond To Spam Callers, Go!:

"Bill's Roadkill Grill, you kill it, we grill it! Would you like to place an order?"

[depressed-demoness]

"rockstar's girlfriend this" "rockstar's girlfriend that" I'M GONNA BE THE ROCKSTAR.

[depressed-demoness]

the only time I beg is when I want to differ

[depressed-demoness]

Yes, misogyny and misandry are both wrong. I believe in equality, I'm a misanthropist.

[depressed-demoness]

Boys will be boys held accountable for their actions!

[megustamemes]

Sofa sitting positions

[rights-for-redshirts]

I found it

[mygfturnedintothelawofcycle]

This has to be like an ancient relic or something

[kit-williams]

Which funny blog is the one that you flag for historical tumblr posts

[lilacstarshine6]

@hellsite-hall-of-fame

[depressed-demoness]

And like, what did they want me to do? To accept it, to call it fate? To grow accustomed to it, to learn to ignore the pain? To blame myself? To forgive them, even after everything they did?

Would that have made them happy? Would that have made me happy? Would I have suffered less, if had I just did what they wanted? Or would it just have made everything worse? Would I have suffered more, or would I have survived it, as I did everything else?

Would it have been worth it, in the end? To survive. despite all this pain?