digging up the past and dreaming of what might have been

bi ace, audhd, 25, any pronouns

[depresseddepot]

it's been a year today. I miss waking up with you millimeters from my face. I miss worrying about you and not being able to sleep if I didn't know where you were. I miss how gentle you were with babies and how stubborn you were if I tried (and failed at) prying you off of me. I miss the way you would run past and ignore everything else you loved, food or toys or friends, if you even slightly suspected I was trying to pet you. I love you and I miss you and I would do it a hundred times over if it meant I could see you again

[eroscestlavie]

This just pissed me off so baaaad 😂

[anarchopuppy]

sometimes being a fan of something means not wanting them to make any more of it

[depresseddepot]

had a dream last night where everyone that I respect or think is a cool person told me all at once they didn't want to talk to me anymore because I was selfish and blocked me before I could respond and I couldn't even look back at the text chains to see what I did wrong to make them all believe that because it would glitch my phone and only show me the message histories from 2016 where I was very obviously way happier. so all I knew is that I was an awful person for reasons I couldn't figure out and that I was happier and better and nicer when I was a kid 🫠

[depresseddepot]

maybe this is just me but as someone who was a suicidal kid and hid it from everyone bc I was afraid of the consequences but also desperately trying to get someone to notice, I can see when its just starting to develop in very young kids and it makes me feel like I'm watching something horrible happen through a window

[draculagerard]

Gen AI is nothing special I can also draw / write badly, help you with math inconsistently, answer you dubiously, and consume amounts of water you would think are physically impossible

[charl0ttan]

[orcboxer]

got a crick in my neck and a frog in my throat and a chip on my shoulder and a stick up my ass and now you're gonna stand there puttin words in my mouth? haven't I been through enough?

[peskyfirefly]

ur girlfriend/boyfriend should NOT be ur first priority... ur first priority should ALWAYS be me, ur tumblr mutual

[koiagain]

im going to fix my entire life

[fruitcakebro]

When?

[koiagain]

Like Um. later

[markovchaingang]

RULES FOR DATING MY DAUGHTER:

my daughter cannot, through action or inaction, harm a human or allow a human to come to harm

a daughter at rest or in constant motion remains at rest or in constant motion unless acted upon by another force

daughters are never created or destroyed, only transformed

always treat every daughter as loaded, even if you know she isn't

you do not talk about my daughter

[depresseddepot]

LMAO GAOSHUN "please stop looking at my boss like he's an insect, he gets really horny about it later and its weird to deal with"

[depresseddepot]

WAIT. JINSHI????

[depresseddepot]

MAOMAO ILYSM

[depresseddepot]

I started watching the apothecary diaries finally and omg I am fucking obsessed with maomao

[boccher]

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fix the past

build the future

Voting ended onApr 17

[unyieldingsilence]

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[sapphireh3arts]

i know folks are gonna call me a pedo for this one, but i grew up seeing my mom and grandma naked. they had health issues and at times needed care and help showering. and i truly think more kids need to be shown the nonsexual reality of naked women at a young age. there is nothing sexual about my grandmothers breasts, they were simply body parts. more women die of heart attacks because people are too afraid of breasts to do real chest compressions, because they are scared to touch their breasts. the sexualization of our bodies literally kills us. i need people to be more normal about naked bodies and i'm 100% serious.