idontwannaliveforever

She/they/bi original characters roleplay blog I like to do romance rps, only mxm and fxf! mainly roleplay on discord:) Army!! just pathetic soul!

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....... Looking for 21+ Top for MXM OCxOC RP!

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About Me: I'm 23, a literate writer, typically writing multi-para and matching my partner's style. I'm laid-back and patient with replies, but I try to respond as quickly as possible depending on my motivation and length of posts! If you need time or space to reply, no worries—I'm understanding and appreciate the same in return.

Plot Preferences (70/30 Plot to Smut): I love building up to smut within a compelling, story-driven RP! Here are some of my favorite themes and tropes:

Romantic Tropes: Wholesome fluff, heart-wrenching angst, or even toxic relationships for extra drama, realism, dark romance.

Genres: A/B/O dynamics, slice-of-life, slow burn, forbidden love, college/uni settings, office romance, soulmates, mistaken identity, second chances, or enemies to lovers, secret lovers, age gaps, arrange marriage, love at first sight!

Clichés: You name it—whether it's childhood friends, fake dating, or opposites attract. I’m always up for indulging in classic romance setups.

I'm not into horror, high fantasy or heavy action, or sci-fi or any fandom rp.

just do's:

21+ partner, please.

Literate with readable grammar.

OOC chat is a must! I love discussing character development and plot ideas (and getting excited over our characters together).

Communication is key—if something isn’t working or if you need to take a break, please let me know! No ghosting, let’s keep things fun. And there is no rush with me! I know life happens and I'm very patient with replies too!! Kinda laid back is fine, but please lmk if you take big break.

Additional Info:

English isn’t my first language, but I always do my best! I live in IST timezone.

My OCs are usually bottoms (even power bottoms), so I’m looking for a top dynamic in the pairing.

I’m open to discussing any ideas or adding twists to the plot.

My DMs are open, so feel free to reach out! Looking forward to chatting and crafting some amazing stories together. Have a great day!

Roleplay on discord only!

Mdni

[depressedherrps]

thats it, this is plot and would love if anyone plot it our with me !!

Also read my pinned post to know more,thankss^^

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finallly, not mr. joo anymore and Dan looks genuinely happy, my baby🤧

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OMSGSGGSGS I CANT EXPLAIN hoe much i cried while reading this and hoping JK would come, make Dan stop, and oh boy, finally we heal, they heal. And dan never stopped loving kyung 🤧 this is gonna be my roman empire now!! They both Love each other, finally and domestic timeee.

ps. Sad.next chapter gonna be last, ahhh, lets hope for side stories 🙏🏼🤧

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the roleplays I like mostly are the ones people end up leaving or deleted, whyy?!! I thought we both were enjoying, but seems like that's not the case..sigh... i should stop all together i guess

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I feel real bad for Haesung, boy is too sweet😭😭 🥺 I wish he moves on from Euihyun and find a great partner!!

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these two are such a meme material lolll, I lovee all their goofy ahh moment and the way Euihyun abuse Taeju is the best!!!

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Added to my babies list!! 🥺 i lovee them sooo much ahhh

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Is he hurt?!!! Is he want more, Taeju... ughh accept it you like Euihyun 😭😭😭

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got a mxm plot idea, its a bit smut focused but we can mix plot too to make it long term, or can be a quick erp too!

Plot: wedding night

The night after their wedding, the two finally find themselves alone. The day had been long and overwhelming, filled with family, friends, laughter, and endless ceremonies. When the door closes behind them in their honeymoon suite, there’s a hush...just the two of them, no one else.

Your OC (shy husband/top) is nervous. He’s been waiting for this moment, but the weight of expectations and his naturally reserved nature makes him hesitant. My OC (your needy, vocal husband /bottom) notices right away he teases, reassures, and playfully guides him. He’s vocal about what he likes, tugging his partner closer, whispering instructions, and encouraging him to relax.

As the night unfolds, the shy one gains confidence; his kisses grow bolder, his touches firmer, until the roles flip. To his partner’s shock, he turns dominant and rough, taking full control and leaving the needy one breathless and overwhelmed.

After the heated rush, they collapse together, tangled in sheets and each other’s arms. There’s laughter, soft kisses, whispered “I love you”s. My OC teases him about being such a "hidden beast," while your OC blushes but secretly feels proud. They both realize the night wasn’t just about intimacy, but about discovering each other fully, not just as lovers, but as husbands sealing the start of their married life in passion and surprise.

so this is plot idea i have, can make this an arranged wedding or lovers who decided to get married right after dating.

Please be 21+, both you and ocs!

I'm open to ideas and any tweaking needed, I'm all about communication, ghost-friendly and very patient. But im looking for an active, literate partner. Thanksss

If this catches your eyes, don't hesitate to send me dm:)

If you wanna know more, can read my blog!!

[depressedherrps]

Idkk why this plot doesn't last, is this plot a curse or what??! partners always end up ghosting and I feel dejected sometimes :((

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I wanna try this again!! I just liked arrange/forced marriage and power imbalance !!

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My cuties!!! Ahhhhj, their dating life🙈

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Kim Dan is awake and healing, but I didn't expected this, I thought Jaekyung would ask him to stay, beg him or hold him.. but seems like he is blaming himself

You can tell this man hadn't slept for days!!!

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This family of four are my new addiction, i loveeee them tooo much🤧🤧 whyyy they all soo cute😭

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nooopleaseeee, why TEI is like this in Shuraka's imagination??? boy is real freak 😩

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I think they don't know what Tei is capable pf, he doesn't need a knight lol 😭

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today i saw a good plot idea in my dream and when i woke up i cant seem to remember it at all😭😭😭 what do I do?!? I hate thiss ahhhhhhhh, i do recall it was such a good plotline 🤧

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He won for Kim Dan and is shattered, feeling remorse and many emotions.. i believe he is gonna reflect on his doings. And seeing this crying Jaekyung reminds me of baby Jae🤧

ps.. why is he look soo fine with tears though?? 🤭