FML

Posts about depression, anxiety, weed, and mom life. ✌️💜

[thebookquotes]

“I am not actually tired, but numb and heavy, and can’t find the right words.”

— Franz Kafka, from a letter to Felice Bauer, c. November 1912

[ur-daily-inspiration]

[ur-daily-inspiration]

[depressedkushqueen]

I just can't take it anymore. I'm done with the lies and the bullshit. When is enough enough? I'm running on empty, and I'm losing faith. This alcoholicism is gonna be the death of me. I'm just so tired. Tired of walking on eggshells, tired of being lied to, tired of the fights, just tired of it all. I'm almost to my breaking point.

[depressedkushqueen]

My depression has been so bad in the past couple of months. I stopped taking my anxiety/depression medicine last year because it wasn't really helping. Instead of being honest about that, I lied to everyone except my husband about it. Then my relationship with my husband started going through a rough patch, and I told my Mama that I hadn't been on my meds. She convinced me to be honest with my doctor, and I finally told him about it. He put me back on my meds, and it's definitely an adjustment. I'm still not back to my normal self, I haven't been my normal self in a long time, but I'm hopeful that I'll get there. I'm happy to say that at least my depressive thoughts are fading. I was having really bad thoughts about just offing myself. I obviously didn't have the nerve to do it because I couldn't do that to my girls. My 3 daughters have saved me more times than I can count, and they don't even know it. I will forever be grateful to my children for just being my whole entire world, my lifeline. Mommy will get better for her babies. ❤️

[pandaphox]

[txna-blxckthorn-deactivated2024]

i’d like to make my opinion very clear

BOOKS ARE EASIER TO READ THAN KINDLES!!!!!

like if you read e-books actively, you don’t know the feeling of lying in bed, four or five blankets on you while you’re just absorbed in the book. AnD the SMELL OF BOOKS!!!

e-books you have to strain your eyes to read them, and as a person who gets headaches from more that four hours of screen time, i see this as a win-win

and you don’t have to keep recharging your physical copy if you take too long to read

it’s harder to lend e-books to friends. since they’re files, if wouldn’t work unless your friend has an e-book too

[depressedkushqueen]

[depressedkushqueen]

If you like books with death, romance, and twists, then this is a great book for you!! Nora Roberts is one of my favorite authors. She paints such beautiful, vivid pictures with her wordsmanship. I highly recommend this book!

[depressedkushqueen]

If it wasn't for my kids and weed, I probably wouldn't be alive right now. ✌️🤷‍♀️