The Graveyard Of My Love & Innocence @depthsoftheabyss - Tumblr Blog

The hope that there is a God

who sees my pain and hears my cries

has left me feeling incredibly stupid.

I am longing for something

that has never saved me.

I am the biggest contributor to my own suffering,

always believing in things that do not exist.

This longing for what I’ve never had

leaks into my connection with men,

secretly wishing one might be good,

wishing one might save me from the very pain

they themselves inflicted.

But the one never came.

The one is never coming.

I’m a fool.

#tw depressing stuff #mentally exhausted #poetry #sad poetry #life can be so cruel

The sky is crying with me . The things I feel I wish I couldn't . To be human is having your heart ripped out and wishing you never had a heart in the first place .

#poetry #sad poetry #im sad as fuck #mentally exhausted

kosmogrl

sh1fr4

sorry my hands are so cold all the time it's cuz i died a few years back

I'm alone, there's no one to hold me , comfort me , give me the safety to open up . I don't know how I keep surviving this , I'm in pain does anyone see me ?

#tw depressing thoughts #mentally exhausted #i am drained #sad thoughts

I abandon myself then turn to people who never held space for me in the first place to hold me. I am a fool and I'm suffering .

#tw depressing thoughts #mentally exhausted #i am drained

goldensunset

i’m really sorry about my behavior. you see, growing up, my family- *remembers blaming all my problems on other people is really annoying and unhealthy* i mean. i am responsible for all the evils of this world and i bear sins like the sky bears the stars