( 800 ) HUMAN

the only thing you know is that you don't want to die here , and that god looks nothing like in the movies . ( ind oc . written by q . nsfw . )

[oxanasaid]

[deserdead]

(  matt  。‘

“look, we can’t keep doing this.” the male said, allowing the younger male to enter his apartment. “you’re too young for me and if someone finds out about this i could end up in jail.”

      ❛   y'saying i'm not worth jail time . .   ❜  there is a tease         in his voice and  a smile on his lips  .   a brow raising with         curiosity  ;  because with every joke there is a hint of truth        ───────  && * he supposes now he's looking for it . 

                        stepping inside , he begins to remove his hoodie .       not bothering to look back at the older as a quivering voice     trickles out of an uncertain mouth .

                      ❛   you're bein' paranoid .  cos i ain't gonna                         tell anyone . . doubt you're going too either .   ❜

[22ackermann]

[deserdead]

              ❛  i don't get why we gotta meet so damn late . .    ❜

[gegogrgigagigbgsgogng]

[cl0rofilla]

[deserdead]

it’s late ; at least late enough that the buses aren’t in service any more . which means he’s screwed . . home is too far to walk to . THE STENCH of stale smoke and spat up whisky clings to his shirt  ──────  regret decorates the skin of his neck and shoulders in the form of bruises . he looks like a mess , with a distraught look to his eye .  && * walking up to the first person he manages to find , he’ll tug at their sleeve ,  ❛   give me a ride home .   ❜

[oddfilmstills]

[garsmite]

[deserdead]

 &* ?? ⏋ ;

                  ❝ GOD NO —-honey, you’re a  m e s s,                       and i don’t know you. i am not letting                        you in my car. ❞ 

         she steps back from him, eyes showing sympathy despite          the reaction shes given. she’s got a kind heart, but she’s          also a smart woman. she won’t give a stranger a ride, even          if they look like they’re a state that has them entirely incapable          of hurting her.  

                  ❝ i will call you a cab, though. and give                       you money for the fare. ❞ 

         ———and she’s already taking out her phone to call for him.

❛   i don't want y'fuckin money . god damn . . i ain't a charity case lady .  ❜ though he looks like one , && * deep down he knows that . which is why his arms are crossing over his chest now . hands reaching around and grabbing on to the cloth of his torn shirt . . nails working as hooks onto the skin of his back ; he curls into himself . taking his own step back . creating a space between them where their differentiations could not touch , ❛  nevermind .   ❜  ─────  their magnetic fields rejecting one another . A DEEP SET SCOWL on his face . 

[deserdead]

it's late ; at least late enough that the buses aren't in service any more . which means he's screwed . . home is too far to walk to . THE STENCH of stale smoke and spat up whisky clings to his shirt  ──────  regret decorates the skin of his neck and shoulders in the form of bruises . he looks like a mess , with a distraught look to his eye .  && * walking up to the first person he manages to find , he'll tug at their sleeve ,  ❛   give me a ride home .   ❜

[deserdead]

&* ?? ⏋ ;

ari catches the egg when it rolls towards his side of the table. he picks it up to examine it because you never know. and his parents always warned him about taking candy from strangers. but he pops it into his mouth anyway, chewing through the foil like wrapper. ❛   6/10, i’d say. just not a huge wrapper fan, i guess.   ❜

❛   yeah . . ?  ───── a smile finally cracks through . teeth nipping his bottom lip in an attempt to go back to a cool , calm , and collected exterior . OF COURSE THAT FAILS , && * he's left grasping onto the long sleeve of his jumper , bringing it to cover his mouth as he stares at the boy before him . practically looking past .   ) )  you're really dumb . .  ❜

[deserdead]

( limbiido )

sometimes when you're people watching , you'll come across someone who makes reflected light look like a halo . . like their insides are filled with some kind of angelic light ; injected into them by shared needles and a need to rise above and beyond the boundary .───────── && * when you have someone who does that in cross hairs , you don't let them go easily . at least , not without getting an opinion across , that's for sure . how else does someone become heard . .  ❛   you look like the type-a guy , who knows god personally .   ❜

[deserdead]

&* ?? ⏋ ;

     ❛  seriously? wrapped and all?  ❜ he eyes the chocolate egg in his hand before shrugging. ❛ i’d do that for free.❜

with the tip of his finger , he'll keep the egg balancing on the table top  . .  before letting his index finger bend down it's side . he flicks it on over , pocketing his money right after .   ❛   do it .   ❜

[deserdead]

inside your stomach a spider has laid an egg , it's coated in silver and filled to it's brim with copper . it makes you heavy , and gives you bad dreams . it'll hatch when you don't expect it ( but it'll be at night , when you're laid out at three am with an ache in your ribs and a ringing in your ear ) ; and it'll release many small orbs . each one holds a drop of something . && * when those mysterious orbs break and release that something onto the middle of your tongue , you will cry . the taste , will be sweet . like the touches of a mother to her child's cheek . but they will hurt , melting a hole through your teeth and jaw bone . it'll taste like ignorance and repression . YOUR BODY WILL BE FILLED WITH THAT SOMETHING . that is when the back of your neck will be pinched , and your body  . . . heavy and full of iron . will be flung into the ocean . slowly descending to the bottom of it , you'll find enlightenment in the shape of a door built into the sand . open it with careful fingers  . . look through the wood with a magnifying glass ───── understand why you're so scared of reading bible passages .

[deserdead]

&* ?? ⏋ ;

❝Why the hell would I do that?❞

❛  dunno . people do crazy things , sometimes ─────── like . maybe you're just a big jelly bean enthusiast . an' me not eatin' 'em is insulting , or something .   ❜

[deserdead]

&* ?? ⏋ ;

"You know that this holiday is all about a religious figure going full-zombie and not about some weird bunny and eggs, right?”

❛   i had no idea ,   ───────  the sarcasm is so thick , you could cut it with a knife . . or just stab him with the knife because he's just gonna keep layering it on . ) )  please teach me more . i'm so . . ignorant .   ❜