*THIS IS MY DESIGN

❝God can't save any of us because it's...inelegant. Elegance is more important than suffering. That's his design.❞  As told by Gabbi.

[designseen]

I miss this fandom ... I kind of wanna come back but like. maybe write an oc??

[designseen]

I don't have any ideas for a specific fandom based oc 😭 maybe I'll just make an oc I like a lot and add loads of verses

[designseen]

I miss this fandom ... I kind of wanna come back but like. maybe write an oc??

[leneemusing]

misc prompts for your feels

“ unique just means alone. ” “ i’m not afraid to die, just wish i could live a little first. ” “ i know i’m a monster, but you look at me like i’m a man. ” “ there’s nothing i wouldn’t do to keep you safe. ” “ we all have sins to pay penance for. ” “ don’t look at me like i’m a hero. you’ll only disappoint yourself. ” “ sometimes when you look at me it’s like…it’s like you’re staring straight past my flesh and into my soul. ” “ you make me want to live. ” “ i know i don’t deserve forgiveness, but i like the idea that some people think i might. ” “ i trust you with my life. ” “ you’re more like family to me than my own blood. ” “ i’ve never had any sort of family before. ” “ your life is far more precious than mine. ” “ i don’t care what happens to me. as long as you’re safe. ” “ i need you to live…cause if you’re gone then, i don’t know what the point of it all is anymore. ” “ i know i’m not the person you want, but i’m here. ” “ i love you, and i know you may never feel the same. but i’m okay with that. ” “ i couldn’t say no to you even if i wanted to. ” “ you’re worth more than this. ” “ why do you walk around as if you’re somehow less valuable than the rest of the world? ” “ please, let me help you. ” “ just let me do this for you. ” “ you do have something to live for. you have me. ” “ you’ll always have me. ” “ i see you. i know you feel so invisible all the time, but you’re not. not to me. ” “ it’s okay to be angry, you’re allowed to be upset about what happened to you. ” “ don’t you realize you deserve more than this? ” “ you’re not a machine or— or some thing. you’re a person, and i’m sorry anyone ever made you feel otherwise. ” “ please, just hold on a little longer. i can’t lose you too. ” “ this scar..what happened? ” “ if you won’t do it for yourself, then do it for me. ” “ you’re bleeding— how long have you been hiding this?! ” “ sometimes i realize one day i could die, i could just disappear and the world would be none the wiser. there’d be no one to miss me and that terrifies me more than death itself. ”  “ i’m not sure i know who i’m supposed to be anymore. ” “ my mind is so loud and i’m afraid it’ll never be quiet again. ” “ when i’m in a crowd i just want to melt away and yet, when i’m alone it’s somehow worse. ” “ loneliness is a poison and i’ve been drinking it for so long, i don’t there there’s an anecdote to save my soul. ” “ i don’t care if the world knows my name, i just want you to remember me. ” “ you deserve more than i could ever give you. ” “ i love you. i know that’s not enough, but i do. ” “ you’re safe with me, you always will be. ” “ you make me feel safe. like i’m allowed to be anything i want. ” “ i’d do anything to be the person you love again. ” “ i’ve got you, you’re safe. ” “ just rest, i’m here. ” “ you can stay with me tonight. ”

[starprompt]

Send a ◈ for a first kiss between our muses. 

[designseen]

need to update my rules page cuz I now go by she/they pronouns and may start going by a different name on here as well .... it’s a bit outdated on there 

[designseen]

I’m so excited to be writing on Will again!!!! I’m also very rusty but that’s ok!! We’ll manage ajsldf

[fathercut]

      @designseen​  liked  THIS  for  a  starter  !

          port  haven  is,  and  always  will  be,  suffocating.  the  support  groups  are  draining  her  one  day  at  a  time,  and  all  of  the  nurses  try  to  understand  what  exactly  it  is  that  she’s  going  through  right  now,  without  actually  having  a  clue.  nobody  knows  —  nobody  except  for  will  and  hannibal,  because  they  were  there  in  the  aftermath  of  her  father’s  bloodshed.  she  pulls  her  sweater  tight  around  herself,  about  to  head  downstairs  to  the  cafeteria  when  will  graham  of  all  people  knocks  on  the  door  to  her  room  —  with  a  brindle  retriever  sat  obediently  at  his  feet.  ❝  who’s  this  ?  ❞  abigail  can’t  help  the  large  smile  immediately  over - taking  her  lips  at  the  canine  will  has  brought  along.  the  young  girl  peeks  out  into  the  hallway  to  see  if  will  has  come  alone,  other  than  the  dog  wearing  a  visitors  badge  clipped  to  his  collar.  ❝  no  doctor  lecter  ?  i  figured  you  two  were  a  package  deal.  come  on  in.  ❞

[designseen]

It’s his hope that maybe he can offer her a sense of comfort, however small. Days could be monotonous and he imagines that’s especially true for her right now. Will knows what’s it like, when darkness seeps into your life, and he also knows that there’s no turning back sometimes. Wasn’t always a way to turn the lights back on. But he wants to be able to give her something, anything, even in the smallest of ways over time. He feels unsure of himself almost, waiting for her to open the door, the smile that brightens her features when she takes note of their special guest for today puts him a little bit more at ease. He smiles lightly, ❝this is Winston. I figured maybe a different kind of company could be good for you.❞ He’ll step into the room taking note of her question, ❝no,❞ he says shaking his head. ❝Just us today,❞ a blanket statement for the three of them. 

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❛❛      all   is   forgiven  ,     will  .     ❜❜   

a  little  thing  for  @designseen​   

[designseen]

There’s a ghost of a smile on his face as he looks over at the other. ❝Forgiveness is rarely dealt out so easily,❞ he says. It isn’t exactly as heavy of a statement as you’d think, an almost lightness to it.

[designseen]

kind of wanna make a multimuse of scream franchise characters.......hmmmm

[musingmeme-blog]

touch meme . send one to do to my muse .

001.   grab their hand .

002.   kiss their cheek .

003.   give massage .

004.   kiss hand .

005.   high five .

006.   cuddle .

007.   cry on . 

008.   shoulder hug .

009.   bear hug .

010.   kiss them .

011.   pinkie promise .

012.   piggy back ride . 

013.  give them food . 

014.   from behind hug . 

015.   fist bump .

[memeasaurus-promptus]

Send me something to drabble about

A single word, a memory, a piece of the past that you’d like to see in greater detail, a scene between two muses. Let me write and worldbuild, pry into my character’s inner workings. 

[designseen]

trying to get back into the groove of writing here so if u feel like it, tossing me a meme or two would be very helpful !!

[designseen]

sooo...I’ve decided to try and come back. my drafts (aside from like maybe 3 lol) and my inbox have been cleared for a fresh start !! pls like this or send me a message if you’d like to plot a bit or feel free to send in a meme !!

[melamemea]

right in the guts. angst sentences.

“It always comes back to this with you, doesn’t it?”

“Why can’t you just learn to let the fuck go.”

“Did it over occur to you that I never wanted this to begin with?”

“Why can’t you just look at me for one god damn second!”

“Let go of my hand.”

“I don’t want to talk to you right now.”

“Why are you — saying all these things —”

“You know what? I was wrong. You never really meant anything to me. You’re broken, you’re beyond fixing, you’re not something I want to take the time to handle. Simple as that.”

“You’re a god damn mistake, that’s what you are.”

“I never wanted anything to do with you to begin with.”

“This, us, was a fucking mistake and I should have known the second things went further than planned.”

“I can’t do this anymore.”

“I don’t want anything to do with you anymore.”

“If anything, you were a fucking waste of time.”

“I just don’t feel anything anymore.”

“Looking at you I see nothing but something I need to put an end to.”

“Oh? Really? You thought we had a future? What gave you that idea.”

“Is this even going anywhere?”

“Why can’t we just talk about it —”

“Does it ever occur to you that I am done talking? That I am done with reflecting upon my words and action? Can’t you just take a fucking hint that I’m done with you? I don’t want anything to do with you anymore.”

“We’re through. I don’t want to do this anymore.”

“You were broken to begin with.”

“How am I supposed to ‘love you’ when I never had feelings to being with.”

“Haha, I don’t know who gave you THAT idea, but we’re not an item. We never were.”

“I’d like for you to leave now.”

“Just get out. Get out and leave me alone.”

“Why are you — saying all these things??? Where did they come from???”

“If you never were happy to begin with, how come you never told me?! I would have listened, I would have helped —”

“I don’t need, or want help, what I want is for you to get the fuck away from me.”

“You’re damaged goods and I can’t find the patience to take on you as a project.”

“You’re the kind of crazy I don’t want to deal with.”

“Lately you’ve become a burden, and I can’t handle it anymore.”

“If you’d just leave me alone, that’d be great.”

“Oh come on, the second we got to know each other, the due date were already set on us. We were never meant to last forever. Our relationship had a deadline, and now we’re at it; so, what you gonna do?”

“This is all on you.”

“Save your tears. I’m done here.”

[designseen]

I wanna bring back will :(( also lowkey wanna make an nbc hannibal oc?? or at least an oc that I could fit in with a verse :o don’t rly have any good ideas rn tho rip

[goremade-a]

STATIC IN EARS,   PAISLEY ON  PLAID .         the  tear  between  hell  and  Hannibal  Lecter  is  thinnest  where  he  is  most  gruesome,   where  the  blood  that  flows  is  merely  to  grease  the  ichor - rusted  hinges .     hannibal  is  no  stranger  to  power,   and  power  is  what  he  finds  at  the  bottom  of  the  well  where  he  placed  Will  Graham.     he  is  alone  in  the  silo,   hands  braced  to  his  ears  to  silence  the  ugly  frequency  of  which  they  communicate  in.            Hannibal  stands  poised  at  the  end  of  the  Mind’s  Palace,   whispers  into  the  endless  dark  and  …..  eventually  he  finds  Will’s  hand  in  his.  

whether  to  claw  his  way  out  or  accept  the  him  as  master,    Hannibal  has  yet  to  see.    In  his  actual  palace,  only  an  hour  from  Wolftrap  and  mere  twenty-some minutes  from  the  Baltimore  Courthouse,  Hannibal  Lecter  opens  his  door  to  the,  newly,  freed  Will Graham.          

but  this  is  not  the  Will  of  the  before ,    he  comes  to  Hannibal  fresh  from  the  chrysalis  and  still  wet  behind  the  ears;    the  salmon  button  down  that  adorns  his  body  is  freshly  pressed,  seams  still  burnt  from  their  pressing.  Hannibal  lifts  his  nose  as  Will  saunters  past,  hair  slightly  slicked  and  under  that  —  under  it  all?      Hannibal  wonders  if  he’s  changed  his  cologne  or  perhaps  his  pheromones'  were  the  culprit   for  this  new,   sharper  Will  Graham  presented  to  him.  the  breeze  of  his  entry  the fireplace  dances  and  sends  morbid  shadows  across  the  wall.

❛       we must be careful of who witnesses you coming to my office now, Will.   people will say we’re in love.❜   @designseen​

[designseen]

POWER is a fine word, an even better feeling. One that bore a sense of control like no other. Hannibal holds it over him, but that didn’t mean he had none at all.  Because inside Will, there was something festering, something ugly. An anger that sat within his chest, rising like bile. If he wasn’t careful he might just choke on it. 

He’d failed to see it before, but he saw it now---the way Hannibal had always been pulling the strings. This game of chess, the board he hadn’t even known he was on. But he knew better now, knows a lot more than Hannibal thinks too. Because now, Will knew he was playing. 

And anger was surely dangerous, sharpened like a dagger, just on the precipice of what could easily be something else. Because anger took passion too, a certain dedication. And Will knows just what the other wants, but it was his turn to pull now.

Will wants control and Hannibal was unlikely to relinquish it, unlikely to allow him that desire. And so perhaps this would simply become a cycle of wanting things they could never have. Or maybe finally understanding what they truly did. 

He walks into the office of Dr. Lecter, different than he once was, but seemingly still welcomed all the same. There was intent behind every detail, maybe more than he’d even like to admit. He’d always been good with detail ( and it was admittedly something Hannibal had his own special way of sharpening inside his mind too. )

He smiles, an expression perfectly bordering on polite and amused, despite it’s tight lipped display. He chuckles, ❝I don’t thinks ours is an affair of ROMANCE, Dr. Lecter.❞ But it certainly was one of PASSION nonetheless, wasn’t it?

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