Art of Boredom

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y'all, after talking for more than an hour about deep shits of life, it all came down to this- what did I do wrong?!

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Woah.

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Just because I’ve made my first gif. It took me some time to learn this. Haha, and I’m definitely happy. 

Though it kinda hurt my eyes watching this- 

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I didn’t know that the shadow that has casted over my face Was created from the light called, you.

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They'll be leaving me. But they promised to come back and remember me. I'd hold onto that and let this be the proof of such memory.

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I laugh. 

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I have thoughts on doing things but barely have actions for things.

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상처투성이 숨겨둔 진실 행복했던곳 나 돌아갈래 I wanna reset.

Reset, Tiger JK ft. 진실

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Just take me somewhere silent and let me scream the silence that has been screaming inside me .

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LUCID DREAMING

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Just because I feel like doing it. Heh. 

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These guys are great. 

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I have a strange feeling about being torn inside by something nonexistent.

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Splendid, it is.

Well, some people had hoped for me to have a splendid birthday and luckily I had. Guess what I did? Haha. I’ll tell you what I did. 

I purposely slept late and stayed up until 2 AM yesterday/earlier today so that I’d wake up late since I know I wouldn’t have anything to look forward to on my birthday. 

No one greeted me in person. How lonely could my birthday get, aw. Lol, but no I felt happy since no one reminded me that I grew older this day, well aside from the virtual world of course. Facebook reminded me that it was my birthday! And .. And I felt so happy! I could cry. LMAO. Some of my classmates did greet me and I happily(?) thanked them  , well more on showing them I’m happy. 

What I ate today: happiness-- I meann happy peanuts, mentos , happy peanuts again, xo candies, dingdong, peanuts again, and the main course was.... instant NOODLES! haha, and that’s all, I guess. (if I won’t be eating the moment I stop typing which is kinda impossible) 

Just happened: my kuya (oldest brother) sang happy birthday with his guitar, I’m assuming that’s for me haha, well, thanks kuya! 

What I’m sad about today though is that I have not received any gifts T.T . Give me some juseyo~ 

Anyway , I had a great day! Sitting in front of my pc and barely doing anything. Just letting the day pass since it’s nothing special at all. I’d prefer calling it a day and nothing else. I had a great day and thank God I’m still breathing. 

Happy Day to me. :) 

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I’ve stopped chasing it.