can you direct me towards some fic that takes place during the time when Cas is god? and dean just wants to find and be with him, ect :)
So I avoided the rape/non-con that is often present with Godstiel, as you said you wanted Dean to be concerned for Cas here and want to be with him. The following fics should all have that to some degree, but keep in mind that most Godstiel authors tend to portray a very twisted, dark Destiel.
Theodicy (really excellent fic)
Immortal Beloved (doesn't follow canon Godstiel)
Blessed Art Thou (not the most amazing writing or characterization, but humorous and quite cute)
God's Favorite
Revelation
Hm... unfortunately, I feel like a lot of these fics only partially work for what you're asking for. If you're okay with some slightly darker fics, let me know, and I can rec you some more.
Now would probably be a good time to let you guys know that I am indefinitely on hiatus. Running two fic rec blogs (I also run johnlockfics) is just too time consuming. I actually haven't posted here for a long time, but this is my first official announcement about it. Thank you to everyone who was/is interested in this blog! I appreciate it, truly.















