[omitted]

spn & the winchesters. she/her, 27. survived watching 15x18 live.

[samdyke]

when the ep first aired and i had to be defending the cw’s supernatural like my ugly fucking boyfriend from people who didn’t watch the show and did not understand the destiel miracle we had just witnessed

[sunforgrace]

The night of November 5th I could have been shot or stabbed and not noticed until much later when it’s a dramatic reveal like in those movies where the character thinks they got out unscathed but then stops and presses a hand to their stomach that comes away wet with blood, and then collapses. the adrenaline would have saved me I could have been stabbed and kept going

[thetrap]

thinking about the months leading up to despair especially after we got that first snippet of the confession in that trailer....like that so specific feeling of "no. no they won't they won't.......but what if........? no they won't do it there's no way.......but what else could it be??" like we talk all the time about despair inventing new emotions and like so true but i think the pre-despair atmosphere itself was like. completely unparalleled.

[themanwhowouldbefruit]

haha do you guys remember the loud empty title card

[daalcuntynatural]

nobody outside of us will ever understand or know what happened to us…what they did to us

[milfsisyphus]

actually love can get crazier than that

[super-sootica]

[iloveyoudeanwinchester]

They literally aired that. On live tv. I watched it on my own television screen. I have never and will never be the same. Destiel changed me.

[hoziernatural]

DEAN WANTED TO SAY IT BACK

[hoziernatural]

everything you have ever done the good and the bad you have done FOR LOVE

[344j3diaz]

It's the fact that destiel happened during covid that makes it such an unrepeatable experience. most people already slightly losing the plot after a year in lockdown in their homes, nothing to do except destiel. everyone experiencing actual physical Symptoms and spiralling further and further into mass mania together. unparalleled

[redwing]

can anybody hear me

[loveyourownsmiilee]

Do people understand how foreshadowing works? They literally framed Buck and Eddie sitting on the couch as a set up for the endgame couple. It can’t be more obvious than that especially considering we all know of the couch theory and how Buck was on the hunt to find the perfect couch aka the perfect partner. And the only couch he has ever been comfortable on has been Eddie’s. So them showing us both Buck and Eddie, sitting in silence on Eddie’s couch is them setting up the endgame couple right there. It’s legit a foreshadowing

[344j3]

cannot believe this is the destiel website sometimes. we’ve forgotten our roots. eddie diaz says i’m straight out loud and proceeds to risky business dance out the closet and it doesn’t matter to you? because he said with his mouth i’m straight?? have we learned nothing from dean winchester???

[probablyafaggot]

the best part of experiencing november 5th 2020 was watching tumblr attempt to describe what it was like to experience november 5th 2020

[aturnoftheearth]

i’m promising now that i will be here when the 2024 presidential election takes place on november 5th

[aturnoftheearth]

THERE ARE MORE THAN 4 OF US LEFT!!!!!!

[angel-fruitcake]