ray's journal

my life if you're interested vote lady bird btw

[dgtldry4]

get to know me >_<

hi, i'm ray! welcome to my first tumblr blog!

i am:

꩜ 17 years old ꩜ a lesbian!!!!!!! (cheer) ꩜ madly in love with my girlfriend ꩜ an aspiring filmmaker :)

જ⁀➴ firm believer that being whimsical is a mindset, not a style

in this blog i will talk about my life experiences! doesn't matter if they're boring or mind boggingly mind alteringly life changing, they will be shared regardless! looking for likeminded people to interact with and relate to :)

i love:

꩜ MUSIC MUSIC MUSIC (PANIC! AT THE DISCO IS MY FAVORITE BAND OAT, adrianne lenker, big thief, phoebe bridgers, boygenius, bocc, clairo, mcr, father john misty, alex g, mazzy star, fleetwood mac, the young veins, clairo, & more) ꩜ movies!!! (ladybird, but im a cheerleader, bottoms, my first summer, ALL STUDIO GHIBLI, juno, dinner in america, perks of being a wallflower, etc) ꩜ writing (poetry/music/loveletters) ꩜ crafting in any form ꩜ yearning ꩜ guitar ꩜ photography ꩜ andddddddd uhhhhhhhhhh hhhh strawberry shortcake!

honorable mentions: undertale, neon genesis evangelion, yellowjackets, breaking bad, the end of the f***ing world, i am not okay with this, minecraft, slushy noobz, 4freakshow, ladybugs & buttons

thank u for your time :)

[lealimee27]

hi guys enjoy these byler keychains i made 🥹

[dgtldry4]

look what my girl made!!!

[dgtldry4]

byler shippers are not delusional. we are simply taking what has been presented to us and analyzing it. an art that lots of people have forgotten how to do

[wizardbyers]

Can't believe I'm living through the soft launch of byler

[dgtldry4]

me after a long day of being parasocial

[apocalypsegirlscout]

ryro thing i did on ms paint (zoom in ;-D)

[windingup]

People in bands holding koalas is my favorite thing

This is not even all of these pictures

[backseatloversz]

feb 17 2006 in orlando florida you will always be famous

[kajaphernelia]

[wheeyers]

directed by shawn levy

[dgtldry4]

HOLY PARALLEL

[drunk-text]

IT'S THE SAME GODDAMN LOOK

[significant-ace-nnoyance]

absolutely flabbergasted that i’ve seen NO ONE bring up the most important callback of the season

THE ENIGMA?? ALAN TURING???

oh my god i just know she made will feel so safe with that one line like. comparing will to a gay historial hero that he made a whole presentation about 🥺

that’s the subtle importance of queer community right there

[dgtldry4]

she’s so pretty i wanna start her car for her and turn on the ac before she gets in on a hot day

[dgtldry4]

some of my favorite websites

website links + target audiences

takeagander.co.uk for nostalgia chasers

theunsentproject.com for those looking for a sign

uquiz.com for the self aware

sendthesong.xyz for avoidant music lovers

helloimsorry.co for the ones with a lack of closure

mewtru.com for lovers

picmix.com for the fun texters who carry the groupchat

digicamfx.com for those who work overtime on their instagram

tomydearest.xyz for people who need to release

part 2 coming up soon :0

comment new sites for me to explore pls!!!!!!!!!!!

[dgtldry4]

my current playlist ｡･:: ,｡･::･ﾟ

slow dance -- clairo

short skirt / long jacket -- cake

die your daughter -- susannah joffe

kyoto -- phoebe bridgers

thank you for the venom -- my chemical romance

jessie's girl -- rick springfield

in control -- kalyn rain

taking your place -- fat, evil chidren

[dgtldry4]

i love being a lesbian.

brushing each other's hair, painting each other's nails, having someone who will patiently watch you take a 140 question personality test about yourself and give their input on if your selections accurately reflect how they view you as well, you name it.

[dgtldry4]

my first pride experience

so recently i moved. i moved from a small, yeehaw town to an even bigger progressive, accepting town. this change has been monumental, it has only been six months and i can finally see a future for myself that i am excited for. anyway, a pride festival in my town??? an even bigger one less than an hour away??? wow. beautiful. not used to this at all. i have never felt more comfortable in my sexuality. in my old town, even holding hands with my girlfriend felt scandalous. we caught everyone's eyes and as we continued to stay in their vision, i could feel stronger opinions forming by the second. but now it's much different, love is love here. people hold hands with whoever they want to and no one has a problem with it here. sure there are a few exceptions, but that's just life. one thing i've had to get used to is other queer people not approaching my girlfriend and i out of excitement to express solidarity. in my old town, there were very few queer people and they all knew each other. they were all connected in some way. if i were to see a gay person in the wild there, i'd immediately scramble to gain the courage to approach them and be their friend. but now, my girlfriend and i are not a statement, we are normal. i have never been more glad to live somewhere we are seen that way, i could cry just thinking about it. but back to the thing i've had to get used to: people will not want to be my friend solely due to the fact that i am queer. it's so common that it does not make me stand out anymore; it doesn't serve as a conversation starter. but that's okay, how lucky am i?! i guess i will have to learn how to be funny now, dang it.