Digging Up the Past

I heard this was a good place to try to start recovering. I guess I'm ready to start. Will you help me? I'll help you too, if I can.

[diggingupthepast2007]

I hate myself so much

[diggingupthepast2007]

anxiety: hey its time

me: for what

anxiety: its time

me: ?????????

anxiety: :)

me: ????????????????????????????????????????????

[just-shower-thoughts]

Depression and Anxiety is like radiation. There’s always a little bit of it in the background but not enough to kill you. Then once in a while you get a free trip to Chernobyl.

[tamper]

[dajo42]

[unlovde]

I understand what this stick figure is feeling

[diggingupthepast2007]

When you

Have an anxiety attack at your desk at work but have to keep working so no one realizes you're a basket case

[thatsthat24]

When you become obsessed with a new album… 🎵 (Feat. Anthony Ramos)

[wordsintheenglishlanguage]

HOLY

[hamiltonshawjefferson]

H O W

[willygurl68]

THOMAS IS JUST…LIVING THE LIFE

[diggingupthepast2007]

I'm not gonna lie I watched this three times before I stopped hearing "happy birthday Hamilton mixtape"

[diggingupthepast2007]

I don't understand

Why people can't deal with the consequences to their own actions.

[diggingupthepast2007]

I don't know why

Every morning I wake up and I feel like crying. I miss my college friends and mentors so much but I don't know how to go spend with them without it being weird and like I have no life. I'm so shy and I just assume I'm a waste of space.

[diggingupthepast2007]

when im doing my best but it's never enough just keep my head down and pretend that I'm tough

[diggingupthepast2007]

Guess ill just

Tell everyone what they want to hear, plaster a smile on my face, assume my rightful position as doormat and just give up on growing a backbone or any measure of self confidence or boundaries.

[captainmera]

trying to get your story together like:

[captainmera]

Explaining your story to a willing ear:

[webtext]

[f--o--r--e--v--e--r]

[just-shower-thoughts]

Being a millennial is like inheriting a burning house only to be told it’s our fault we can’t handle the heat.

[umbrella-formerly]

I hate when you’re like “wow nothing is exciting anymore” and someone pipes up like “it’s called growing up” actually deborah, it’s called major depressive disorder but thanks for your input

[diggingupthepast2007]

I hate this

My first Christmas away from my family this year. It's coming up so quick. And it wouldn't be so bad if I didn't have to go spend Christmas with my batshit crazy mother in law who hates me. Almost every time we spend time with here I'm guaranteed to have an anxiety attack. Every fucking time. And the idea of spending my favorite holiday with her sounds like a fucking nightmare. And every time I remember that I have to do that I'm just done for. Gone. Out. Omg I'm freaking out just thinking about it. I hate this.