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[dillydop]

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[dillydop]

i wish i never woke up..

[dillydop]

whydoesnt anyone like treatingme with caring kindness...

[dillydop]

i seriously feel like i dont matter,. a nd i cant express that feeling eihter because no one watns to hear from me,. no one cares about me..

[dillydop]

alot of the time i feel like my pain isnt taken seriously...

whether it be physical, emotional, or mental...

by anyone.. even my loved ones.. it feels like i just need to be brushed aside...

im just a burden to everyone...

[dillydop]

nno one is ever gonn a reaally love annd carea bout me..,

everyon e is so tired of me..

no one ever hhas time for me..

no one ever has energy formm e..

no one is ever gonna take caare of me,.

im alwaysj ust gonna hold e verything inside./

annd then i'll die, frrom the inside out.,

im gnna rot away and no one is gonna caare.,

[dillydop]

hhh,goshhh,i feel so unloved.,.

[dillydop]

all the time i wonder...

if i really do even matter at all...

[dillydop]

i wish i had a pacifier.,..

[dillydop]

why do i feel so terrified around the people i love.,

[snapcracklepop-myjoints]

happy disability pride month to mean cripples, nasty addicts, people with down syndrome who arent nice and talk constant shit, wheelchair users that WILL run you over, autists that dont care and arent about to pretend to, people who lie to their psychiatrists, people that sit on the floor in public places with no benches, amputees that lie profusely about "what happened"; to the "noncompliant", the "drug seeking", the "mean", the "difficult" and the "undeserving", and so on and so forth, i love us all and we deserve the world actually mwah mwah

[dillydop]

my phone vibrated and my instinctual response was to think "oh my god, someone wants to kill me" and panic

it was my iron med reminder

[dillydop]

i wish it was nighttime all the time...

[blog-for-safekeeping]

You know, transandrophobic arguments begin to make a lot more sense when you realise that these people view trans women as Inherently Different to cis women, and that they will Never Pass as such, thus being subjected to Eternal Torment; and that they view trans men as Inherently The Same to cis men, and that they will Always Pass as such, thus being subjected to Immediate And Eternal Privilege.

And by makes sense, I mean it shows an incredibly big transmisogynistic (and just transphobic in general) bias that these people have yet to unpack. Idk, I think positioning trans women as permanently "clockable" or whatever is a little... Not as progressive as you think... But maybe that's just me.

[defenestratez]

"trans men don't have a need for community that's why they go stealth!" extremely incorrect buzzer.

Just because a trans man or transmac goes stealth doesn't mean they don't need community. There's a lot of different reasons people go stealth. Safety is a big part of it, some people just don't want people to know they are trans and that's perfectly a-ok. I'd even say the fact Tmen & Tmascs cant find community within the LGBTQ+ is more of a death sentence. We shouldn't have to feel bad for being ourselves. tmasc & Tmen aren't misogynistic for transitioning either. So cut that out

[samglyph]

Witch Hat Atelier by Kamome Shirahama // Wisdom to Heal the Earth by Rabbi Tzvi Freeman

[bumblebeebats]

Made the mistake of buying a bag of spinach as a person who lives alone so now every single meal I eat for the next 2 weeks is gonna about this damn spinach. We are on 24/7 spinach lockdown. Last time this happened, I made 3 salads and a spinach curry and spinach pasta and STILL half the bag turned to green rot in the fridge. My conception of "what meals require spinach" is rapidly expanding into "what meals COULD conceivably include spinach." I am considering recipes never before seen outside the realms of vegan mommy blogs. By day 10 I anticipate I will probably just do a Land Before Time and take the rest of that shit raw