watching supernatural seasons 10-15 for the first time feels like sifting through piles of sawdust for edible crumbs. why do i feel like dean's characterization got aggressively worse over time like were the writers reacting homophobically to destiel stuff???? his personality is so misogynistic and rancid sometimes. maybe i just forgot how much of the show that was before lmao it's been like 12 years since i watched this show regularly
to be honest I don't even really know what i'm trying to get out of this. a sense of closure??? satisfying my sick curiosity???? i'm really just trying to get to jack so i can experience cas and dean as parents but this is so painful
has cas always formerly had a woman vessel or is that a revelation of this episode from season 12. an episode in which cas and dean are in a couple's tiff and cas' old boss lectures him about getting too emotionally close with humans. jesus christ















