tired guy

audrey they/them 30's

[dirtpaladin]

watching supernatural seasons 10-15 for the first time feels like sifting through piles of sawdust for edible crumbs. why do i feel like dean's characterization got aggressively worse over time like were the writers reacting homophobically to destiel stuff???? his personality is so misogynistic and rancid sometimes. maybe i just forgot how much of the show that was before lmao it's been like 12 years since i watched this show regularly

[dirtpaladin]

to be honest I don't even really know what i'm trying to get out of this. a sense of closure??? satisfying my sick curiosity???? i'm really just trying to get to jack so i can experience cas and dean as parents but this is so painful

[dirtpaladin]

has cas always formerly had a woman vessel or is that a revelation of this episode from season 12. an episode in which cas and dean are in a couple's tiff and cas' old boss lectures him about getting too emotionally close with humans. jesus christ

[ciqqy]

i'm no david lynch but I know peak when I see it, twin

[eemolu]

i just know there's some twitter user named moyshane out there who's drawing fanart of shane as every single russian word ilya uses as a pet name. it started as a tomato (#moypomidor is viral after shane was mic'd for the first time on the cens) but then they collaborate with a lip reading account who somehow also speaks russian and it's like. bam shane as a toaster shane as a rabbit shane as a wet floor sign (this one is strangely kinky and gets flagged). ilya voice shane good assist my beautiful little chetyrekhlistnyy klever and then two hours later there's a drawing of shane's face in the middle of a four leaf clover doing the rounds on twitter. shane finds out about it and he's so annoyed he's like STOP calling me cereal call me a hockey player or something so they'll draw me as a hockey player and ilya is like shane moya lyubov there are ten thousand drawings of you as a hockey player already. i want to see you as a brontosaurus. and moyshane, god bless their soul, delivers

[cheddar-baby]

i could smell your boytoy coming from down the road. Wretched little rotted morsel of a thing, may he fall to time and become carrion

[roxyandelsewhere]

episodes of cw supernatural to dunk shane hollander in:

5x14 my bloody valentine

1x6 skin

6x05 live free or twi-hard

3x10 dream a little dream of me

6x01 exile on main st.

4x05 monster movie

4x8 wishful thinking

5x8 changing channels

[hangsawoman]

leave tonight or live and die this way

[dirtpaladin]

just been thinking a lot (mentally writing my treatise) about how dean always felt like he was unloveable and that anyone who got close enough would see that he was rotten and abandon him but that cas literally touched his soul and then also got to know him over ten years and see all his faults and imperfections and how hard he tried to do the right thing in the face of impossible choices and loved him through all of it and how beautiful that is and how loyal they are to one another and how much they are willing to put themselves in danger to protect each other and how it makes the story better and it makes dean better and frankly also makes cas better if they're in love.

[stuckinapril]

“Do it scared” “do it alone” are all great tips, but my biggest takeaway from therapy is do it messy. This is especially true if you’re getting out of a burnout, which I experience often. Literally just do it messy. You don’t need to pick the perfect trail to walk, the perfect playlist to listen to, whatever the fuck it is. You don’t need to have a meticulous to do list and wake up at the exact time you planned and drink the exact amount of water you planned to drink. Like the biggest thing for people like me to remember is sometimes it’s okay to do it messy. Put on a random yt workout and just get it done in sweats. Do 5 minutes of a daunting task and go from there. Sometimes just getting up is a win during intense burnouts or depressive funks. Literally just do it messy.

[callizinc]

When the story has a sequence where the characters each get personally tortured with their exact personalized greatest fears and traumas

[my-dailydreams]

I felt like you guys will appreciate this

[sibyllance]

Apparently someone got their car stuck on the light rail tracks at Mt. Baker. For those unfamiliar this is 35 feet up in the air

[badassdemonsword]

[adonischildsupportcase]

[wodneswynn]

It's wednesday

[beadyeyes]

[fluentisonus]

they're trying to get me to do something called ""my job"" instead of reading about medieval english poaching laws

[amnesiaguy]

sometimes when it’s slow at the clinic i’ll take requests for animal drawings and then my manager puts them on the break room fridge like i’m someone’s third grader

[amnesiaguy]

no one requested GIANT AFRICAN LAND SNAIL, i just felt like drawing her today

[amnesiaguy]

my first new critter in a while :-)

[plastycznyonline]

Vincent van Gogh Les Alpilles: Mountain Landscape Near South Reme 1889