Why Bluestar is a poor representation of mental illness
So this is something I've wanted to talk about for quite a while now, and as I'm about to graduate with an associates degree in Psychology I feel now is a point in my life I'm informed enough to really do this topic justice. But a quick disclaimers first:
I am not a therapist. I am loosely diagnosing Bluestar with mental illness based on fandom consensus and my limited education. However, I personally suffer from both disorders I believe Bluestar is meant to have, which is why I feel I have the authority to speak on it.
So what am I saying Bluestar is suffering from? PTSD is the most obvious one, and the one that largely effects her actions in Rising Storm and A Dangerous Path. However anyone who has read Bluestar's Prophecy can see she has had issues with depression since her kithood, and what she is experiencing in the late first arc is clearly some sort of mania. Thus, I feel bipolar disorder is a pretty good bet as well.
For those who don't know the technical definition of bipolar disorder, it is characterized by episodes of both depression and mania, how ever a person rarely switches between the two on the spot like most people assume. It's a slow slide, and an episode can last anywhere from hours to days. Mania is characterized as a state of hyper arousal: reacting violently or inappropriately "over the top" to normal stimuli. Bluestar suffering from manic and depressive episodes explains why she has moments of clarity between her fits of mania in the last two books in which she was alive, and also why she often fell into despair for days and did not leave her den.
So if Bluestar fits the definition of bipolar disorder to a t, why do I say she's a bad representation of the illness? The issues here isn't in the concept, but the execution.
Bluestar is not sympathetic. Bluestar is unhinged, illogical, and a danger to the people around her. This is a huge stigma against those with bipolar disorder, so seeing it played this way makes me sad. Yes, some people with the disorder are like this, however those people are not permitted to exist in normal society. If Bluestar was a person, her behavior would get her thrown in a mental hospital.
But my biggest problem is that Bluestar doesn't actually get redemption regarding her damaging behavior to those around her. She comes to her clan's aid when they need her, but this is again a simple moment of clarity all bipolar people experience. And in that moment, she acts the way "the old Bluestar" would, and Fireheart calls her cured. On her death bed she begs forgiveness from her children, but the way it plays out it really feels like her kits only say they forgive her out of pity. And than Bluestar passes on to the utopia of Starclan, where all illnesses are cured. (A topic I may discuss at length later regarding other mentally ill characters)
Bluestar isn't sorry for how she hurt her clan. She's sorry she gave up her kits, nothing more. She apologizes to no one, and only "gets better" not because she accepts help from the people who love her like Fireheart and Whitestorm, but because she dies and go to the magical illness free land of Starclan.
This is not the representation the mentally ill deserve, and this is not the redemption arc Bluestar deserved to have. And for this reason, Bluestar as a character brings me nothing but pain.