。゜tired゜。 @disappointedid - Tumblr Blog

pretty big system,

// body is 25

ask us for our discord if you want cursed memes at 2 AM out of nowhere that's friendship right?

just ask us to tag stuff, we don't judge ya know?

for pronouns they/them is fine if we don't specify

and the most hated host award goes toooooo:

☆me!!!☆

#serena.txt #sorry i cant be her lol #vent

some Max doodles for fun

#system art

please remember who I used to be

#vent art #system art #i wonder why i even exist anymore #i went through so much and for what #it wasn't worth anything and i destroyed myself and my systemmates in the process #everyone wants that Aerith back #but i dont know how to be her anymore #im just pretending #vent #tw vent

vent

I'm so tired of being anxious all the time, agoraphobia is beating me down and I have such bad social anxiety that it seems impossible to talk to others. I have a panic attack when someone walks by our window. I feel like I'm going to pass out when I try to check the mail. When I try to talk to other people, I shake uncontrollably.. why did it end up this way? I hate being host, I want to stay inspace forever..

#vent #tw vent #tw anxiety #tw agoraphobia

Bird asked me to draw it earlier, so here it is!

#system art

oh wow, forgot this account existed! Well hello if anyone is still here ^^! I'm Aerith and I'm the current host of our system! Ummm, I went dormant for 6 months and then integrated a lot but kept the name, so I'm not exactly the same Aerith from before Serena was host!

We're going to start posting on here again, including some system art! I wanna make some other system friends and just have somewhere to post our art owo♡ we look forward to using this account again.

#aerith.txt

Cooking in the body is so odd, but interesting! I remember cooking quite different dishes in my source memories, but I have no idea how to make them now! However I do know how to make baked broccoli and cheese pasta? Something I've never had, it makes me laugh honestly, it's kind of off putting, the feeling I get, but I like being able to cook and try different things! - Deku

#deku.txt

I'd like to make some friends here! ;; so please interact with this post if you're interested in talking, and I'll reach out to you! - Deku

#deku.txt #the body is 23 so please keep that in mind #I won't really be comfortable interacting with minors!#fictive #fictives #actuallydid

loverguyz-deactivated20230801

Hi I need more people to follow! If you are a DID/OSDD system who doesn't constantly post syscourse like or reboot so I can follow you please!

why am I laughing so hard at messages between Izuku and a member of our partner system?? - host

#partner system #honestly I'm just glad Izuku is jumping right into things and getting close with our partner system!

hello! uh, my name is Izuku, and I'm a pretty new split in our system! Um not entirely sure what my role is yet, but my memories are a little different than canon. I have pink hair and eyes, and unlike canon me!, I had a quirk before One for All. It's called Flourish, I could grow plants and flowers on command. Everything else with my memories follows canon pretty much! I'm 16, and my pronouns are he/him. I'm still figuring everything out, but I look forward to getting to know anyone who wants to get to know me!

oh! and here's the link to the photo I used!