the great gig in my mind.

my name is jessica alice. 20 / Philadelphia, PA.

[turbomnstr-deactivated20221006]

[whatismgmt]

Do u ever wanna punch urself in the face for procrastinating and ruining ur life

[stereofeathers]

yeah but I never get around to it

[realityexistsinmymind]

idk if this is funny or sad

[idfkhey]

[letsdod0pe]

So fucking true.

[dysn0mia]

Yeah I only do drugs that grow from the ground..

[eastcoast-powder]

Yeah dude don’t panic it’s organic

[khanos-deactivated20170219]

there’s a future version of me who’s proud I was strong enough

[delusionalbestie]

i don’t want to be obsessed with heroin forever

[roxicod0ne]

We were young and I was so high and I’m so sorry.

I was always so high.

I am always so sorry.

[purplepills-man]

You’re only happy when your sorry head is filled with dope.

Halsey// Colors (via purplepills-man)

[richkidsblue]

[missoracle]

We’re often asked, “Why dope?” This question is not easily answered, most of the time we don’t have any idea but we can’t stop. After a while its just life, you can’t live with the drugs… but you can’t live without them even more. We get high because the world’s uncomfortable, uninteresting and unbearable. Always.

When You’re a Junkie Anything Can Be Justified.

(via

missoracle

)

[brittijay-deactivated20120715]

[recovery-experts-blog]

When I pictured heroin, I pictured some crazy crackhead with no shoes under a bridge. You never think that is going to be you. And it never was me. I was never under a bridge, and I always had shoes.

Nicole Richie (via recovery-experts)

[nicolethedopefiendqueen]

I wish more blood came up when you shoot in the hand… I am obsessed with the feeling I get when I watch the blood flow in the pin when I register my shot. It feels so serene to me, I think that’s because I know as soon as I push it in I’m going to be so content with everything and get the pleasure from the rush. I’m aware of how fucked up that is, but it doesn’t stop the desires for it.

[stoned-in-paris]

Junkies fall in love with other Junkies or they turn somebody they love into one.

(via queenheroin)

[heroinwasmyhero]

Addiction is shooting up in the nearest Wendy’s bathroom because you simply cant wait any longer. It forces you to call your dealer at 12:03am because your money just came through and you’ll be damned if you have to wait until a more reasonable hour. It’s crawling around on the floor desperately hoping to find a random pill or speck of drugs you dropped. It’s not just because you cant wait to get high. It’s mainly because you cant spend another second rocking back and forth, staring at the clock, wondering how only 5 minutes have passed. Addiction is impatient, unforgiving, and manipulative. Don’t test it. If you go in thinking you’ll stay in control, you will lose, and you’ll never be the same again.

Thoughts from a recovering addict (via drugmelovely)

[opiatesandspeed]

To all the junkies with no drugs right now, I pray to the dope gods that you find some shit soon

[imafuckinanimal-deactivated2015]

Here’s reality; Every day is spent figuring out how to get your hands on $40, finding drugs, doing drugs, hiding drugs, finding places to do drugs, being high, being too high, not being high enough, coming down, going up, hating drugs, loving drugs, hating yourself, being too high to hate anything, making friends, losing friends, dead friends, having no friends, getting sober, relapsing and then finding $40 again. It appears exciting in the beginning but after watching the same scenes year after year, it quickly becomes your least favorite movie.

Anonymous (via imafuckinanimal)