i'm the bad guy

she sought death on a queen sized bed and he had said, "darling, your looks can kill so now you're dead" (vent blog for zapcamon. seen oocly unless shared w/ ic-ly)

[oxazepams]

no matter how many times i hear “i love you”, “i’m not going to abandon you”, “i’m not going anywhere” i’m still so fucking scared of being abandoned

[siickangel]

[bakwaaas]

I wish I could peel away all the parts of me that formed through childhood trauma and neglect like peeling the bitter skin of a tangerine to get to the sweet good bits inside… but then what would be left? who would I be?

[guerrillatech]

[deviika]

Fernando Pessoa // Franz Kafka

[stlamb]

“too much love” - photo sequence by katja kemnitz

[stlamb]

#oh to be loved and worn down and turn into something else for it #still yourself but now fundamentally changed #rather be aware of your imperfection through love than remain perfect and unloved

actually slaughtered by this tag response thank you

[lilac-rph]

              I’ve always lived like this,     Keeping a 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒕𝒂𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆.

                     And up until now,                I have 𝘴𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘯 to myself        That I’m 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒏𝒕 with loneliness.

            Because 𝘯𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘪𝘵                   Was ever worth the risk.

[super-kame-love]

“I crave a love so deep that the ocean would be jealous.”

— Tahere Mafi (via nightlyquotes)

[chennai-expression]

[ditormento]

when did i start becoming the mediator this is crazy i wanna scream i wanna lay down on the floor and cry and kick my legs i want to be taken care of!!!!!

[ditormento]

why am i being asked this NOW

[ditormento]

this is alright thats why i set my expectations low in the first place so then i wont spiral when something like this happens

[redpomegranate]

love is sweet poison: atticus / the wicked king - holly black / love slowly kills - adrian borda / fresco / romeo & juliet act 5 scene 3 - william shakespeare / the death of sophonisba - giambattista pittoni / seerat / the aeneid - virgil

[ditormento]

haha shit

[ditormento]

no no no why does this keep happening

why is it always up to me to comfort people

how many times do i have to make it clear i can't fucking do it!!!

why does no one ask me to beat them up? or to fuck them?? at least those i can do!!!

i cant use my words i wasn't meant to be soft

[ditormento]

this time i cant do anything

hes hurt and i have no one to yell to. she said no ones angry at me this time

am i really that selfish

[ditormento]

maaaaan i do not wanna drink again but i don't think weed is gonna help now