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grendelmenz-deactivated20200929

Be delicate

Regression... going back to what you once were, a place - a terrible place. To lose one’s progress, completely fall back... to hit rock bottom again.

Maybe one day you won’t go back to square one when a hunter shows up in your forest. Until then, each old wound bleeds just like the new ones.

#dt vent;#sort of #would love it if triggers didn't Do That but you know how it is

I’m gonna go apeshit and tear my own guts out for this insubordination.

Tearing myself apart physically would SURELY be less suffering than this.

#ic;#sort of a vent but rly im just AHHHHHHHHH #got the stomach flu and my body's solution was to just stop everything up #im ANGRY #tmi -#gross implied - probably if you understand what im getting at lmao

Screaming “don’t fucking touch me, I’ll kill you” and other shit like “i hate you” even if ya don’t really is more poignant when ya, y’know... have friends who are around you. Or just people in general. But, y’know... [gestures vaguely]

... Not sayin’ using people as punching bags is my intent or good but uh. Hmm. Bad day. Again. For the 300th some consecutive time this year. ah. yeah.

#ic;#not t'be controversial or a shitty friend but sometimes ya just wanna yell angry obscenities for people to hear #and get shocked at #or maybe just ignore and go 'ah dt's at it again. theyll be ok.'#hah... hahhhhhhhaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA