Mason | He/Him & It/Its | 27 | Black-Latino | Bisexual & Trans
Dollkin & Dollboygender | Selfship & Objectum
MINORS DO NOT FOLLOW OR INTERACT
Icon Credit: Commission done by ChaeTea
Hewwo! ☆ (>ᴗ0 ) Welcome to Mason's Dollhouse! Here you'll find all the things that I love and that interest me -- dolls, Castlevania, poetry, art, D&D, OS/OR stuff, and more! There will sometimes be MATURE THEMES so please keep that in mind when passing through! Click "Keep Reading" to hear more about me and my blog! ♡⸜(˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ )⸝ A bit of a lengthy intro but it's broken into sections for easy navigation!
(NOTE: This is an alter sideblog. All interactions and follows are from the main blog.)
♡ About Me:
Artist, writer, D&D 5e cleric main, and casual gaming extraordinaire! I collect dolls, enjoy horror content, am a pink enthusiast, and am obsessed with super cutesy fashion and decor! I am objectum with a specific love for dolls (porcelain, BJD, cloth -- they're all gorgeous!) and also a non-sharing selfshipper (more info on that below). Religious and witchy but probably won't talk about it much. AuDHD + a plethora of other shit which I might talk about here and there but anything heavy will be appropriately tagged! I am also a system (professionally diagnosed) and other alters may post here for me at times.
♡ DNI/BYF:
Minors, endos/non-traumagenic systems, discourse enjoyers, bigots, zionists, racists, objectum haters or yumeship haters, proship, puritans, etc.. Leave me alone, please, and do not drag me into your drama either!!! Thanks for respecting my boundaries ദ്ദി(•̀ ᗜ <) ☆ I block freely and you should, too!
♡ Yumeshipping & Relationship Info:
I am married to Adrian Tepes from the Netflix Castlevania series! Our anniversary is February 9th and we have a kid together! He's very dear to me and I do not share so please do not take it personally if I don't engage with other folks that ship with him (⑉･᷄ᴗ･᷅⑉);; I do have other ships but they're less likely to come up on this blog. There is also a particular doll I've been crushing on that may appear on this blog, too, but she'll be under a different tag! (´ε｀ )♡
♡ Some Tags I Use:
#Over Coffee ♡ (text posts, personal)
#Spilled Coffee ♡ (vent posts, heavier topics)
#Sweet Scribbles ♡ (my art)
#Honeyed Tongue ♡ (my writing)
#Daydreaming ♡ (personal yumeship posts)
#My Husband ♡ (posts that remind me of my husband, Adrian Tepes)
#Moonlight Miracle ♡ (posts that remind me of mine and Adrian's son, Dorian)
#Pink Lace ♡ (dollkin and dollgender posts)
#Rose Wine ♡ (suggestive, adult themes)
#Oatmeal Cookies ♡ (agalmatum/objectum posting)
#Raspberry Jam ♡ (queued posts)
#Dollhouse Guest: [name] ♡ (when another alter posts here)
#tw [trigger/s] (I'll tag most common things! Let me know if I miss something!)
(Will update this list if any new important tags come about!)
♡ Credits:
Pixel heart divider is @/petalpxl (if I need to fully tag, please let me know! I just don't want to give an unnecessary notif lol)
Unsure who made the pfp frame and star banner -- if that was you, DM me for credit!
Icon by ChaeTea
Adrian Tepes is from Castlevania, I did not make that beautiful man, I take no credit, don't sue me pls
you need to understand that i have two sets of headcanons. there's the set of realistic headcanons based on my genuine reading of the show, and then there's me playing pretend with my dolls.
「 to my fellow self shippers who also struggle with ptsd... 」
♡ imagine your f/o catching you mid flashback, gently pulling you close before you can spiral. "breathe with me. in… out… just like that. i've got you.’’
♡ imagine your f/o sensing the exact moment you dissociate in bed, wrapping their arms around you from behind without a single word. just the steady rock of their body, their heartbeat against your back, and a comforting presence waiting patiently for your return.
♡ imagine your f/o tucking you in carefully after a traumatic day, pressing a kiss to your forehead. "i'll keep watch. you can rest now."
♡ imagine your f/o noticing you flinch whenever they reach out. instead of pulling away, they offer their palm, open and patient.
♡ imagine your f/o feeling the second you finally melt into them, weeks of tension dissolving in their arms. their thumb traces circles on your back as they whisper, "there you are... all safe and sound..."
pinterest giving me a metric fuckton of violation notices because i saved pose references that feature blocky or unnaturally smoothed out bodies with zero defining sexual features but they're claiming its "adult content". like. pinterest. do you think mannequins are sexual. why are you flagging this nude doll. is this porn to you pinterest. are you objectum, pinterest? are you trying to tell me something? maybe you and i are not so different, pinterest.
song inspired set of questions \\ self ship ask game!
🌸 my clematis ~ is there a specific flower that you associate with your f/o? is there one that your f/o associates with you? if so, why? when it comes to the flower and its meaning, how does it reflect the relationship the two of you have?
🔇unknown ~ were there ever moments where either of you felt lost in the relationship? that neither of you were frozen by your own thoughts, needs, and fears? were you able to overcome it and how?
🐦⬛black sorrow ~ what is the saddest moment that you two look back at with yearning? a moment where you wish that you could go back in time and fix? if you don't have one, what is one thing that both of you fear for the future?
👑 ruler of my heart ~ when it comes to you and your f/o, would you say that one of you feels a stronger sense of devotion? where you feel like either one of you feels like the other like the shining star in their dark sky?
cure 💉 ~ what happens if one of you gets sick? not physically sick, but sick of how everything in life seems to sometimes go? what snaps either of you out of your lost thoughts and how do you move from there knowing that there is a shift in what you knew before?
blink gone 👁️ ~ is there ever a fear of losing each other when things aren't in control? if there was ever a moment like that, what would either of you do to try to fix it even if it seems difficult to do so.
karma 🥀 ~ what are both of your feelings on the concept of love? does it excite you? does it frighten them? talk about what it means to love and how it makes you feel!
(please remember to practice rb karma, dears, be kind with one another!)
Hewwo, everyone! Been a hot minute since I've been around on this blog, huh? (＞﹏＜) March 29th was apparently one of the last times I shared something before today and that's WILD since it's June 10th now. I've really missed blogging and engaging with the communities on here. So much has happened in our life and unfortunately, it's not really possible to control how often I front so that means I've been in the background while important things were being handled. Even when I was around, there was just so much to do that I couldn't find the time to sit down and focus on anything else! (╥_╥)
But! (✯◡✯)
Not everything has been terrible! We've been working on our mental health as usual and keeping social with friends so we don't isolate. Also been drawing a LOT and even rebranded our main social media accounts (and also changed our collective name! Collectively we go by Vesper now!) so we can try and really get our art out there! Also tried cooking new things, starting working on fixing up our ko-fi, branched out to new communities and made new friends, and even more! Sure, there's been a LOT of personal life drama and some pretty terrible pains (both mental and physical -- toothaches SUCK!!) but we've had so much support from our loved ones and have been getting better bit by bit. I think our progress is something to be proud of even if we have moments where things get rough or we fall back a few steps! (o˘◡˘o)
Also our birthday happened in May! We're 27 now! Wahoo! ♡
AdriMas is still living rent free in my brain and I've been jotting down all my little selfship thoughts/ideas for sketches and writing snippets. I really want to share more but since I don't seem to be co-host of the system anymore, I can't be certain I'll be around super often. This means though that I might make use of the queue here on Tumblr! I've got almost 50 things in my drafts and a lot of art/writing ideas and I don't want people to think I've just abandoned this blog so maybe giving that a shot might be worth it. Will have to poke around and see.
But yeah, I just wanted to take some time to give a little update and let y'all know I'm okay. Sometimes we get trapped in the Evil Fucked Up Life Stress Dimension but we always make it back out alive and kickin'! o(>ω<)o So hopefully now that things are getting slightly more under control and I might poke around with the queue, y'all might see me around more often!!
I hope y'all have been well ! Lots of love from Mason ♡
concept: porcelain doll aftercare.... lovingly repairing the chips and cracks that inevitably come from getting physical (no matter how gently) with something so delicate
Your f/o getting distracted while talking to you, even while looking you straight in the eyes, because theyre thinking of all the ways they want to be all over you and giving you physical affection right then
for self shippers who are struggling to get better. its okay. if the world is weighing down on you and if you feel like today or tomorrow won't matter. your f/o is proud of you. if self shipping is what keeps you afloat. i hope you can continue to hold onto it dearly. you deserve to be happy. you don't need to force it, if you're going at your own pace, so be it. recovery should be for you and you alone. and your f/o? your f/o would be so happy that you're trying even when its hard. even if you tell yourself that you'll try in the future. even if you don't even have the energy to try now. the fact you made it another day? they're so glad to still have you around. they'll always be thankful.
you and f/o are both trying to cook something neither of you has made before. the recipe has too many steps. someone misread a measurement. there is flour somewhere it shouldn't be. it comes out wrong in a way that is somehow still edible and you eat it anyway at the kitchen counter at 9pm.
it tastes like something you'll remember for a long time.
