i just turned 21.
dad is still abusing ā is that the right word? ā me.
i canāt feel parts of my chest anymore because of top surgery and for me, i am thankful for that. but when i get more sensation back? what will i do then? i can pretend itās not real because i donāt really feel it like i used to butā¦i guess iāll just have to face it when it happens.












