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Mari | 21 | Rottmnt | sideblog: @mildarka | they/them

[dontfindmeimscared]

All my KTECH stuff is under #ktech au or over on @ktech-au!! •ᴗ•

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what if i was cooking here?

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rereading the wip i had for this that was lying in my google docs for like 2 years... can confirm i was cooking

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desperately trying to balance my rage at the Hollow Knight bank lady with not spoiling my coworker who’s also playing the game

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update: i fucked up millibelle in the spa

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desperately trying to balance my rage at the Hollow Knight bank lady with not spoiling my coworker who’s also playing the game

[mildarka]

Me and my buddies did a PowerPoint night and mine was on how the Minecraft movie should’ve gone… so here’s one of the slides

[mildarka]

still thinking about this - what if i made a minecraft animatic series

could mayyyyybbbeeeeee be a fun summer project....

[maroole]

I love them I love them I love them i love them I love them I love them i love-

[dontfindmeimscared]

Made a Deltarune blog :>

[excuse-me-thanks]

“i should take a walk for my mental health” boring, tired, i don’t even really wanna do it tbh

“i need to check the perimeter” i need to check the perimeter

[dontfindmeimscared]

i've came to the conclusion that i can just do vent art and give all my problems to noelle holiday

[succubusboyfriend]

are you “adaptable” or are you just willing to subject yourself to existing in low key background-level ambient misery

[succubusboyfriend]

these are different things btw. actual adaptability means not dealing with being miserable long term. and being constantly mildly annoyed/frustrated with a situation but being “able to deal with it” counts as ambient misery. btw.

[succubusboyfriend]

let this be your sign to make your life just a little more livable. get a dollar store trash can for your bedside so Cup City’s invasion plans fall through. block a tag or post that makes you grind your teeth every time you see it. get some grip pads so your bed stops sliding across the hardwood a little bit every time you get in it. tell that person you need a little more support. if you get annoyed at a situation more than a couple times, change it. don’t be content with being miserable.

[demonprincex]

and the more that you start doing this, the better you will get at detecting your own feelings and advocating for yourself! This is an important start to being more of a person in the world if you struggle with that

[dontfindmeimscared]

why did a bunch of health issues suddenly show up at the same time. I shit you not i havent been able to hear out of one ear for the last couple days but I’ve just seen the doc on Friday for something separate so I’m on some antibiotics that really shouldn’t cause my ear to stop working. On top of that my skin is being a little bit funky just urggrhrggrhw

I don’t even have time to go see a doc and tell them to fix meeee grrrr

[dontfindmeimscared]

I'm mostly patched up now but the hearing thing has been wild because its ranged from

'oh this is kinda annoying i have to adjust my headphones' to 'can you repeat that' x1000

to OTHER PEOPLE not being able to hear ME at work because the kitchen was too loud for me to regulate the volume I was talking at???

Apparently I was just murmuring everything???? I thought I was talking normally but like 3 different people asked me what was up T^T

[all-consuming-rot]

i havent actually seen anyone make real food for their miis it's all been prescription drugs and cigarettes and bees or a combination of those

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tomodachi life is so gooodddddd

me and my roomie and Kris Deltarune and my favouritist characte Siffrin and we’re all friends :D

[kittensnax]

I think about this all the time

[jade-of-mourning]

hey,,, don't cry,,,, leo with blahaj

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LEO WITH BLAHAJ

[dontfindmeimscared]

why did a bunch of health issues suddenly show up at the same time. I shit you not i havent been able to hear out of one ear for the last couple days but I’ve just seen the doc on Friday for something separate so I’m on some antibiotics that really shouldn’t cause my ear to stop working. On top of that my skin is being a little bit funky just urggrhrggrhw

I don’t even have time to go see a doc and tell them to fix meeee grrrr

[redstonedust]

i think queerplatonic relationship kinda got the same treatment as nonbinary where people assume its a special third relationship status directly between the romance and friendship binary. which it CAN be but its also an umbrella for "literally anything that isnt quite friends and isnt quite romance" you can be official queerplatonic partners or you can just be something unspoken and undefinable. you can be fuckin homestuck moirails for all i care. its all queerplatonic babey. thats the point.

[motherfucker-somewhat-limited]