fat cow

BLOCK DON'T REPORT TW:ed&sh CW:198 HW:228 GW1:180 GW2:160 GW3:140

[dontwannabealive]

2/25/25 FOOD & EXERCISE DIARY

-2 pieces of white bread 🍞 : 160 cal

-2 large eggs, fried 🍳: 180 cal

-2 tsp of nondairy butter🧈: 54 cal

-water💧 : 0 cal

-zero sugar dr. pepper🥤: 0 cal

Total: 394 cal

-walked 2.73 miles 🏃‍♀️

[dontwannabealive]

I’ve gained so much weight over the last few months due to being unemployed and a variety both health and mental health issues. I hate my body so much so I’ve decided to start starving myself again! Starting tomorrow I’m gonna to use this platform to document what I eat everyday and how much I exercise. Hopefully y’all can help keep me in check!

[dontwannabealive]

there’s something so sad about the holidays…

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it’s offical

as of today I have officially lost 20lbs

I’ve been starving myself for about a year and I’ve gone from 208lbs to 188 lbs

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ya know it’s getting bad again when you start cutting deeper :/

[pleasehelpme333]

I don’t wanna get better,i love this feeling.

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I keep losing the people closest to me and I can’t keep doing it anymore

I feel so alone

[swagg-club]

stop asking me “wyd” i am literally at home losing my mind

[dontwannabealive]

I want to be so physically ill that people start to worry

[dontwannabealive]

the feminine urge to lose my shit

[dontwannabealive]

just impulsively cut me some bangs🤪

feeling a lot better now👍

[dontwannabealive]

why are diet sodas so addicting?😩

[dontwannabealive]

wow I love binging to the point I feel SUPER full and then making myself throw up for half and hour 👍

[dontwannabealive]

what I ate today:

air 💨💗

water 💧💗

weed🍃💗

[dontwannabealive]

im a greedy, fucked up person

[anxietyproblem]

[dontwannabealive]

me lmao

[kari-hehe]

so please don’t