Alright I’m back after a serious break from art
I have gone through a lot in the past years and I just want to journal it and have it for my own record
Something to look back on and see my growth and perseverance
2021
I met the man of my nightmares and was trapped in a highly abusive relationship. It was bad for two years. They cut me off from my art and my family.
At one point he attempted to take my life
2022
I was allowed (yes allowed) to get a job and unbeknownst to him make friends:)
One friend Abigail was going through her now ex going behind her back and crossing boundaries as well as lying to her
I watched her breakup with him and helped her move out
It was incredibly eye opening
I can just leave
So I went back to my apartment and made a game plan
I was going to move in with my coworkers
And so I do
2023
I am moved in with my coworkers and I’m not doing well mentally
I start seeing my current therapist (love you Jamie(in a professional sense)) but I start my healing journey and it’s slowly getting easier to get through the day
I start doing things I like again
I talk to people more
I’m happier but still not thriving
I’m fighting with my family almost constantly
And I’m in a lot of physical pain due to my job
2024
I move home after I drop out of college
I start mending ties with my family and we are getting along great
My mom suggests hair school
I enroll
I love it and I’m good at it
Things are going really well and I’m happy and I have purpose
My whimsy returns and I feel like I can do anything
Only problem is the pain that persists
2025
I graduate cosmetology school and I have some time to see my friends and find out why I hurt so much
I go to the doctor and I’m diagnosed with elhors Danlos syndrome
But I’m not giving up on my career I’m going to get my license and do hair for as long as I can
Im also starting a shop to sell my art while I do hair
So maybe one day I can fall back on my art career and let it be my main source of income
Until then I’m going to keep drawing and let my whimsy lead















