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[dr-liara-tsoni]

Embrace eternity.

[dr-liara-tsoni]

Donate to Bean Deserves Better - FLUTD is a Menace, organized by Mackinley Wolf

I'm here trying to raise money for PU surgery for Claus/Bean as he has FLUTD (… Mackinley Wolf needs your support for Bean Deserves Better -

Please, if you can, help my little warrior and kindly donate towards his surgery. If unable to donate, please share. You may be the person who gets this fundraiser to the right place. I would topple Mount Olympus for him. He deserves to cross the rainbow bridge after living a long happy life. Not like this... Thanks for reading.

[dr-liara-tsoni]

Having a horrible time sleeping. I don't know if there is anything I can do to make donations more worthwhile but... At this rate it is looking like I may be taking Bean into the vet for euthanization; like I had to do with Momo (Moose). We can't even afford the treatment to unblock him if he is blocked. He is fighting so hard but I can see him fading away, becoming more uncomfortable and in pain. I've been having frequent seizures due to the emotions, stress, exhaustion, and being ill. My POTS episodes are also much more frequent. Alongside my physical health, my mental health is tanking. If I could sell everything I own of value, I would in the blink of an eye. Otherwise, I'm sorry to be so frank, I want to join him across the rainbow bridge. My faith in humanity and the people I thought cared is practically non-existant at this point. Want to see his medical records? Want to see where the few donations are in my savings? Want to see a treatment plan for his surgery? Ask questions. I will answer. I have one more local organization to reach out to for emergency help. After that, I myself may need hospitalization.

Donate to Bean Deserves Better - FLUTD Can't Stop Him, organized by Mackinley Wolf

I'm here trying to raise money for PU surgery/treatment for Claus/Bean as h… Mackinley Wolf needs your support for Bean Deserves Better - FL

Thanks for reading.

[dr-liara-tsoni]

I don't know if this will actually get any traction but I have tried every other social media platform and, while getting significant views, it's done absolutely nothing to help. I'm not sure why I haven't posted here sooner, tumblr has always helped me the most.

I have a cat named Claus. We call him Bean. He is an 8 year old DSH brown tabby. He has FLUTD — Feline Urinary Tract Disease. Male cats have a short, narrow urethra that can become blocked by crystals/stones or mucus plugs. It is often brought on by stress and anxiety or UTIs. It is life threatenting. It harms the kidneys and raises potassium levels that can lead to cardiac arrest or sudden death. Treatment is expensive. Upkeeping is also expensive (he is on a prescription diet, treat, supplement, and medications). The BEST thing for survival is PU surgery; which, again, is expensive. I have been trying to raise money for said surgery. He deserves way more than 8 years to live. I'm sorry if I keep this short. I am so tired of typing this out over and over. The most info is on his GoFundMe page:

Donate to Bean Deserves Better - FLUTD Can't Stop Him, organized by Mackinley Wolf

I'm here trying to raise money for PU surgery/treatment for Claus/Bean as h… Mackinley Wolf needs your support for Bean Deserves Better - FL

There is also my TikTok which is basically all about him at this point.

I also have Cashapp: $drliaratsoni

or

Venmo: @Mackinley-Wolf

[fadedintotheflowers]

This felt like something she'd definitely do.

[dr-liara-tsoni]

I genuinely amount to nothing.

[annabelle--cane]

I know what people are getting at when they say not to do this but I do actually appreciate knowing if someone's mental illness is at work when they give me an apology? like I don't think it's wrong to say "sorry for ghosting you, I had a paranoid episode and could barely look at my phone for two months" or "sorry for missing this event, I was really depressed and couldn't get out of bed" or "sorry I acted really weird and left quickly the other day, something triggered me and I couldn't figure out how to cool down until I was alone" because those are full and complete answers that would be less accurate if the symptom were edited out. I know what those things mean and I would actually prefer to know if my friend messed something up for reasons not entirely within their control rather than have them attempt to take responsibility for things they already actively try to avoid doing.

[only-cat-memes]

[dr-liara-tsoni]

They really put a game called Density Effect in Sims 4.

[dr-liara-tsoni]

My son.

[segamascott]

[dr-liara-tsoni]

can 'anxiety enema' be an actual term please lol

[dr-liara-tsoni]

So Jiji just glow-ups into a third (evil) eye rainbow earing tighty wighty wearing body sculptor.? Yeah, okay..

[clexanal]

[thecripchronicals]

Made these about a month ago, figured other spoonies might want to use them

[bobdylanyaoi]

i’m in trenches you’ve never heard of

[lilmissnatcat24]

dont get me started on mordin solus's speech patterns and his refusal to use personal pronouns, most notably when discussing genophage modification, until right before he dies and for the first time starts a sentence with i. dont get me started. full accountability right at the end. no sugarcoating, no deflecting, no rambling. i made a mistake. and then he repeats it. i made a mistake. as if even he cant believe he admitted it out loud, as if it feels so foreign on his tongue. dont even start to gas me up, brenda. dont even think about mentioning that the only time he gets close to a personal pronoun in reference to the genophage is when he talks about his team, calls them "we" as a unit, never to do it again as soon as he realizes the maelon defected. shut your fucking mouth. don't do it. don't say a goddamn word about it. if you even think about discussing how mordin has depersonalized himself so much from the trauma that came with his work that it even bled into the way he talks for the rest of his life, ill fucking lose my mind.