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oh. and saying 'I'm gonna talk to you about your heritage' is fucked up. you don't decide whether we're mixed indigenous or not. we live with two mixed indigenous systems. as in born and raised on reserves and they'd know if we were lying. they know and have similar stories. we won't be letting someone decide our indigenous heritage and how we are and who we are. its not ur fucking place.

dreamydex

Can you genuinely shut the fuck up for one second and reflect why I mentioned that? You are so fucking adamant on calling a BROWN WOMAN racist, abusive, crazy, and all sorts of things yet im not allowed to have a discussion with you regarding your heritage to explain further why I made the claim so you can have an understanding whether im right or wrong? Are you even gonna address the racist shit youve said in regards to me, how you claimed the shit you said isnt racism and ableism because you, a poor little victim, said so?

Why do you only cherry pick screenshots and completely twist my words? "Well cereza is abusive!" You didnt even debunk shit! You demanded for my direct attention, I left the door open so we CAN talk. I accepted your offer a SECOND TIME and youre over here saying "well ackshually my friends said no!" Oh so now you listen to them? Be so serious.

You wanna be the victim so bad go be it! Idk how many times I have to say it but I dont feel like a fucking victim because im nkt traumatized by your bullshit. "They arent trying to move on even though they said they wont post about me anymore" ok so which one is it? You made a new account and immediately went after us, you posted shit sprinkle posted that was IRRELEVANT TO YOU but somehow we're keeping track?

Also you quite literally have a channel to shit talk last i was there. All you ever did was bitch about them over and over again. So drop the hypocrisy.

You are so obsessed with being the victim im actually allowing you to go be one. It wont change the shit youve done and refuse to show or take accountability for.

You will never be targeted by ICE or any government lap dogs keep that in mind. You dont have to worry about stepping out and having ICE take you and kidnap you and deny your passport and citizenship. My mother had to skip the states this time out of fear. Whats your fear as this very mixed indigenous person? That a brown woman like me denies it from you? Horrific.

Im sure the erasure of it will get you killed, unlike calling a latina crazy, broken, misguided, and many other things. Surely those things have not killed any latinas despite the femicide rates being as high as missing & murdered indigenous women. Surely there is no link between my people and natives. No no, YOU'RE the real victim of racism.

You cant even be bothered to understand why those microaggressions are fucking harmful to us. WE GET KILLED FOR IT. I have to live my life wondering if my future husband will be good to me or suddenly switch up and kill me just because he decided to, just because we're subhuman to them.

Do you not fucking understand the gravity of the situation youre putting me in!? Why do I have to share every context and you get to sit here and throw tantrums left and right but if I show any slight distress im having meltdowns over you.

You continued to lie about us! No sikka was never in the server, dont you fucking think we'd be using screenshots from sikka otherwise? "Well she joined when I left" and where's the proof Sikka did join right after...? You cant demand proof that doesnt exist right?

Also the letter was my grievances. You kept going on and on and on about sharing our grievances but when I do because I no longer felt comfortable to have a direct conversation with you because you immediately punished Sprinkle suddenly its just a "fuckass letter". Again, painting me as irrational.

ALL YOU'VE BEEN DOING IS PAINTING ME AS IRRATIONAL FOR BEING UPSET WITH YOU.

All youre gonna do is block, call us abusive cowards, throw more tantrums and such. You wont even post these, if you do youre just gonna waffle-pancakes the situation and act as if people cant read. Which is fucking insulting to your audience by the way.

Also no, I did not extend the olive branch. Quite frankly, I am not white enough to know what that idiom means. You did. You offered me. And with the same branch, you fucking hit us with it for not trusting you.

I trusted you. I fucking trusted yiu ti make right decisions and all you did was fucking spat in my face. I would have never contacted them if not sent racist anons. No, neither of the alleged user being the ones behind it will make me less hurt by you. I have told this to Chaos the very first message I sent. Everybody knows I wouldnt be here if you had left me the FUCK alone in the first place. Why should I leave you alone when you didnt?

Remember when you tried to respond to me with the same hostility after being ableist and racist towards me? Remember when you threatened to bite back but fucking cried when i bit back harder? Remember when you tried to guilt me for being the cause of your attempt but you celebrated when I was hospitalized for having a nervous breakdown and one of the causes was you calling me broken?

Are you gonna address any of that and explain how its not bigoted in your words? Or are you gonna keep the context hidden and yap about me being the real evil racist here.

My discord remains open. You wanna cry about me being this evil abusive racist go for it. You want a genuine conversation I am more than willing! And the offer wasnt to deny your heritage further but to explain why I came to this conclusion personally to you because I am, at the end of the day, a person of color, born as a person of color, raised as a person of color, grew up as a person of color, and live life as a person of color. My viewpoints in everything including you involves racism. Its that deep for me. Whether im indigenous or just indigenous descent is irrelevant, I am still a person of color. So when I deny your heritage its because you arent the first to be doing and behaving like this.

You wanna claim being indigenous, go ahead. You are still a racist. You have a vile racist history, you have been repeatedly racist towards me, my non white friends see it.

Anyways, I have very little hope you will come to an understanding of why im upset. I have unfortunately normalized the idea you will likely continue to call me or imply im crazy, because why bother to prove me wrong when you can vilify a woc even further. I want to believe you are capable of a conversation, but what do i know? Im just a racist irrational beaner after all.

Despite my hostilities, I am actually very capable of switching up my tone and be mature when its needed, not when you demand it.

My offer remains open until my trip. I dont have enough time here, and yet I am making some specificslly for you. The least you can do at the end is consider my point of view.

I have considered yours enough, thats why I listened to you and why I was the one defending your claims of abuse even afterwards.

If you absolutely don't want a conversation, dont publicly post about us reaching out to you. It was very unfair to say that then immediately change your mind when accepted.

Have a good night.

rinstumblertrashbin

Oooh! Burn! Also you want someone to talk to you? Damn! Guess I’ll @ you then @secrecyspades. Oh what’s this? I can’t? Damn! It’s almost as if you’re too much of a pants pissing coward to talk to me because you wronged me in the past and you KNOW how I act when other people are hurt in worse ways than I have.

I know people are curious as to what happened to me because of this man. And I’ve only said what was private. And while it could also be his degenerate ex fiancée Aether/Arkayne, I don’t care. Aether can kill himself for all I care. If he did sexually abuse Sugar, I would not be shocked.

Back in 2024, I cut ties with Sugar for harassing an “18 year old” over fucking HAVING ideation and dating them after freshly attempted it at age 26. Because processing being groomed and dealing with household abuse as a teen (just an “adult” one) totally not a typical response to that. Spoilers, the “18” year old was actually a minor! Finding this out, Sugar would seek revenge by pretending to be the wronged party and try to call their MOTHER. Harassing them, threatening them—even dating their groomer and when that backfired, threw the groomer under the bus to Sprinkle and Chaos when they updated their doc on its heinous actions.

My friend, @abyssalgrey , decided to call him out. Albeit, getting one thing wrong which calling Sugar a groomer. Lio and by extension—I, would tell them that is false as Nexar lied about being 18.

Suddenly, and conveniently, Grey gets an anonymous ask threatening to dox my REAL name if they didn’t take down their video after a few hours a day after New Years Day.

Ofc, the dox never happened. But I was scared fucking shitless. How was the dox attained?

Because I financially supported Sugar on PayPal due to him going through a rough time.

I made the mistake of befriending this man pitying him because I was in a similar position of being a pariah, that and him…

Harassing me on Leigha Something’s streams to become friends with him because of being wronged by LioConvoy. Of course, Lio and I are on good terms and have been for about 2 years now.

The biggest reason aside from fearing being doxed is not just that, but because of the household I lived in. Dad and I moved out, but the main one (aside from my at the time volatile ex stepmom who would weaponize my father against me so he could hurt me) was my ex stepbrother. I prefer not to elaborate what he did to me, but he said things to me since I was a minor. And he would threaten to, and go through with—outing my trans identity, leading to abuse (due to him stalking my socials).

I fucking hate him.

I would do things to myself I am not proud of due to fear.

To give further context, Sugar after a lung collapse and being hospitalized, would have a person taking over named “Bug Mod (🐞)”. I’m now convinced this person is Aether pretending to be a cis woman in her thirties. Or just Sugar itself. Not that I care, I hate them both. There would be anons Bug would answer essentially mocking me self harming, blaming me for his cat’s death, implying I’m not actually an SA victim, etc.

This really hurt. Because I still cared for him, past tense.

I’ll provide more screenshots in the next reblog. But after emailing Sugar on an email made public by him posting a doc, I would ask him to address his friend’s behavior and delete the posts about me due to my at the time household situation. He didn’t, which lead to me asking Bsky staff instead. I am forever grateful for the Bsky staff taking action. I presume he lied that Bug was even real or not just himself or Aether.

But I’ve healed from this, mainly because I realize if you apologize to me, you will NEVER stop.

Why am I after you currently? Because you won’t stop hurting people who are far more vulnerable than I am.

Not everyone who is against you is a fan or even a friend of Sprinkle and Chaos. I just hate that you are targeting people younger than you who have a bigger history of hurting themselves.

Fuck you, you worthless crybully.

rinstumblertrashbin

Point being! He will never stop! I don’t care if he apologizes for egregiously hurting me. I accept he won’t be genuine. He’ll just do what he did to me.

I even sent this in 2024 because I still cared for him. Again, not the case anymore.

I dont use this app but if you stumble across my comments against my racist abuser I am more than willing to answer any questions for the context behind everything. Please do not use my strawpage if you find it to send asks about the situation there. I wont be posting them

#secrecyspades #smilkkisser

secrecyspades

In the least insulting way possible.

What are you getting out of this? Genuinely, you do everything in your power to copy and mimic everything Sprinkle/Sundae does, you stalk his every move, you make up insane lies about people you hate that are so out of the realm of possible idk how anyone believes it at this point.

I'm not sure how someone who is pushing 30, who obviously has some form of income that you were able to live ONE YOUR OWN in an expensive apartment, buy expensive merchandise, and have the ability to fly by plane or by train, but you are not only mooching off people who are too kind for their own good and preying on people who are a near decade younger than you to live with even though you have the means to live on your own.

You stay in this viscous cycle of toxic dependence, manipulation, and self-victimization you cant even see what's right in front of you.

I know you're not gonna respond or even remove this ask, but then again I wouldnt expect more from someone like you.

- Dove,

because you obviously think every fucking ask you get that isnt agreeing with you is him or someone who you hate.

I'm actually about to sit you though fuck down.

You don't know anything about the situation other than what you've been shown by that side. Maybe take into account the fact that we don't actually stalk him. And you can personally be invited into our discord server to see that and speak to others about the situation. You genuinely want to hear our side of the story? You're more than welcome to talk to me about it. But if you're just going to sit there and say you know everything as if you're us and lived our life? Then no. You're entitled and you think that you know everything when you really don't. And I'm sorry if that makes you very angry and upset, but that's the cold hard truth of the matter.

I don't understand how any of this has to do with the apartment we had tbh. Our ex-fiance's family asked us to move with him because he wanted to move with us to get away from his family.

and they didn't want him to leave home so they asked us to move in with him. They also said it would be better for us and our health and it ended up going sour REALLY BADLY.

You can legitimately look at our server and see that up until recently we really haven't talked about sprinkle. We only started talking about him because I went to block his Twitter when I made my own and saw the shit that he was saying. Again you're more than welcome to actually have a discussion with us about this and talk to multiple sources that have witnessed otherwise.

Because what's actually happened? Since we left the internet in September people would make alternate accounts to message us on tiktok and scream at us, people who are blocked like cereza, or harass Us in comment sections in our YouTube videos, or leave hate comments in general, or anonymous hate messages.

We have evidence of everything you're accusing us of being the otherwise- especially someone who was in that discord server who can tell you first person that these people have stalked **us**

So if you want evidence and you want to hear our side of the story? You can add me on discord by dming me and I'll give it to you here.

And as far as mooching? I don't feel comfortable telling you how we actually escaped our ex-partner financially because frankly that's none of your business. We just have some very kind and financially well off people that have helped both us and the people that we live with. Because we all were in a bad situation of some kind.

It's not mooching. Because we're also the one financially providing for most of the things in the house right now. We're the only one with any form of income at the moment who's been providing food, toiletries, and everything that was necessary to even move in.

So. You're free to DM me and I can give you my discord to add me to talk to people who have seen the other side of the story. And if you don't want to this just means that you're just going to believe what you want to and scream about it as if it's the truth.

Which is pretty immature and says more about you than the actulity of the situation. Now if you'll excuse me I'm going to go spend time with my partner system. Who's ALSO witnessed this shit.

You have no goddamn right to say anything about our abusive relationship or what happened. You have no right to talk about our finances or what's been happening. You have no right or place to assume you know everything. Because you're not living with us. You're not speaking to us daily. You don't know the details.

I hope that clears everything. And if it doesn't then I hope that you stay the f*** away from us because we've blocked you I think for about a year now. I think the fact that you keep circumventing the block, dove, because we don't want any contact with you says more about you and proves that you and your friends are the stalkers. So THINK ABOUT THAT ONE for a second.

Oh okay also I forgot to address something

"mimicking / copying sprinkle"

I want you to sit there and logistically ask yourself how it is that someone having similar interests is mimicking or copying someone. No genuinely.

And it isn't everything it's just literally having the same interests. If we were mimicking or copying him we would be dying our hair the same color as him and cutting at the same style and trying to literally use his name (huh funny that he did that to us isn't it though?)

The fact of the matter is we're just someone who was born in the '90s who happens to have the same interests because we were born in that age. We were born in '97 and raised around the same media he was so of course we're going to like the same things he was as a child. It's not rocket science and he's not special and he doesn't own an interest. It's pretty entitled to think otherwise. And it shows a lot of insecurity about your identity actually. It also shows in security however if we feel the need to defend it so we're not going to. But I don't think it's logical to say someone is copying or mimicking someone because they have the same interests as them.

At the end of the day there is no actual original person. We can like sanrio and funfetti cupcakes and sprinkles and pastels and stuff. And I'm sorry if someone is so insecure they their whole identity is threatened because God forbid someone has similar interests.

dreamydex

So we're cowards for not saying anything but when we do we're harassers even though you let's see

1. Brought up Sprinkle & Chaos by name in your YouTube channel despite them not saying anything

2. Made a tiktok about me LYING of what was said and refused to share the actual screenshot and refused to explain how calling a woc broken & misguided, a monster, and tone policing her isn't racist & ableist?

All you have is me calling your European ass white. As if you lived as a poc yourself

You can't even destroy any arguments here, all you have is "well we have evidence" and when we say okay us too all you have is "well ackshually they don't count!" You act like you're the only one abused it's almost pathetic because ehat makes you think you're the only one who knows abuse tactics and we don't? What makes you think I wouldn't know? Let's hear it.

"They need to move on!" And yet you continue to post about us. Not very moving on is it? Yes, you are allowed to share your stories and vent about it, this means, we are allowed to do the same and you are in no position to say otherwise. But by doing so you seek problems. Keeping it in private is far better to avoid situations like this but you relish in negative attention. It inflated your ego.

Let's make this super clear, I don't regret shit & I will never be sorry for anything. I'm only sorry you're incapable of getting your head out of your ass. You can't even address any point I made all you have is "well you called me white and you're not indigenous sooo checkmate!"

Mind you you offered to talk multiple times and in those times you

1. Called us a child & uncivilized because I responded rightfully with anger in a post that lied about what was said, threw ableism at me, & acted like a white saviour (no, you don't get to decide it isn't.)

2. Started to target Sprinkle as punishment for not trusting you anymore, taking back everything you were supposedly taking accountability for.

3. Said your friends said no.

And I'm a coward how?

Your evidence are full of bias and are not definitive. You're incapable of putting two and two together. And when the evidence is presented to you all you do is

1. Say it don't count

2. Actually ignore them and continue to point fingers.

Like when you called me a beaner & didn't address any other racist shit because to you they aren't racist even though you are not latino to say otherwise? You took "accountability" but ended with "b-but she said I'm not indigenous so she's still at fault!!" You called me a racial slur and have said other racist shit. Incomparable offenses. One gets people hate crimed & abused, the other hurts your feelings.

Let's ignore the fact I've defended you, heard your side, provided my insight in favour of you, was willing to ruin my reputation further for you. No no because I left and was bombarded with racism suddenly I wasn't hearing your side at all because how dare I seem out the other parties insight?

Have you ever heard of this phrase: The truth always have 3 sides? Yours, mines, & what actually happened? Why am I not allowed to seek out the other party's perspective after being punished for leaving you?

You are ALLOWED to be hurt by us, what isn't fair is to act like we aren't allowed to be hurt by you AT ALL. What isn't fair is to keep context hidden. What isn't fair is saying we need to move on but you can continue behaving like this because YOU'RE the real victim.

Until you break down every grievances I have with you, I don't wanna be shown you're out here being so good at arguing you made us regret it.

And let this be clear, I am only speaking for myself here. Have been, will continue doing do because I'm not a 20 y/o fresh in college, I am YOUR age.

Also I don't owe you my personal journey and traumas. But let this be clear, my native friends, non-white friends, & my indigenous sister have all agreed you have been insanely racist and trust I show them the screenshots of YOUR posts against me. The day I reconnect with my indigenous culture, I will still continue to see your actions against me as racist.

Stop demanding I see your side when you refuse to see mine.

seto2

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And before anyone starts, I don't take any of what is in that document as evidence from Chaos. Because Chaos is a pathological liar who can't do anything but bend the story for his own benefit. In every situation. Therefore, anything you have against Sugar that resides in that document is null to me. Give me evidence otherwise, and I'll consider. And those YouTube videos were made by people who would use kiwi farms, I'd rather choke on sea water than listen to them. Find me a source outside of Chaos, outside of kiwifarmer YouTube videos, and outside of that KLB archive account that's ran by the person who's best friends with his rapist. Give me legitimate evidence of his shit, away from those sources, and I'll look at it.

dreamydex

This is so fucking hypocritical lmfao. "Find evidence against Sugar but don't give me evidence from this platforms posting evidence against Sugar." Yeah sure no problem!

Here's Sugar pointing fingers are one of its exposed harasser after I had just told it we can't be sure. Immediately throwing assumptions without thinking and allowing its own paranoia to make impulsive accusations. Accusations that could LEAD to further harassment btw.

Here's Sugar or rather it's alters crossing my boundaries it knows I had in place for previous harassment. I literally don't care if you think I'm in the wrong, Sugar KNOWS I'm very hard on being left alone. Even if the racist anons aren't sent by it but magically this new user I never even heard of, considering it threw accusations of who the user behind those accs are, I think I'm allowed to throw the same smoke in return. HOWEVER

Block evading me twice after I had explicitly told it I'm not interested in hearing their side anymore? Is this not harassment? Oh right, according to you it'd just be Sugar trying to "defend itself" (despite me explicitly saying I am not fucking interested in its bullshit anymore).

Here's Sugar stalking Chaos. It had no reason to post any screenshot or even mention Sprinkle at all. This post alone didn't say anything against Sugar yet it decided this was a great way to prove Chaos is the "problem" apparently!

Here's it & it's alter threatening to take down my account for "targeted harassment" (by definition & legally I did fuck all.) Posting a call out against Sugar is NOT targeted harassment. Directly calling it out for trying to vague me with lies is not targeted harassment. I'm not sending people to harass it, I have stated multiple MULTIPLE times I'm against anyone harassing it. But my call outs aren't one. If it were, then Sugar's "call outs" on Chaos & its continued Posting about Sugar is, by its own definition, targeted harassment.

Oh and ofc not to mention it tried to block evade me twice already so is that not targeted harassment? Not to mention it knows a threat like this means fuck all to me since it saw my tweet lol.

Sugar vaguing me on bluesky and acted like I never listened to it despite spending months listening & defending it.

The bullshit in questions? Having a pattern of dating 18 year olds at their grown age which I find weird as someone who's the same age. AND racism. 2022 saying weird fucking things against POC especially black people. No I'm not gonna let that fly easily, 3 years is not enough for me to consider it "the past". I do NOT have to forgive someone for their racist history as a WOC ESPECIALLY when it wasn't even a decade ago & only less than half a decade ago lmfao.

Here's Sugar once again harassing me through strawpage when it knows I don't play about my boundaries being crossed. These were sent right after it blocked me on bluesky, you know. Instead of just fucking replying then block me, no it had to reach me out through strawpage.

Since Tumblr has a photo limit I'll continue on another reply since I can keep going 😋

dreamydex

Here's Sugar caught stalking me for some fucking reason lmao:

Here's Chaos not wanting to interact with anyone associated with its rapist (it had blocked its rapist already). But sure it's definitely in contact with its rapist with this reaction.

Whatever this fucking was knowing full way Sprinkes' current name

And here's the beat for last! Threatening to blackmail/dox a friend of mine by trying to obtain its legal information THAT IS NOT PUBLICALLY AVAILABLE TO IT.

So tell me again how Sugar didn't do anything wrong here? I'm fully allowed to leave anybody for their problematic history I'm not obligated to fucking stay if I don't want to.

There are other docs besides Chaos calling it out for literal racism so why should I believe there's an entirely new user harassing me on behalf of Sugar despite it hating Sugar? Why should I believe it's innocent when it has a literal racist history?

Why is it allowed to throw countless accusations with no concrete proof but I seemingly cant? Why is it allowed to harass me when I kept saying to leave me tf alone but when i speak up it's targeted harassment? Why is it doxxing posting an email that was willingly given to someone for a false copyright claim but Sugar attempting to dox someone through chat isn't? Why is anything we say "endangering" it but anything they do isn't endangering us?

The funniest thing is I would have never reached out if I never recieved those slurs.

Claiming most of these sources are "null" is so fucking funny when these sources provide hundreds of screenshots and recordings. It loves threatening legal action yet there's a recording of the judge telling it to get the fuck over it and stop talking to the other party lmao.

I fail to see how Chaos is the actual bad guy here. You're doing the exact same shit you claim Chaoscis doing which is fucking peak comedy.

Give us proof you aren't Sugar & we wont assume such but the sole fact Sugar has a billion accounts and proved itself to stalk people already, but you won't so I'm gonna assume you're the same person if that's okay with you, yeah? Since I'm allowed to do the exact same shit it does since it didn't do "anything" wrong. And even if it did it's all in the past! Everything Chaos did was in the past anyways so soooooo....? Everything we do is already in the past, once I hit enter it's in the past.

Do you see how stupid that argument is? No of course not. Genuinely this is pathetic behaviour. I can't believe you really said "shown proof by not the proof shown in these platforms." Fucking hilarious of you lmfao.

dreamydex

Sugar has also just blocked my tumblr despite not having me blocked since it didn't know i was here too. It only blocked me right after I called your bullshit out which is just as funny bc I THOUGHT it was on a social media break? Is its break just not posting or to stay offline bc I don't see it staying the fuck away?