Drekevac @drekevac - Tumblr Blog

My visually impaired friend can’t read this stuff. So I fixed it up just for him to be able to read it! :)

#visual impairment #disability #accessibilty #chronicillness #chronicpain #chronicfatigue

you ever end up having to create your own edit of a song because there was none to begin with?

#because i just had to do that #and it was so annoying

Drew Ghost from COD MW 2 as a Helldiver because I've been hyperfixating on both games and couldn't sleep until I completed this

#modernwarfare2 #modernwarfare2009 #modernwarefareii #ghostcod #simon ghost riley

You know I'm weird when I say

"You give me mustard vibes"

To my best friend

#sillyposting #weirdo #humour #funny stuff #funny

~Late Night Doodles~

#drawing #doodle #sketch #trans #drawing practice #oh snap it's been a hot minute

disableddyke

onion not even doing satire at this point

drekevac

It’s sad because I have to do this too.

pansyray

men with stretch marks my beloveds

Been a hot minute since I’ve posted. I’ve been in the hospital for the last three months to only go home for two weeks to then be sent back into the hospital and admitted for an unknown amount of time I have spent more time in the hospital than inside my own home as of this year so far. I have been poked so many times that even when they walk in to come do a IV I scream I cry, and at this point, I don’t know what I’m supposed to do because they refused to knock me out. They refused to sedate me I just have to sit there and scream, and they’re aware that I’m chronically ill. They’re aware I am suffering chronic pain. I had a central line, but the doctors decided to take it out because they had no plans for it. It’s very frustrating to be told that you’re going to get better and everything is going to be OK when at the moment everything is not OK everything is not getting better. I’m only getting worse and makes me feel inferior to everyone. I feel like I’m useless, and even being stuck in the hospital it makes me feel even more useless I don’t know what I’m supposed to do anymore. Life is not fair I want to fucking die

#tw hospital #tw medical #tw mention of needles #disabled #cripplepunk #chronicallyill #chronicfatigue #chronicpain #personal vent #vent post #vent #trauma vent

grungixfungix

I want to cuddle so bad. I want my body pressed against another body. I want my arms and legs entwined with theirs. I want to feel our breathing and heart beats synchronize. I want to become one being with another person for a little while.