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i'm the normalest guy on the planet btw. #normalboy #normalcore #boynormal #normalguythings

Pissing me off when i have the knowledge needed to do something so i SHOULD be able to do it well but i lack the practiced movements. Like sure, i should be able to style a wig and make a glued hairline, but i'll sit here with my glued wefts and look at my wig and everything swims and i cant see the scissors or where the wefts start and end and should go

#eyes been tired lately so i see worse. and its so frustraring to just no i cant cut out pattern pieces right now bc the lines are moving and #i cant differenciate between lines and scissor and shadows #frustrating and draining physically but mostly emotionally #like yeah dude chill. you are disabled bc of the bad eyesight. this is not news. its just life #i tried to trim the lace of a wig last year. only to have someone else fix it up for me bc i just couldnt see well enough to get close #i need to pick up something idk tactile? like knitting is a craft you dont need eyesight percision you know. cross stitching too #just GOD is there so much involded with sewing. tracing patternt and adapting them and change it to your body and needs #and tracing it out on fabric and cutting fabric. i was working with mostly black this time and i swear i got close to losing it #its painful to look at and work with black fabrics. and the fabric wouldnt work with my heat erace pens so it was chalk time every time #finishing a piece of clothing only to look at it with hate and disapointment...#its looking bleak to get everythinf done but fuck it i gotta keep trying. in 2 weeks i can become puddle and just think about travels #no more work and fixing. just exist. feel the sun on my skin #slow worker and not even getting results to match the time and effort spent. letting down others again and feeling like a failure #weicome to anothwr diary entry. feeling very defeated. on the edge or at a breaking point. ready to just lie down and cry #accept failure. but i cant. so i will push forward as far as i can and say i really did try my best and it just wasnt enough this time sorry

Having to come to terms with the fact i do not feel satisfaction at finishing something

#sew the last hem on some pants and just... okay. it is done. the pants are done. and i feel maybe worse #like damn what is up with that? is it because i'm still drowning in work? god i cant wait for fall. all my plans to pass. i can hibernate #do nothing. allow myself to sit down with a real game (witcher3 i will return to youuuu)

analog-delight

there's no such thing as "male socialization" or "female socialization". you were raised to be a misogynist and that looks different based on what gender you were coercively assigned by a doctor working in a misogynistic society.

goth-queen

byjove

Everyone makes fun of the millennial overpriced burger restaurants but the worst part is that they got you hooked on some bullshit and promptly shut down because their polycule broke up or whatever. You’ll never get to eat the caramelized onion apple parmesan sex bomb burger again. And it was $23 and good.

samsincerely

EVERYONE get in the tags rn and tell me your favorite cheese

#some kind of gouda but i dont remember which

dorothylarouge

In order to do good worldbuilding you need to be able to think politically and that requires understanding politics

dorothylarouge

How do the gnomes of the mushroom village govern themselves and how do they determine the legitimacy of the Giggleking who rules them? These are questions you must be able to answer.

I need to hibernate. Just sleep for some months. Too bad summer is here and i have made too many plans 😭

#idk i think it all went downhill when i went to that course in march? april? and i just didnt have a chance to collect myself after that #and now i live in con crunch hell feeling VERY overwhelmed 😔

Visually i'm really happy with p4r, i was afraid everything they make going forward would imitate p5 forever, which is stupid to say, its all persona, but this trailer really gives me a ratatouille moment to playing it on the vita

Oh i REALLY dont like call of duty...

#every event they show a cod game i'#i'll just sit there like 😬. military games in general just makes me go yikes #have issues with it on all levels. surface level and deeper and everything between

Thats a different vibe for P6 :0

I am curious what if anything they would change about p4 this time

#i do find it more charming/apealing than p5 sorry the jazz of it all really turned me off it

depsidase

kabber

If i lock in these pants could be a 2 day mission 😤

#i'm going insane spending multiple weeks on jackets #and next years cosplan? you guessed it. another jacket

jethroq

wettestwraith

prev dont leave this in the tags

silvergryphonart

Literally the definition of imperialism and classism. Doesn’t matter how many peasants you sacrifice as long as the most powerful piece is left standing

musicalhell

Proximity of bishops to the rulers promotes theocratic oppression

juh-was-deactivated19691231-dea

the horse is so fuckable

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