hi, my name's jesse! 26 yo ༄ any pronouns ༄ sso/ssl content, art mostly but some writing as well my main is @onwardspasserine (all follows come from there) :) #darkstar au
hi, i'm a 26-year-old uni student from finland! i go by jesse :)
i draw for a living (as of now), but it is also my dearest hobby
i write too, though i am currently way too into my current longfic to sidetrack any (my ao3 is onwardspasserine)
@onwardspasserine is also my main blog! so if you see me following you, that is the account from which i will be doing that
i am super gay so i apologize in advance for that bc it does seep into my stuff.
star stable stuff:
my sso oc's ref
been playing ever since the english release, made my current main account around 2014
was introduced to jorvik in 2006 by star shine legacy, that all hold a dear place to my heart <3
i have two accounts; my main is lvl 25 and this is where i hoard horses, i am currently at 268 i believe; and my side is lvl 17 and i made it solely to replay the main missions lol. my main acc serves as the character i consider my main oc in the star stable universe
i am nostalgic for the old 2d art
i am in my own club (sunglasses emoji)
my favorite characters are jay and sabine, as well as linda and anne (they should've kept anne's old personality though. ain't every young person you're going to meet going to be charitable, sorry. they were scared of making her a little mean but i am not)
my au is called darkstar au and you can find all my stuff related to it with that tag also :)
my scs can be found at #my screenshots / my art can be found at #my art
uhhhhh idk what to add beside that so if y'all have any questions or concerns hit me up in the dms or ask box :3 would love to chat
here's nicole, my beloved sso character :') my sister's been cooking up some collages of her own sso oc's lately and i got inspired by her. so here's nicole, in game (of course, far from perfect, as the character creation is somewhat lacking); in tomodachi ltd; the way i draw her; and then lastly her face claim/closest irl resemblance/character inspo, dani from the haunting of bly manor ahah
i love her so much guys... my scrimblo... she may be aideen reborn but she has no idea of anything that's going on ever <3
you said, "oh, look, babe, even god is trying to warn you
all this ain't for you"
but i cling to my seat
—
back on my regularly scheduled bullshit which is yumeshipping an oc with a star stable villain. i love them so so dearly i cannot even describe. <3 i want them to marry and have seven thousand kids
Bambi blinked at her, as if she didn't quite understand. She didn't. Their physical injuries meant nothing—they had had it coming, it was unfair to have made her do it. The blame was theirs alone.
"Of course I came–," they replied with a teary chuckle. "Are you mad? I love you."
She sniffled weakly as her fingers sank into her hair; she had already forgotten about the new look, so distraught had she been from everything that had happened since.
"I hope you like it," she murmured, not going into details on how it had came to be; she didn't want to disclose her drunken sleepover now, when Sabine was so broken and had obviously taken everything worse than she'd thought she would, after all that anger and furious declarations of duty. There was so much she had kept from her, and from now on, Bambi had to do the same. Their lover would never know just how doomed they already were, not until there would be a day when there was no hiding it; her grief about the loss of their future would be as short as humanly possible.
Her warm, trembling hands enveloped her face, and Bambi released a sigh, melting into her touch. She never broke eye contact, desperately searching for some kind of answer to the riddle that had become of their relationship in her honey-colored gaze. She wanted to instantly apologise for asking such a silly question, for whatever her answer would have been, it would have been a lie. They'd have made her a liar as well as a traitor to whatever cause she fought for. Bambi kept staining her character with their weaknesses.
"You never lost me for a moment," she said, and altough her voice quivered a little, her words were clear when Sabine's faltered. A tear rolled slowly down her cheek onto her skin, but she smiled up at her; there had perhaps never been so much love in her gaze.
"It was not your fault. Never. I put you in that impossible situation. If I had known that you– Gods, Sabine..."
what if the gays were hurt and struggling? what then??
gosh i love writing them and this au alskdksjsjss their relationship is so delicious *AUGH AUGH AUGH -100 psychic damage*
bonus under the cut w/ stupid enby-cousinsiblings reconnecting bc i am actually so very fond of them it's not funny
The cousins cried together without acknowledging either of their tears but still comforting each other—the way it had always been.
"Yeah, well. You've been listening to me too much, I think," Bambi murmured, but their voice was soft. "But thank you, Jay. I guess you've held on to some part of me; and it has now came back with you. I hope it was some very old piece, because I was a good kid. We both were. We didn't deserve all that."
The healer scoffed to their musing about Nicole. "That's what you fear is happening. She has been raised, all right, but only to hate our guts. There is no hate like Christian love—but she is more than that. You know she is. Please let her stay if she wants, but be careful; she really does care for you."
To the small hug, Bambi clung on like she'd done as a child, burying her nose into the fabric of their shirt. Whatever Sabine said of them—whoever was the Jay she knew—they were her brother in every way that mattered. Her only one. For a good part of her life, keeping them safe had been the most important thing. It wouldn't change, no matter what they'd do and who they would become.
"I didn't hold on to you," they muttered into them. "I should have; but I didn't. Whatever happened to you, it's partly my fault. I–"
There was a small pause, a contemplative silence. "I shouldn't have left like that. I found myself all right, but I lost my little brother, and I guess I was never much of a person without them."
Then she exhaled slowly, pulling away from them and meeting their teary eyes with her own.
"Promise me to practice what you preach, hm? You deserve goodness, too. I will make sure you get it. And whatever—whoever—we choose, nothing won't take us apart again, okay? I'm selfish, and I want my Costanzo. Without worrying over for your sorry ass, things are not the same."
(spoiler alert! they will be taken apart again. precisely because of their choices. at least sort of </3)
saved up for a horse, didn't know which one. was glad i didn't spend it on the new noriker (which i also love very much) when this beauty came out <3 her name is dashboard (from the noah kahan song) aka dani (dani clayton from the haunting of bly manor)
i got @thebestbobaflavour into my au and now it's OUR au. anyway here are our fate-doomed idiots nicole and bambi and they're the most unconventional best friends ever
rich in life bc bestie is into star stable now . miss darkstar au sabine you will always be so cool and famous and have the cutest little healer partner
bambi about sabine: she is gorgeous, hot, beautiful, divine and i love her because she is heaven personified, intelligent and emotionally mature and makes me feel safe and protected ❤️❤️❤️
bambi about jay: they're a fucking slut.
@drones-and-jorvikberries i love our stupid gay blorbos
