JVL
Love Begins
let's talk about Bridgerton tea, my ask is open
noise dept.
Today's Document
almost home
todays bird
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Keni
TVSTRANGERTHINGS
roma★
Mike Driver
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
@theartofmadeline
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❣ Chile in a Photography ❣
Not today Justin
if i look back, i am lost
trying on a metaphor
Kaledo Art
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@duki-frechfrosch
Eigentlich schreibe ich ja auf deutsch, doch irgendwie habe ich das Gefühl, dass man auf deutsch heutzutage kein Buch vermarkten kann 🙈
Alle Posts, Videos und whatever sind auf Englisch, doch mein Buch ist es nicht...
Das wird doch dann keiner lesen😔
And an English summary now:
I'm a German author and writer of course my book is written in German.🙈 But how am I supposed to get people to read it when everything everywhere is posted in English? 😔
Ich arbeite an meinem aktuellen Buch - es hat die 600 Seiten Marke gesprengt und ich bin stolz darauf 🤪
Das ist der vibe - würdest du es lesen?
Working on my current WIP - that's the aesthetic - would you read it?
The Battle of Hogwarts took place 25 years ago today.
Jeez I'm screwed...
I once read that awesome lemon/smit thing with castiel x reader where she was a hunter with way to many battle scars that she hid under her clothes. She got hurt on a demon hunt and Cas heals her. Afterwards he comes to her after her shower and it ends in the bed where he kisses each and every scar of her...
I have no idea anymore where I read it or who wrote it, just the summary above and that it was quite long and awesome.
I could smite myself for not saving it - or for having it saved on a device I no longer own 😑
Monday evening I nearly broke down crying because the reusable grocery bag in my trunk didn't open up right away - if that's not an indicator that my job is making me sick I don't know what is...
I took the day off yesterday to make a tryout day at another company (one where I would do what I studied) and I was so happy last night. I think I've got enough energy for the rest of the week now.
I'll go to a second tryout on Monday and I will call in sick - after this week I'm so not going back there. I've been sick for months after the last time I started crying for stupid reasons, not gonna have it again.
Got a new job, still a bad one. I shouldn't have taken the first opportunity to leave the call center I suppose... But I was so desperate to get away I didn't notice the red flags.
Now I still have a job where the phone rings all the time and you're expected to call hundreds of people a day to beg them to deliver newspapers on Saturday - I might hate that job even more than my last.
Sounds like me hating work in general but that's not true. It's just, I don't know, I feel like I'm the one doing it wrong but then again am I not allowed a job that I like at least a little bit?
Nearly broke down crying in my car and later in the shower and cut myself yesterday again. That's a good sign of me getting burned out again and I hate it. I can't just stay home no matter how much I want to. My boss is leaving for her vacation next week and I want so much to call in sick right after and never go back 😶
“Everyone you meet always asks if you have a career, are married or own a house; as if life was some kind of grocery list. But nobody ever asks if you are happy.”
— Heath Ledger
Started cooking a lot more often since my husband works full-time and I have a part time job.
Still don't like it much, I like baking better 😅
But I'm getting better and braver. Today not so much as I am just making fish 🐟 in the oven with rice 🍚 and a salad 🥗 🙈
Today has been a rough day. I really need a new job, some job where I don't have to take and make phone calls all the time. I hate being a Call Center Agent with passion but I cannot find anything else. No one wants to hire a media designer that can only design stuff and has no experience thanks to covid...
I was so damn close to cutting again today and I haven't done so in almost 6 months... Maybe the urge will still win later who knows... I don't.
Time is still an issue. It's Saturday and I've got to work in a few hours for a few hours - our Saturday shift is short luckily. While doing this I will be playing the Sims 2 on my Laptop to pass time. I cannot concentrate on writing or drawing while having to maintain the Hotline because you can be interupted anytime. So I play my old sims game cause I can pause it any moment I want.
Time. That's what I really need. Time. Time to do stuff I want. Time to do sports as I spent my working hours sitting on a desk. Time for self care as I don't even spent more time than needed in the shower. Time for my passion - for drawing and writing.
Sure I've got some time rn, but killing time because you've got nothing to do while still at work is not having time.
Maybe a schedule will help, who knows. Maybe it will make things worse even, causing a creative block. Only time will tell...
Got 30 today, had a nice Day having brunch with sparkling wine with my mum and got some cool presents. 🙃
My husband gave me plushies (oh I love Plushies, got around 100 😅🥰) my mum got me a huula hoop and a jumping rope, my dad got me a drawing Programme (Clip Studio Paint) and my little sis gor me this awesome wine tumblr and a poster with dates from my year of birth 💚🖤
I haven't been so active lately as I got a new job with weird working hours which keep me from doing much on weekdays 🙈 But I got some time to at least doodle a bit at work today. Can you tell me who I drew? 🙃 #doodle #doodle #doodlesketch #pencildrawing #pencilart #pusheensketch #pusheen #disneysketch #arielle https://www.instagram.com/duki_frechfrosch/p/CZKNXsFF56y/?utm_medium=tumblr
Full moon and #creepypastaday - what a creepy night to come 🙃 https://www.instagram.com/p/B3kejpnIPTY/?igshid=1o2v76i05wu2j
I made some fanart this week, just some sketches from my favorite Netflix series Disentchantment 🙃 #pencildrawing #sketching #fanart #disentchantment https://www.instagram.com/p/B26phAYIbhD/?igshid=1k8rmtgrdp14h
No one can say I cannot draw creepy things 🙃 that's my char from Shadow of the demon lord pen and paper - a changeling If you want me to draw one for you, just ask^^ #2d #digitalart #fantasy #drawing https://www.instagram.com/p/B0qHzf7gI13/?igshid=a79gapkluiok
I think it's a good thing my boss can't see me from up there xD he doesn't like me "smoking" anyway - it's not smoke it's vapor! #lunchbreak #outside #hidden #vaping https://www.instagram.com/p/B0DyUJJouR1/?igshid=jhmiq1rfczf1
