Deception Hall

[anxietyproblem]

[dumbpessimistbitch]

With each passing moment I become more and more a caricature of someone i once was, like a poorly written character whose personality is self-destructive and self-hate.

[trainsandpaperplanes]

Irreversibly female.

debated posting this one

[trainsandpaperplanes]

I need to be their daughter.

Not whatever the fuck I am.

Please.

I just need to be a girl.

I just need to be their girl.

[dumbpessimistbitch]

Something is making me mentally exhausted, and his absence makes it even worse. Did I do something wrong, or am I just too needy?

[unstablepurple3nt1ty]

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[dumbpessimistbitch]

It's amazing, I go after what I shouldn't, I see what I'm not supposed to see, and I get hurt by something I WASN'T SUPPOSED TO SEE. I am my own worst enemy.

[sickfrr]

[dumbpessimistbitch]

It's so strange to live when you realize you're not going to have that person you want so much.

[dumbpessimistbitch]

Struggling with the urge to vomit due to a sheer lack of emotional intelligence.

[paperheartscollective]

Fighting the urge to destroy all of my relationships and push everyone away just to see if they stick around after it’s over

[dumbpessimistbitch]

My biggest fear is developing addictions and destroying myself out of sheer stupidity.

[dumbpessimistbitch]

I hurt him trying to help, I'm despicable and deserved to suffer for being so incompetent and useless in everything I do, I'm a stupid bitch, just a stupid bitch. Please, people who see this, explain to me how I can be less useless, or send me an anonymous message, I just need to interact.

[ppearl83]

[dumbpessimistbitch]

I really think something's going on and they want to leave me out, but I'm a good dog, so I'll stop complaining about what bothers me so I can have them.

[dellreyangels]

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[dumbpessimistbitch]

This silence between him and me is strange, but if I just obey like a dog, it won't make things worse. I want him to always be with me.

[anxietyproblem]