within the last year I feel like I’ve really given up on my life. no socializing, treating my body like garbage, not reaching out for any sort of help. It’s hard to care and most days I wake up thinking, again?
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within the last year I feel like I’ve really given up on my life. no socializing, treating my body like garbage, not reaching out for any sort of help. It’s hard to care and most days I wake up thinking, again?
creamthing dances in the moonlight
my book, CREAMTHING IN HIS GOLDEN YEAR , is now available.
The response has already been really amazing ! thank you to everyone who has ordered, especially those who have posted pictures/reviews of the book + everyone still waiting while I ship, (and while USPS experiences delays)
It’s a hardcover and I think it’s very pretty, I’m very happy with how the physical book came out.
anyway Creamthing and I love you :3
on goodreads i added a 'home library' shelf thinking i could be more organized, but i'm probably not going to follow through with it because it feels like an invasion of my privacy which makes me panicky lol
Source: Moonshine Ink
I’m here again to say I miss Rusty with my entire being and nothing feels real without him
Raining all over CA, so I’m making origami.
is anyone else their father’s female son
I miss Rusty so much. My right eye won’t stop twitching from stress and probably crying so much and I feel like a psycho because I’ve spent every night all night curled up with his stuffed shark
I’ve been having a lot of dreams of being hunted lately? I had a dream that my former best friend (what else do I call her?) knifed me and then threw me down a set of steps to a very happy crowd
am I obsessed with a particular style of adidas shorts that they no longer make? Yes
sometimes I eat the most perfect clementine and get so excited about ripping off a small piece and saving it for Rusty to enjoy too
Your Vice is a Locked Room and Only I Have the Key dir. Sergio Martino (1972)
A cat named Satan
MERET OPPENHEIM: RING WITH SUGAR CUBE, 1936–37 / 2003
Onrie Radovic (Australian, 1985) - Refuge (2025)
Christiane Coppé and Laurence Dubas in Les paumées du petit matin (Jean Rollin, 1981)
“Les paumées du petit matin is largely about watching and being watched. The film is specifically about watching two girls, but more than that, it is about viewing how two girls are expected to be seen, to be see-able. Girls are shown in a number of concrete ways (and to specific ends), but they are traditionally given very little control over how they are viewed. Les paumées du petit matin explores the roles and objects which a ‘girl’ is allowed to be seen as, and explores how she might express some measure of control over how she is seen. Unfortunately, Michelle and Marie often thwart their own attempts to assert control, most notably when their violent reactions too be seen as sexual objects at the end of the film leads directly to their own demise. Rollin’s film offers a visual reading of whether the roles that girls are forced into are escapable - or at least if they can be resisted, at times - and under what conditions this rebellion is possible. Rollin’s Michelle and Marie are two girls apart - not a part of the asylum and its strict adherence to generally conservative social performance, the less-savory bar-centric community, or the upper-class group. As Rollin himself says in an interview on the 2015 Blu-ray from Kino Lorber, Michelle and Marie are 'two girls who didn’t have their own world’. Several ethereal scenes (marked by cinematic and sound differences from the rest of the film) recreate traditional images or progressive shots of intimacy - homosocial and romantic intimacy, respectively - that more closely relate the girls to one another than ever to any other character. As they are not a part of this world, as the director puts it, then they are not a part of society; in turn, the girls meet every attempt of organized society to 'put them in their place,’ so to speak, with violence.” - Lisa Cunningham, from “Les paumées du petit matin: a view of female violence” in “Lost Girls: The Phantasmagorical Cinema of Jean Rollin”, 2017.
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