Hi Im Dreamy

Traumacore||22 years old||Queer||DNI if sensitive to trauma||CSA, COCSA, sexual assault survivor

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Nobody understands just how much I want to cut myself

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Before anyone sends me messages telling me not to I already have cut myself. I just want to do it more.

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Nobody understands just how much I want to cut myself

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I’ve made it 3 weeks of solid work before calling out for no reason

What is wrong with me

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Just woke up and already want to kill myself. This is going to be a long day since I have to go to work too.

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Wanna pick at my infected toe. It’s not healing but not getting worse and it’s still so swollen I just want to pick it and now I know where my picking tools are.

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Tried to airdrop a wholesome meme on this bus and the person declined what the fuck is the point any more

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We missed the bus home so now we need to figure out where we’re going to sleep and I’m going to have to shovel out even more money to get home

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No one in my family can plan shit this trip was a mistake

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As soon as we got out of the car to start our vacation my brother lashed out at me. After a 5 hour car ride, one I thought we were both enjoying, he called me the r-word, a slob, said he couldn’t stand me. Following what I had considered a pleasant trip here, he swore he hated the entire day. I started crying and when I walked away I heard him mocking me for my sadness.

Now spending $200 from my savings to get home a day early so I won’t have to ride with him.

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As soon as we got out of the car to start our vacation my brother lashed out at me. After a 5 hour car ride, one I thought we were both enjoying, he called me the r-word, a slob, said he couldn’t stand me. Following what I had considered a pleasant trip here, he swore he hated the entire day. I started crying and when I walked away I heard him mocking me for my sadness.

Now spending $200 from my savings to get home a day early so I won’t have to ride with him.

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Since I have chewed off all of my nails I had punched my arms and legs all over during a fit. I kind of like how they still hurt when I dig my fingers into them.

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I feel so bad for you, I wanna give ya a tight hug. Stay strong, bud.

Thank you, I would love a tight hug right now. I appreciate your message more than you know.

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Welcome to Walmart where it’s overcrowded and the customers are blatantly transphobic and make local queer person cry (me I’m the local queer person)

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Time to go food shopping with my fatphobic father-in-law yeehaw

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Some context

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Time to go food shopping with my fatphobic father-in-law yeehaw

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Had a nightmare today about my dad r*ping and abusing me and it’s been ruining my entire day. It was so real I’m scared it was a memory.

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