𝒷𝒾𝓇𝒹'𝓈 𝓁𝒶𝓂𝑒𝓃𝓉

"I don't want people to make me happy. I want to choose to be happy. Even if I end up miserable, if it's because what I chose on my own, then it's all worth it." (Indie Hinako Shimizu of Silent Hill f. NOT spoiler free and will contain spoilers for all endings. Please read /about and /rules before interacting.)

[ebisugaokainsilence]

ma... manga... magna icons...

[ebisugaokainsilence]

iiii don't think i would outside of discord rp but tbh once i work on this a bit more (sorry i've been slow on here i wanna get to the asks i have soon!) i would... not mind taking a shot at Mayumi tbh. my character now

[lycorispath-deactivated20260125]

Text promo time because what is making graphics?

Anyway, please like / reblog if you'd like to interact with a (presently dash-only) 18+ independent portrayal of Kotoyuki / Fox Mask from Silent Hill f

written by Yuan.

Spoilers for the entire game present, so proceed with caution~.

rules | about

[lycorispath-deactivated20260125]

"Ah- I'm... so happy to see you well, Kotoyuki."

"Likewise as always, Hinako. I enjoyed the last letter you sent.. perhaps I should deliver my response in person."

[irysanthemum]

Shimizu Siblings

I did the sketch and lineart on Procreate because i prefer doing it there hehe 🌷

I really love their character designs. The issue brought up by this game also hits a little too close to home, so i could understand their struggle a little. I really wish these women could get their happy ending 🥹💔

[ebisugaokainsilence]

god Hinako is so ripe for an Inuyasha AU i need to flesh that one out when i'm making her verses properly

[wardenofsilence]

"SEE?! YOU GET IT! YOU UNDERSTAND!" Robin tried to keep herself grounded, she really did. But the SECOND her confusion was validated. All that went out the window. The rabbit whipped around then and there. "OF ALL THE VILE, BLACK HEARTED SOULS I'VE DEALT WITH; NOT A SINGLE ONE REACTED THE WAY YOU DID. THERE ISN'T A SPEC OF EVIL IN YOU THAT WOULD EVER!!!!! WARRENT A VISIT FROM ME."

Robin pinched the bridge of her nose, making a shrill scrapping noise upon doing so. After a few good deep inhales...she'd finally look back towards Hinako with a forced calm in her voice. "No..." Robin said softly. "My fog covered Ebisugaoka. That's true. But the second it did something stole control from me and basically been running everything from the start. The monsters, your friend...everything was done without my say."

"Anyway, yes. This fog and I are bound. Might as well call us one in the same at this point. As long as a place is covered in it, it's my domain. I'm aware of who enters, who leaves, and who moves between reality and the Otherworld."

"You said you're looking for your friends, yeah? The boy, Shu??? He's at his house, and Rinko is held up in her own. As for Sakuko... Provided her soul hasn't been destroyed, I can put her back. That's usually how these trials go. The soul is judged and then released should their sins be overcome."

"I sincerely wish I could do more than just that but my hands are tied just as hard as yours are, Hinako... All I can say is I'm deeply sorry for being tricked..."

[ebisugaokainsilence]

Hinako took a step back at the outburst, trying to take it all in. Well... if nothing else, at least her being here was kind of a fluke, maybe? And if this woman was so familiar with the fog- she could guide her out maybe?

"So you are... the local kami of this fog?" Hinako asked. She knew that Ebisugaoka's faith had changed many times over the years. She didn't know anything about a fog- and now she was mentally kicking herself for not asking more questions with Sakuko talked about this stuff.

"Y-yeah! Shu and Rinko- I got separated from them," Hinako said. "I... I'll trust you," What other choice did she have? If nothing else, she seemed genuinely nice.

"... Thank you," Hinako replied, finally letting herself smile. "I appreciate it."

[ebisugaokainsilence]

wait potential perfect fc found holy shit

[ebisugaokainsilence]

along with setting up verses and stuff, I'm also trying to make icons which is... harder than iconing a tv show or anything l m a o

tbh i'm also trying to find faceclaims i can use for icons just for ease of convenience. i usually RP her as post-Ebisugaoka in Silence and i hc she probably grows her hair out a bit, so i'm trying to do shopping around... i'm just so used to icons even if a partner doesn't have them it's just awkward for me to not at least have them on standby if that makes sense asd;fklahsg if anyone has recs be my guest but i might just try going iconless more than usual

[ebisugaokainsilence]

to me the tragedy in Fox's Wedding is that at it's heart it's the system of patriarchal, misogynistic violence and abuse that plagues Ebisugaoka perpetuating without end. resigning to the system.

Kotoyuki's entire personal conflict revolves around that like everyone deep down he also yearns for freedom but has resigned himself to that patriarchal role feeling it can't be defied. that is not to say he does not love Hinako and she does not like him- but while he would not be the same as Kanta (a violent abusive drunk even if we learn it's... more complicated than it seems) at the end of the day his role is to be The Man and make all decisions, and regulate Hinako's existence to being The Woman for whom he will make all the decisions for without question. i think that's why the description of that ending is "Dolls are happiest when they are loved."

Hinako (all of her I think but especially Fox) does love him and wants to be his wife, but also in that route has zero of the understanding of what actually makes Kanta's and Kimie's relationship work off-screen. that's why i don't think it's all of a bad ending- they are two people deeply in love, but they are also two people who have completely submitted to becoming cogs in the cycle of abuse. they will almost certainly have children one day- and if they have a son he will be raised to fulfill that patriarchal role without question no matter how much it may hurt his wife no matter how much he may (or may not) care for her, and if they have a daughter she will be raised to be a submissive and demure housewife who will sacrifice all of her agency to her husband without question.

something that's really funny to me is there's a lot of JP art about Fox's Wedding that basically has Fox Hinako as the Shiromuku still kind of wearing the pants not afraid to whack Kotoyuki with her fox arm, and it's funny to me bc art good, but also every time i see it without fail I think about how if anything that basically sums up Kimie and Kanta more than anything and how their relationship actually works, and how Fox Hinako has none of that understanding. i don't think that's an intentional commentary that art is usually making but it's what i usually think about when it pops on my tl on twitter

[vvvermw]

One last dance with you

[ebisugaokainsilence]

imho i think the worst thing people who were pushing out guides for SHf did was label Fox's Wedding and Fox Wets Its Tail as the "Bad" and "Good" ending. while i do think the Ebisugaoka in Silence is by all accounts the "True Ending" as we tend to view them in VN terms even though this isn't a VN i think the first two make a lot more sense if you view them as the "Fox Hinako ending" and "Fog Hinako ending" instead. i think it's also important to keep in mind though none of the endings in-game are categorized as such though

although in fairness it's pretty easy to see Fox's Wedding as a bad ending given how fucking bleak it is, but still

[elaectrahrt]

                    go on.                         UNDERESTIMATE ME.

[ebisugaokainsilence]

when i set up things on here a bit more one of my top priorities is a Puella Magi AU. i even got it mostly figured out!!!

a big plot point in Kazumi Magica, without spoilering a lot, is one girl with a lot of trauma who essentially used her wish to create a second version of herself to live happily with her family without those memories, free of the trauma while she lived out her own life in secret, and then her magic clone eventually became a Puella Magi too.

i think this fits really easily into her character, especially with Fox's Wedding in mind, there's a point where Fox Hinako wishes there was a way for part of her to remain with Kotoyuki and another with all her friends...

... so cue making a contract with Kyubey with her inevitable marriage in mind, to essentially create "this version" of herself that shares her feelings for Kotoyuki but also doesn't mind the idea of the arranged marriage, so that she runs off on her own then to try to experience her own life...

[skelesass]

i really like this guy so i doodled him rq

[evilwvergil]

"You are my Hinako" 🦊 Fox mask (Kotoyuki Tsuneki) without the mask.

[ebisugaokainsilence]

gonna try to get the ball rolling soon!!! not used to not having icons + still trying to set up everything the way i like it, but i'm really eager to get to writing her <3

admittingly getting replies done at @hopesconcept is still a bit more of a priority for me but i wanna promise i haven't forgotten