in recovery, not recovered

tw. ana. pro recovery.

[ab1m]

imagine all the clothes you could wear without being jelous of someone else, imagine the pretty privilege you would get from the tiny waist and the defined jawline, imagine all the compliments and all the attention you would get, imagine looking in the mirror and for once loving what you see, imagine looking tiny compared to him/her.

Now imagine having to go up a size in clothing, imagine going out in public and being judged, imagine being jelous of everyone around you and feeling horrible in your own skin, imagine his/hers hoodie is to small for you, imagine you look huge compared to him/her.

Imagine the regret you would feel if you let yourself go.

You choose which life you want to live. Its in your hands.

[minus25lbsb4summer-deactivated2]

(pics from 📌)

Morning motivation!!!!!

[eclecticflowergarden]

'Fasting will make your “spiritual ears” more acute—you'll be able to better hear from God. Fasting enables your spirit to be yielded to God's will. It's a concrete way to say, “Not my will, but yours, God!” Fasting renews your spiritual vision and strengthens your faith. Fasting brings power!'

[onesexylittlerexie]

Now what will you do since its bikini season soon? Staring at ana posts wont change a thing fatty. Get up, work out, starve

Or do you wanna be the fat funny friend w the ice cream all summer?

Suck it up, so you wont have to suck it in.

[addicted2skinny]

I can feel myself spiraling deeper into my ed and I genuinely love it.

[poetry-siir]

[fat-puppet]

[eclecticflowergarden]

Burned the calories from the two cups of coffee, fasting the rest of today.

[eclecticflowergarden]

Just enjoying my coffee, and then I remember how many calories are in the creamer. Kms

[mariekins]

nobody cares how pretty your face is if you’re fat.

or at least that’s what i’ve learned

[g1rlunb0thered]

no literally..

[cigarette-ahegao]

thigh sp°

all pics from 📌ntetest

(dm for credit or removal)

[coldstonedreamery-deactivated20]

[randomgirl162]

kendall jenner inspo 💋

[yate65]

Bod goals 🤍🤍🤍

[stellaswordsandbones]

do it for the jealous stares. do it to feel pretty, inside and out. do it for the bikinis. do it to be the girl that people fall in love with. do it for the stick thin limbs. do it to be a real anorexic. do it to look tired, but a pretty tim burton tired. do it to see the bones. do it for the leggings. do it to be the girl that’s always on their mind. do it to be the skinniest in the room. do it for the skimpy clothes. do it to feel good about yourself. do it to look good wearing anything, doing anything. do it to be the girl that everyone wants. do it to be perfect. do it to not feel like shit all the time. do it to be proud of your body. do it for the ribs. do it for the tiny waist and the thigh gap. do it for the worried looks. do it for spring, summer, fall and winter. do it to be the girl that people write about. do it to be the girl that people draw. do it to be effortlessly perfect and pretty. do it for yourself.

[sweetestsugarxoxo]

Hot girl summer or fat girl summer?