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23. unidentified thing. might be a walking husk. eye contact scares me

[ed89]

call me ed or eddy, but im also known as charlie or dex. they/he/it, or br/brr if you're feeling spicy. no pronouns is fine too.

i do occasionally reblog NSFW or gore (ONLY fake/drawn gore). this will always be tagged! (tag list below!). i dont have a DNI but im not opposed to blocking people i dont want interacting with my blog

this is A MULTI-FANDOM BLOG!!!!! i get hyperfixated but it usually doesnt last long until i find something else that my brain can suck all the dopamine out of. if you are following me for one fandom...i apologise

i can be stubborn but i try my best to listen and learn. if i ever say something out of line, lmk!

about me:

i like to smoke weed and get scared 😱

my username is my old xbox 360 user name. and yeah. so is my name.... originally my dad had made me a profile called mmoprincess but i guess little me was drawn to the genderless "ed89" avatar i had made. surely that wasnt a sign or anything like that. haha yeah

im drawn to dark and morbid themes, especially if its gruesome in nature (extremely squeamish of anything to do with blood btw)

my music taste is whatever my ears enjoy. so genres dont mean much to me, but i wouldnt say i "listen to everything", because im still quite picky. i like to consider myself a metal head and will happily talk about all things metal. i especially love death metal, industrial metal, hardcore, sludge, doom/stoner, slamming death, deathcore, nu metal, groove metal and uhm. yea. i also love techstep, dnb, dubstep, techno, breakcore....and jazz. i looooove acid jazz

i prefer first person shooters ESPECIALLY MOVEMENT SHOOTERS with lots of parkour <3

i have a deep dark desire for anything industrial, like endless pipes and vast factories. extra points if the factory processes living beings to manufacture goods. i blame rainbow factory (my one constant love since i was a kid)

idc who follows me. as long as i dont think you are actively causing harm, then im chill

other than that ive been in a rough patch lately of feeling empty so idk what else to put here. stay safe everyone :-)

tagging system below line

tags i use:

#ed stfu challenge: ramblings

#eds song recs: good music i like

#DA INBOX: mailbox

#long post: if the post isnt collapsible and takes up a large portion of the dash, i will tag it

#blood tw

#gore tw

#drug mention (especially if i am talking about using or abusing)

#body horror

#suggestive

#nsfw and #nsft

if ur a follower and want something tagged let me know. if u dont like something i ship or enjoy, just block me and move on cus idc

i will not tag breasts as nsfw or suggestive

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[ratstaratstar]

guys i loved goat

[64mpg]

“what is the target audience of this post” what?????? does your diary have a target audience

[64mpg]

the target audience of all of my posts is me

[the-yoshir]

Ok then don't post it online?

[64mpg]

sorry i forgot we’re only allowed to post if it’s a performance for a target audience my bad my fault sorry

[enki2]

[hylianengineer]

@copperbadge this seems up your alley

[copperbadge]

If the system ain't broke, don't fix it, I guess! Accounting may not be the oldest profession, but someone had to keep the books for them.

I mean, in theory I know that Excel is based on the structure of earlier accounting technology that's been around for hundreds of years -- what do we think we did to track commerce before computers? -- but it still kind of blows my mind to, for example, look at my ancestor's journal from a whaling voyage in 1770 and see spreadsheets in the back.

[charaznablespeteevee]

[nonbinary-wrath-month]

The reason why so many of y'all's feminism sucks is because you still believe deep down in your hearts that there are only two kinds of people in the world: precious, ethereal, fragile dollthings called "women", and violent, lustful, rage-fueled apes called "men". Until you throw that idea away, 3rd-grade-tier "girls rule boys drool, girls are princesses and boys are stinky :(" is as feminist as we'll ever get-- and I hope it's obvious that that's lightyears away from the bare minimum of where we need to be.

[nonbinary-wrath-month]

I don't know how I'm supposed to explain to ostensibly trans-friendly feminists that "women are beautiful soft things made of glass, men are obsessed with violence and sex" is exactly what the patriarchy wants you to believe. Patriarchy wants you to believe that being a woman and/or having a vagina (patriarchy generally believes those two things are synonymous) makes one shatter on impact with reality. It makes you easier to control if you are scared shitless of the other half of the population, and it makes you more compliant with your lot in life if you believe it is in the nature of the other half of the population to rape and kill rather than realise those were choices those individual rapists and murderers made. There is no way to make gender essentialism progressive and feminist, because it is one of patriarchy's tools of subjugation. Stop trying to make it progressive.

And I can scream all of that from the rooftops over and over again, and what I hear in reply is "Trans men really are men because no woman would ever decide to become an inherently evil repugnant rapist ape", and "You're so right. Trans women are women because they too are pretty delicate little objects I can fuck", and "You're non-binary? So are you fucktoy non-binary or sexpest non-binary?", and my patience runs ever thinner.

[sacred-portal]

[alttxt]

[ottermatopoeia]

[theshitpostcalligrapher]

[peace-love-anarchy]

this took me like 5 minutes

[sacred-portal]

[redstonedust]

it's usually morally correct to make fun of the usa but whenever i hear british people do it it feels kinda tone deaf. idk if we have the high ground here guys. its like your mom making fun of your mental illness like ma'am where do you think i got it from.

[flowerbobatea]

[nucl3arxxiv]

home

[spiribia]

It probably is kind of fun to be a parent bird and find big fat bugs to put in your child’s goalpost mouth. And the more you do it the larger your baby gets, which shows your progress. Mine is reaally big, think I’m going to get a high score this time. It has a unique skin too, I’ve never even seen this one before. Has anyone gotten that one, dark brown and white belly with stripes? It’s not even in my Wrenpedia, it has to be a really special unlock

[spiribia]

I’d appreciate if you didn’t call my child a “parasite”, thank you very much! Typical r/childfree

[magg0t]

adopt a demon (2003)

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[ed89]

not enough gross and monstrous orc art on here. orcs arent green people with tusks. make them fat and strong

[juunipupu]

Orc and a mystery yet to be solved

Character belongs to @/mothballz2 in birdapp

[clubmachine]

didn't find a name yet but I really like her <3

[decompose1]

i dislike the weird jump to blame suicide victims for their suicides and call them selfish. suicide is very frequently in some way a social murder. i think instead of blaming someone who was in such a dark place that they saw no other way out we should maybe be blaming the people who threw gas on the fire, such as those with a lot of power to make that person's life that bad or those who abused them into it. is that really that unreasonable

[decompose1]

not once has being told i was being selfish- or seeing people talk about how selfish suicide is- EVER made me feel less suicidal. it creates shame. it makes me shut down and never want to disclose feeling this way because oh, g-d, doesn't that make me a bad person? oh, g-d, they'll think i'm a monster, they'll think i'm guilt tripping them, they'll think, they'll think, they'll think (....)

and worse still, nearly every time i've been pushed this far- and, indeed, a lot of my mental health problems to begin with- often stem from the idea that i am less important than anyone else. my thoughts, my feelings, my safety, my life are less important. so to hear people essentially say to me, "but how would everyone else feel!?"?? it doesn't help at all. it makes it so much worse. once more, i am not the important one. even at my lowest, i have to be the one to make compromises and consider how everyone else feels. how could that ever help me? how could you say that to someone?

[stuckinapril]

I love the whole 30 is the new 21 trend like yes queen so true. Your 30s are not for having children and settling down. They are for traveling, building your career, and going to the CLUB. Freeze ur eggs if u must I don’t care. Any 30 something year old woman who’s choosing to enjoy her newfound financial stability and not spend it in an unhappy marriage has my wholehearted stamp of approval.

[sheepy-zephy]

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Real Princess FM

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Where we play nothing but the most proper music

*window opens*

*dramatic sigh*

This isn't your queen's station

*Imagine Dragons- Radioactive starts playing*