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ehvie | 32 | phd in oikawaology

[ehviepls]

ehvie, she/her, 32.

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drabble requests: open!

introduction more about ehvie

table of contents: coming soon masterlist

index what i write and don't write, including a list of fandoms

glossary fic recommendations

book club drabble requests

[sodaneko]

atsumu was always under the impression that you liked his brother more than you liked him. after all it was osamu who you shared your bento with, it was osamu who always gave you a ride home on the back of his bike, it was osamu you cheered for louder than anyone else during their games.

as perceptive as atsumu is, he never quite caught your stolen glances or the way your pupils dilated when you snarled at him or how you'd defend him so boldly when he wasn't in the room.

it's not that atsumu is hard to love–it's how scared you were of doing so. so easy to burn in his light when he smiles at you, snaggleteeth on display, arms held out for you. an inevitable pull; your lips on his, the reflection of you in his warm brown eyes, calloused hands dragging you closer by your belt hoops. you're not falling for atsumu, you're sinking; to your knees in devotion, head in his lap in worship.

say you love me, he murmurs between heated kisses and you think you could get addicted to hearing him beg.

[frankencain]

was tagged by @eagans to play this or that: trope edition! thank you this was so fun 🐸(also i think we have very similar tastes lol)

slowburn or love at first sight // fake dating or secret dating // enemies to lovers or best friends to lovers // there’s only one bed or long-distance correspondence // hurt/comfort or amnesia // fantasy au or modern au // mutual pining or domestic bliss // smut or fluff // canon-compliant or fix-it (nuance button) // reincarnation or character death // one-shot or multi-chapter // kid fic or road trip fic // arranged marriage or accidental marriage // high-school romance or middle-age romance // time travel or isolated together // neighbours or roommates // sci-fi au or magic au // body swap or genderbent // angst or crack // apocalyptic or mundane

i'm tagging @keresofdeath @queer-ragnelle @rotspecialist @growingsad @cannibalcures @thematicparallel @spiralocean @bugmistake & whoever else wants to do it ✨

[keresofdeath]

ooooo ok v cool

slowburn or love at first sight // fake dating or secret dating // enemies to lovers or best friends to lovers // there’s only one bed or long-distance correspondence // hurt/comfort or amnesia // fantasy au or modern au // mutual pining or domestic bliss // smut or fluff // canon-compliant or fix-it (fuck i will also be using the nuance button...) // reincarnation or character death (actually no idea but i'm probably more familiar with character death) // one-shot or multi-chapter (i don't knowwww that's harrddddd; like i love a good multi-chap but i Will forget to check back) // kid fic or road trip fic // arranged marriage or accidental marriage // high-school romance or middle-age romance // time travel or isolated together // neighbours or roommates (this one also hard:/) // sci-fi au or magic au // body swap or genderbent // angst or crack // apocalyptic or mundane (oughhh why are some of these so difficult)

I've read good stuff with neighbours and roommates. I may not really have a preference? In the case of apocalyptic or mundane, I would maybe lean on the mundane side, but it's still hard to choose...

Anyway, this was fun and I was scrolling back up to check the responses like. Damn... These are similar... I'll tag, uh, @blackkatskauldron, @startcarvingdarling, @misted-oblivion, @bam-here, @love-caleb and anyone else who wants to participate!!!

[misted-oblivion]

oh this is so fun, thank you for the tag!! :D

slowburn or love at first sight // fake dating or secret dating // enemies to lovers or best friends to lovers // there’s only one bed or long-distance correspondence // hurt/comfort or amnesia // fantasy au or modern au augh both... // mutual pining or domestic bliss // smut or fluff why not both... // canon-compliant or fix-it both please... // reincarnation or character death // one-shot or multi-chapter either! // kid fic or road tripfic // arranged marriage or accidental marriage // high-school romance or middle-age romance // time travel or isolated together // neighbours or roommates // sci-fi au or magic au // body swap or genderbent // angst or crack // apocalyptic or mundane

tagging @sugarspicenights @lumi-lex @punk-spic3y @a-girl-cant-decide-on-a-name and YOU reading this!!

[punk-spic3y]

ty for the tag teya <33

slowburn or love at first sight // fake dating or secret dating // enemies to lovers or best friends to lovers // there’s only one bed or long-distance correspondence // hurt/comfort or amnesia // fantasy au or modern au // mutual pining or domestic bliss // smut or fluff (both plz :3) // canon-compliant or fix-it // reincarnation or character death // one-shot or multi-chapter // kid fic or road tripfic // arranged marriage or accidental marriage // high-school romance or middle-age romance // time travel or isolated together // neighbours or roommates // sci-fi au or magic au // body swap or genderbent // angst or crack // apocalyptic or mundane

tagging @kendymaycry @tsukisangel @joy-girl & anyone else who wants to do this!!

[tsukisangel]

omg yay i love this i was looking it over when i got the notif and i am SO INDECISIVE but i did end up choosing in the end (if you wanna know why im probably gonna yap about some of them in the tags)

slowburn or love at first sight // fake dating or secret dating // enemies to lovers or best friends to lovers // there’s only one bed or long-distance correspondence // hurt/comfort or amnesia // fantasy au or modern au // mutual pining or domestic bliss // smut orAND fluff // canon-compliant or fix-it // reincarnation or character death // one-shot or multi-chapter // kid fic or road tripfic // arranged marriage or accidental marriage // high-school romance or middle-age romance // time travel or isolated together // neighbours orAND roommates // sci-fi au or magic au // body swap or genderbent // angst or crack // apocalyptic or mundane

@sunee-syrup @sodaneko @dodgeryaps and anyone else :3

[sunee-syrup]

OOOH CUTE okay lets do it

slowburn or love at first sight // fake dating or secret dating // enemies to lovers orAND best friends to lovers // there’s only one bed or long-distance correspondence // hurt/comfort or amnesia // fantasy au orAND modern au // mutual pining or domestic bliss // smut or fluff // canon-compliant or fix-it // reincarnation or character death // one-shot or multi-chapter // kid fic or road tripfic // arranged marriage or accidental marriage // high-school romance or middle-age romance // time travel or isolated together // neighbours orAND roommates // sci-fi au or magic au // body swap or genderbent // angst or crack // apocalyptic or mundane

no pressure tags!

@nectardaddy @knightofwands-upright @tobio-rs @ehviepls and anyone else <3

[ehviepls]

ohhh this is cute, okay! thank you honee!

slowburn or love at first sight // fake dating or secret dating // enemies to lovers or best friends to lovers // there’s only one bed or long-distance correspondence // hurt/comfort or amnesia // fantasy au or modern au // mutual pining or domestic bliss // smut or fluff // canon-compliant or fix-it // reincarnation or character death // one-shot or multi-chapter // kid fic or road trip fic // arranged marriage or accidental marriage // high-school romance or middle-age romance // time travel or isolated together // neighbours or roommates // sci-fi au or magic au // body swap or genderbent // angst or crack // apocalyptic or mundane

if they want to do it, i’m tagging @sodaneko @prettyiwa @tatehoko @tyga-lily @catnatch @liminalmouse and @creatureactivist

[disgustinggf]

[maythray]

walking into a fandom tag and leaving with 10 new users added to my block list

[imhereforscm]

[ehviepls]

kissed by the baddest bidder really is the otome of all time because my god these men have the biggest personalities and i hate them so much (no i don’t)

[dynapuff]

When you both cum in your pants from dry humping. 🙏🏾 hashtag intimacy.

[ehviepls]

nsfw. tsukishima x reader.

you thread your fingers through his blonde hair, laughing softly as tsukishima sucks on your neck. you’re positive there will be marks lingering for days, but you can’t bring yourself to care. if anything, it only makes you wetter.

“kei, what has gotten into you?” you ask, already knowing the answer. maybe you'd asked kuroo to be a little more flirty than usual - just to rile tsukki up, of course.

he pulls away, looking you directly in the eye. it's almost daunting, but with his pupils blown and his lips swollen, he looks absolutely delicious. “i just want everyone to know you’re mine,” he says, reaching up to unbutton your jeans. he unceremoniously yanks them down, along with your panties, and presses a kiss to your hip before ridding himself of his own bottoms.

you hum. “yours, huh? what happened to no strings attached?” you ask, spreading your legs and reaching to take his dick in your hand. carefully, you usher him closer, showing him you don’t want to wait.

“fuck that. just want you and this pretty little pussy all to myself,” he says, letting you guide him to your entrance. as he sinks into you, he groans. "shit, you feel so good.”

[ehviepls]

nsfw. kuroo tetsuro x reader.

for once in his life, you've left kuroo speechless. it's a feat you've tried many times over the years, failing at each attempt - until now.

as you straddle his chest, he stares up at you in awe. he might be quiet, but his eyes sparkle in mischief. that's a look you know very, very well.

“cat got your tongue, tetsu?” you ask, one corner of your lips curling up in a smirk.

your words appear to pull him from his daze. he reaches to grab your thighs, digging his fingernails into the sensitive skin, leaving small imprints. a subtle, temporary marking. “she's about to,” he murmurs. “we've been playing cat and mouse long enough, don't you think? just let me taste you.”

he's right, and you know it. and he looks so good that you almost let him get away with it. almost. "that's not how you get what you want," you say, voice low, breathing a little heavy.

with a huff, he looks to the side for a few seconds before locking his eyes on yours again. you know he hates how much he loves losing control of a situation, even when it works out for him in the end. “please,” he says, pupils fully blown as he attempts to pull you further up his body. “just please let me taste you.”

[tobio-rs]

"you're awfully quiet today."

kageyama perks up from the way he's sitting on the picnic mat. furrowing his brows, he observes the curl of your lips as you continue to tease him.

"super awkward, even," you chuckle, placing your hand on top of his that, for some reason, kept on fidgeting ever since he finished setting up the picnic.

it's a beautiful, sunny day outside. you checked the weather app and took the opportunity to go out. your boyfriend, on the other hand, suggested to go to the park to have a cute picnic date with you. you're quite surprised at how he's the one suggesting for your date today, as you're used to telling him places to go to.

so you put your best flowy sundress on that matches his comfy vest over white shirt and corduroy pants combo. you stare at the mirror with him beside you.

you don't notice the bulk in his pocket.

"am i not like that all the time?" kageyama scoffs, then opens the blueberry cheesecake for the both of you to share.

if you haven't realized yet, he's clearly distracting himself.

from what it is? you have no idea.

he scoops a bite of the cake and brings it to your mouth. he smiles at how content you look, basking in the fresh air, the way the ingredients of the dessert marinating on your tongue, and the familiar warmth he brings around you.

"i like it here," you blurt out, looking at the moving tree branches dancing with the wind. "so calm and pretty, we should do this more often."

"hm," kageyama ponders. "this will be the last time this happens on our circumstances now, though."

you tilt your head and furrow your brows.

he brings the cheesecake down and pulls himself closer in front of you, hand reaching out for yours, caressing your cheek.

"you know.." he looks to his side, evident nervousness oozing from his voice. he turns to look at you, pupils dilated. "i've been planning this for a really long time."

"are you breaking up with me?"

"will you please let me finish what i have to say."

you laugh at your joke and at how he's all grumpy now. "okay, tobio, tell me."

kageyama chuckles, and he's quite relieved you're making him laugh right now. he reaches for his pocket and brings out a delicate, red box.

you gasp, and you feel a puddle of tears already forming at the sides of your eyes.

"i've been waiting for the right time for this, you know? i knew from the start that i wanted to be with you for the rest of my life. we're doing so well in everything, but i really want this stability right now. i love you, and i can't wait to call you my wife."

you can't even hear everything he's saying right now, you hold your mouth as tears stream down your face.

kageyama opens the box, and the sun perfectly hits the big, sparkling stone on top of the ring.

"i already know what you're gonna say but i'll ask you anyway. my love, will you marry me?"

[ehviepls]

cannot believe i fucked around and got attached to characters from an 11 year old otome game

[daytimemelatonin]

sakuatsu manga panel redraws because they’re ruining my fucking life

[ehviepls]

nsfw. tsukishima x reader.

you thread your fingers through his blonde hair, laughing softly as tsukishima sucks on your neck. you’re positive there will be marks lingering for days, but you can’t bring yourself to care. if anything, it only makes you wetter.

“kei, what has gotten into you?” you ask, already knowing the answer. maybe you'd asked kuroo to be a little more flirty than usual - just to rile tsukki up, of course.

he pulls away, looking you directly in the eye. it's almost daunting, but with his pupils blown and his lips swollen, he looks absolutely delicious. “i just want everyone to know you’re mine,” he says, reaching up to unbutton your jeans. he unceremoniously yanks them down, along with your panties, and presses a kiss to your hip before ridding himself of his own bottoms.

you hum. “yours, huh? what happened to no strings attached?” you ask, spreading your legs and reaching to take his dick in your hand. carefully, you usher him closer, showing him you don’t want to wait.

“fuck that. just want you and this pretty little pussy all to myself,” he says, letting you guide him to your entrance. as he sinks into you, he groans. "shit, you feel so good.”

[ehviepls]

okay, i previously asked which haikyuu guy is the best wedding date, but consider: which haikyuu guy do you want to bring along to your boring work party?

[luckieangel]

him feeding you frosting from his birthday cake with his fingers; breathless smile plastered on his face as you suck on his digits, your eyes tender as you look up him. and his cock is so hard, he wants to ask everyone to leave so he can fuck you

[ehviepls]

just know i’m cookin up a ⭐️⭐️⭐️ michelin meal about kageyama w @tobio-rs