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🇵🇸🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🌱 26 (he/him) ao3: eitmrnbiwbo

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lesbian flag! lesbian flag! lesbian flag! lesbian flag!

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i may have gone a little overboard and bought 3 of these iq puzzle games in the span of 1 week but it's so much fun i can't believe it took me this long to actually buy one for myself.

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i think im having a gender and sexuality crisis again.

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nevermind i think i was just tired.

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the only "type a" i am is anxious.

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i think im having a gender and sexuality crisis again.

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it's me and my posca markers against the world.

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you know if i was high, i would love for quinni to look after me too.

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queer mako mermaids headcanons:

lyla is demisexual, maybe even on the aromantic spectrum

cam and carly are each others beards, like look at them they are not in love

nixie is non-binary/transmasc

weilan is aroace (i like the lesbian headcanon but i want my aroace rep too)

zac is bisexual but prefers girls

evie is bi-curious but ultimately realises that she just likes boys

ondina is bisexual like that's the most bi person i have ever seen

mimmi is a lesbian who only ever got in a relationship with chris because she thought ondina had moved on from her

erik is gay and in love with both zac and cam. he's not opposed to polyamory

aurora and nerissa were in love with each other before the whole water dragon curse

rita is a bisexual queen

veridia is very much also a bisexual/lesbian queen

sirena and david are the only straight people in the show

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the more i think about a little life the more i think about how the fuck jude is able to function in his day to day life. like he's so incredibly traumatised from his childhood yet he's still able to become a respected lawyer and nurture friendships and its kinda frustrating now that i think about it. not to mention all the self harming he does and how his friends went such a long time without knowing anything about it or about his childhood. i still love the book i'm just crashing out rn.

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i just had the worst day possible and i wanna sleep forever now. i hate life and i hate going to the movies and i hate my family for not understanding me and i hate that i'm anxious all the time.

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heartstopper x leviticus fic?

like the heartstopper characters put in that situation.

[aromantic-diaries]

Fandom really needs to get behind queerplatonic realtionships "omg when the characters have a connection so intense that you can't explain if it's romantic or platonic but they're genuinely insane about eachother and there is no existing word for it" what you're thinking of is a queerplatonic relationship.

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i dreamt that i pulled out two of my own teeth.

[rocket-sith]

Reblog if you write fic and people can inbox you random-ass questions about your stories, itemized number lists be damned.

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it pisses me off how that school counsellor tells esme to "think about what she's doing" as if she isn't having a breakdown right in front of her and saying stuff like that can make the situation worse. obviously esme needs help, but i don't think talking to her like that would help in that moment. she needs to calm down first.

and this brings me to the thought that everything in next class is so idealistic. like everyone always knows what to say in each and every situation. it feels kind of like a psa that's afraid to show the grit. which isn't a bad thing necessarily, it's just kinda annoying when most things seem to be resolved in just a couple episodes.

i love the show but it has so many pacing issues too. most of these problems would be fixed if they just slowed down time a bit.

and i'm even more pissed that we never got a 5th season. i wanted to learn about esme's life outside of being the antagonist for other characters. she's the one one character i could relate to the most in all of degrassi when next class first came out. she's so interesting but they barely did anything with her character.

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thinking about how good heartstopper could've been if the comic was finished years ago and there was a good amount of space between the comic and the creation of the show. so many different choices could've been made in the show that would've made it so much better, but what we got was so rushed and underdeveloped. i think about this at least once a week.

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i seriously don't understand people who aren't incredibly self conscious and anxious in public spaces. like what do you mean you dont think about the 705 ways somebody can bump into you, or try to steal something from you, or all the reasons people can get mad at you for simply just existing in their vicinity? like, you just go to the mall or grocery store and you're able to enjoy that time without being anxious about anything at all? like your default state is just "fine"? you don't feel like people are out to get you? i don’t think my brain and your brain was made the same way.