Something to do with my life

[eldorania]

"So brigth. Your eyes. Stunning. So shinning. Can I kiss you?"

"And, you're drunk."

"Nonsence"

"You're talking to a lamp!"

[eldorania]

I'm stressed because I'm lazy.

How is that supposed to work?

[eldorania]

Your eyes are beautiful.

I can't help to be drawn inn

But,

I can't bear to look at them

There is just so much

Pain!

[eldorania]

“Why does all your projects end up dying?”

“If I don’t finish, I won’t fail.”

“But if you are so afraid of living, do you even live at all?”

[eldorania]

“...

Rolling in the deep In the middle of the sheep Nothing sounds right

Running in the streets My eyes covered by sheets Nothing’s looking bright

Darling, darling, darling Tell me what you see

Darling, darling, darling Tell me what to be

...”

[eldorania]

“I tried to strangle myself with my scarf the other day. Do you think I’m crazy?” He stopped for a second to look at her.

“Will you do it again?”

“No-pe.”

“Nah,” he said as he continued walking, “I think you’re fine.”

[eldorania]

Look at the wonders of lightning at the colors in the trees at my horrible fashion 

Smell the cold breeze of autumn the fresh air in the morning my over used parfum

Listen to the rain hitting the roof to the storm raging in the night sky to my beating heart

[eldorania]

Since I started seeing, Since I started hearing, Since I noticed you

I now see I don’t know what love is

[eldorania]

“Please don’t touch me,” he said.  “I crave a lot more than what you can give,” he thought.

[eldorania]

How can you say you have no feelings, no empathy When you are the nicest person I know

Please tell me you only belive it is true I don’t want to realize I am like you

[eldorania]

Butterfly wings Fly fragile in the sky But always higher Always further

Butterfly wings Sturdy they hold In the incoming storm They fly

Butterfly wings Chaos they create From a single Push from the ground

Let my heart be As steady And strong As butterfly wings

[eldorania]

Ce monde est rempli de con de connard et de cochonneries. Remplit d’âmes sans sourires perdu dans un gouffre sans fond.

Ce monde porte notre nom, des mots gravé dans du ciment et dont on étouffe les sentiments  même refrain, meme son

[eldorania]

I protect my heart on a reflex

crossing my arms, I hide it away

Something in my mind is made up

that all of this isn’t right

[eldorania]

I wonder what is in your heart

Is it love, is it lust 

Is it sorrow, is it trust

[eldorania]

Take my hand don’t let go Just hold on tight I won’t let you fall

Don’t run to fast I want to follow you Let me catch up I’ll wait for you as well

Sometimes you’ll forget But I’ll always remember So take my hand Don’t let go

[eldorania]

Every day, I am reminded I am not part of your family. 

[eldorania]

"Don't worry. I won't lose."

"This is a battle to the death. Whatever you do, you'll lose!"