Thoughts, stories, poems

I am dealing with depression and anxiety for over 10 years now. Writing is healing ♡ never stop to fight for mental health ♡

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Doubt is growth!

You know these people that always say "never doubt" anything?

Well it might be with a good intention but in my personal opinion we need doubt to get clear about what we really are and what we want from life. I'll give you an example.

You have a good working relationship. But one day, when everyday life kicks in you find yourself in doubt. Is it really the one? Do I want this? Am I missing something?! And by thinking about this and giving yourself answers to these questions you slowly gain confidence again and either you get negative answers and go on to the next chapter or you find yourself with more clarity about all the the good things you may have.

So dare to doubt at times!

It's not a weakness, it just means you're reflecting everything <3

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Oh man, it's one of those days again...

You know... A day that gives you punches in the face from everyone. A day you just want to end, but when you think you can't handle more of that stuff... There it goes for round six!!!

Yeah, we all have that.

Even friends seem like they're your enemy on days like this.

I promise: it will end!!! And it will be nothing more but a memory... If you even still remember it next year 😏

So relax and accept this day like every other day!

Love, S.

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Do you ever think, that you're the only person not fitting in?

Like everyone acts just perfect and if they make mistakes, they get over it in seconds but you are chewing on this for years and everytime you think of an embarassing moment you catch yourself screaming or shaking this thought off. Is it just me or does this happen all the time? But nevertheless it's important to accept those moments of embarassment. You learn a lot from them.

Embrace every experience, you wonderful human being! ♡

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Clean up your life, beautiful soul! ♡

It's so easy to say "get rid of things that don't make you happy" but it's not easy to do so. It's not even easy to decide what even makes you happy and what doesn't. But still it's worth the effort taking a look at all the things you do every day/week/month. Make a list, think about every point really carefully.

It's heavy because you have to be honest with yourself. I can speak for myself: it's the hardest thing!

Take your time with cutting of strings. Getting it done too fast will hurt your mind and heart.

Have a beautiful night/morning/day love!

S. (who's procrastinating on cleaning up her life ♡ and that's okay)

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Dear Life,

Thank you for giving me all the bad experiences! You shaped me and made me a better person than I would have been without them. Appreciate every scar, because it makes you the person you are ♡

S.

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perfect definition of me somehow. I know every pseudo-deep depressed girl thinks that, but it´s true actually! Plus: I´m not depressed right now!  I guess it´s just being socially awkward in every situation. At work, with friends, with strangers, on the phone... I seem to never act NOT like a weirdo! But I accepted that side of me and I start to like it. Sometimes it makes people laugh and what more could I ask for, than making some people´s days a little brighter, even if it´s a small thing.  good night folks

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It means “freedom” (in greek) and freedom is the thing I´m looking for the most currently. Writing is freedom, but here nobody knows me and that´s a blessing! I can write down my thoughts without being worried about who´s going to read this or not. Even if nobody will ever see this blog, I wouldn´t be mad. I´m grateful for the opportunity to let everythign go. Things I carry with me for years now and never told anyone.  Thanks my dear tumblr 

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so true, it hurts ◇

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Find the beauty in every day! A nice thing somebody says, a beautiful flower on your way, warm weather and health ♡

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Good evening, tumblr!

So... I just sat on the floor of my appartment and wondered, if I could find a place to share my thoughts. I always liked to write, but never had the courage to start blogging.

Maybe some people will read it and take part, maybe not. Let's see what's coming my way!

Have a nice evening or whatever time it is in your place and enjoy every second of the rest of the day ♡

S.