the uncertainties and what if.... a drafted blog i wasn't able to post last year
hi everyone, or to anyone who might be reading this.
a week ago, i started college. i pursued a career different from what i dreamt of, geology. way back i was in high school, all i imagined is that i'll be working in the hospital. wearing scrubs and just be surrounded by what smelled like alcohol. i can say i was greatly influenced by the dramas i have watched and imagined myself that it's gonna be me one day. but, one day might never happened. it probably won't happen.
i took an exam for nursing, fortunately, i passed. but i have to let it go. you might ask what happened, why not pursue the program you have been dreaming of? maturity happened. i grow up and i have realized there are things that we have to let go. the university i got into nursing is hours away from home. a small sacrifice won't hurt, don't you think? especially when it is my dream. but as a mama's girl, i cannot be away from my mom for months. i gave it a lot of thoughts and told my there would be hundreds of medical workers in the future and few geologists.
to anyone who are having lots of uncertainties, a big hug to all of you.
